~*~*Love You More*~*UPDATED 12/9

[coco]

BUMP THIS ISH UP!!!

[(:~Nicia~:)]

bumpies

[b5hunni]

OMG bump!!!

[carnellschica07]

RECAP:
Tricia: What's happenin pimpin! I ain't talked to you in hellas!
Y/N: Hey Tricia girl, what's up with you?
Tricia: Nothing much. So how's Jeremy, that fine brother of yours?
Y/N: *tells her the WHOLE story, took you like 30 minutes cuz u had to start from the beginning*
Tricia: d**n CHICA! YOU GOT IT BAD!
Y/N: Yeah, so I was wondering if I could live with you?
Tricia: Anything for my homegirl!
Y/N: OMG THANK U SO MUCH, I LUV YOU SO MUCH!
Tricia: It's cool girl, when u gonna get here?
Y/N: Umm...like in 2 days. I'll leave the day of Jeremy's funeral.
Tricia: Cool, see ya then.

Y/N hangs up the phone. Maybe she could start back over and life would be great again....hmmm...or maybe not...

Y/N walks out of her room and sees 3 strange people with Mrs. B and their dad.

Mrs. B: *points to you* TAKE THAT B*TCH OUT-

END RECAP

Mrs. B: TAKE THAT B*TCH OUT NOW! SHE DOESN'T BELONG HERE, YOU CAN'T TAKE US AWAY!

Mrs. B is struggling to free herself. The 3 strange people were police. They took Michael and Mrs. B into the squad car and drove off. Bryan and Y/N just stood there as Carnell started to go back to his room. Then Y/N went to her room.

~*~*~*~2 days later*~*~*~
Just to let you know...This is the day of Jeremy's funeral. Shayla is fine now. She is still a little hurt about losing the baby, but inside she feels that it means that her and Kelly could possibly have their own baby soon. Carnell and Y/N haven't talked to each other. The boys are going to stay in their house because Kelly will be 18 soon and the government decided to let them stay. Y/N still plans on going to L.A after the funeral, she hasn't told anyone but Letta and Shayla.

Y/N wore a black dress to funeral. She didn't want to go, she hates funerals, but it was her brother. The boys wore all black. Dustin and Yesenia rode together. Shayla rode with Kelly, the boys, and Y/N. As they rode, there was a long silence until they got to the church. Once they got in there, Y/N didn't cry at all. People were already there during the wake. Shayla held Y/N's hand while they walked down the aisle to the casket.

Y/N P.O.V: Oh my gosh Jeremy, there's so many things I never got to say to you. I feel so lost and empty, you were my life. I can't believe you're gone. I know we used to fight and I would tell you I hated you, but I wish I could take that all away. I wish I could have taken your place. Whoever killed you, I hope they get theirs...I miss you big brother. I know you don't want to see me cry, I am trying so hard to be strong for you, but...

At that instant, Y/N got on her knees, looked up to the sky and starting crying her eyes out. Shayla cried silently while rubbing Y/N's back.

Y/N: Lord please help me throught these times, I need you now.

Y/N stood up and dusted off of her dress. As she walked back down the aisle, she sang "It's So Hard to Say Goodbye" by Boyz II Men.

Y/N: How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

:sniffle:

I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

:sniffle:

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

She made her way to the bathroom then she went to sit down.

After the funeral was over, the boys came over to her and Shayla.

Y/N: Kelly, can we please go now.
Kelly: Yeah. *to the boys* Let's go, aight.

They all get into the car and it's silent until Shayla starts to cry.

Shayla: *she gives Y/N and huge hug* GIRL I'M GONNA MISS YOU!
Patrick: Miss her? She's not going anywhere.
Shayla: Umm...yeah...she's moving to L.A.

Kelly almost swerves off the side of the road.

Y/N: SH*T! Shayla I was gonna tell them when I got home!
Shayla: Oops.

Carnell P.O.V: WTF!? Moving!? Since when! Aww man...

They get to the house and Y/N and Shayla go to Y/N's room. The boys all sit in the living room.

*~*~*~With the Boys*~*~*
Kelly: d**n, I can't believe she's leaving.
Bryan: Yeah I know, she's like a sister to me.
Patrick: I can't believe she didn't even tell us.
Kelly: Yeah I know. *looks over at Carnell* Aren't you gonna say anything.
Carnell: Naw.

Carnell gets up and goes into his room. About an hour later, Y/N and Shayla come back downstairs with some bags. Y/N trips on one of the straps of the bags and trips down the stairs.

Carnell: Oh sh*t, do you need some help?

He reaches his hand out to her. She looks up at him and doesn't take his hand. She gets up herself.

Y/N: No.....but thank you.
Carnell: Well here *hands her a letter* Don't open it until you get to Cali, aight?
Y/N: K.
Shayla: Kelly baby, can you take us to the airport?
Kelly: Uh, yeah. Ya'll ready.
Y/N: Yup, I got all my sh*t packed so I can get the hell out of here!
Kelly: Alright.
Bryan: *runs over and hugs Y/N* Aw Y/N I wish you didn't have to go, I'm gonna miss you. Why you gotta leave?
Y/N: Awww Lil B I'll miss you too. But when your mom gets out of rehab, she'll be coming for me. I can't be here, *looks at Carnell*everything is stressing me out. Besides, I have caused ya'll so much drama. I think it's best I need to leave. Things were fine before I came to Atlanta.

With that said, Lil B gave her another big hug. Patrick gave her a hug and Carnell just stood there still.

Patrick: Quit being a p*ssy Carnell! Give your girl a hug, kiss, sumthin. I know you gonna miss her.
Carnell: *mad* I DON'T F*CKING GO WITH HER NO MORE!

Deep inside that hurt Y/N's feelings. She didn't even look at him, she just walked out of the house with Shayla.

Kelly: *points to Carnell* Me and you, WE NEED TO TALK LATER!

Kelly walks out of the house and gets the bags into his car. Before they go to the airport, they make a quick stop to see Yesenia and Dustin. Y/N knocks on the door and Yesenia answers and gives her a big hug.

Yesenia: I HEARD YOU'RE MOVING!!!!!!!!
Y/N: Yeah, but I can't stay long. I was just coming to say bye to you and Dustin...and the baby *rubbing her stomach*
Yesenia: Yeah...*yelling* DUSTIN COME HERE BABY!

He comes down the stairs and sees you standing there. He gives you a big hug. You talk with Yesenia and Dustin for about 5 minutes before Kelly starts honking his horn.

Dustin: Well I'll see ya girl. I gotta tell Omarion that you can't be his back up dancer. But when the tour gets to L.A, come and see us!....I love ya like a little sister, I'll miss ya!
Y/N: Bye Dizzy. Bye Yesenia.
Yesenia: Bye girl.

With that said, Y/N walks back to the car and gets to the ariport. Shayla is very emotional towards her leaving. Kelly gives her on last hug and she walks off to board her plane. When she gets on the plane, she thinks about the letter Carnell gave her. He told her not to open it until she gets back to Cali...but she just couldn't wait. She opened it and it said...






BUMPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP IT UP YA'LL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[(:~Nicia~:)]

Bumpies!!!

[~Mizz~Fizzle~SO~FLy05~]

omg bumpies what did the letter say

[b5hunni]

AWWW com on i hate wen u leave us hangin like this but w.e. bump!!!

[carnellschica07]

RECAP:
With that said, Y/N walks back to the car and gets to the ariport. Shayla is very emotional towards her leaving. Kelly gives her on last hug and she walks off to board her plane. When she gets on the plane, she thinks about the letter Carnell gave her. He told her not to open it until she gets back to Cali...but she just couldn't wait. She opened it and it said...
END RECAP

She opened the letter and it said:

Dear Y/N,
I just wanted to say how much I...I...F*CKING HATE YOU! You have runined my life ever since I met you! You are a stupid little b*tch ass drama queen who is conceided and thinks the world revolves around you! Guess what, I have a life too! Now that you're are gone and completely out of my life...I can move on and finally get with some other girls. Oh yeah, by the way I was cheating on you! How was this for a great going away letter??? Have a safe journey, naw I take that back. I hope your plane crashes and burns!
From,
Carnell

Y/N: OMG! *starts crying* How could he!

Y/N pulls out her phone and calls Carnell.

Carnell: Hello?
Y/N: CARNELL HOW COULD YOU SAY ALL OF THOSE MEAN THINGS??!
Carnell: Bullsh*t! You deserve it! And I meant every word in that letter! Unless you're illiterate (sp?) and you didn't understand what I said in that letter!
Y/N: What?
Carnell: Oh, so you're deaf too?
Y/N: CARNELL WHAT THE F*CK WHY ARE YOU BEING SO CRUEL!?!
Carnell: Because I can and I mean that sh*t! Now don't EVER f*cking call me again...or else! *hangs up the phone*
Y/N: I can't believe him, oh my gosh! I hate this! I hate him! *or do i?*

Pilot on the intercom: We are having difficulties with the...oh sh*t!

F/V: OMG WE'RE GOING DOWN!!!!!! WE'RE GONNA DIE!

The plane's engine starts to burn and the plane goes faster and faster head first to the ground.

Y/N: OMG I'M GONNA DIE!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEN........
































































She wakes up sweating...


Y/N: It was just a dream...
Lady: Are you okay ma'am?
Y/N: Oh my f*cking gosh! That was some scary ass sh*t!
Lady: Well, umm...you've been sleeping this whole trip. It's time to get off of the plane.
Y/N: *wiping her sweat* Ok.

Y/N gets off of the plane and goes to pick up her luggage. She walks out and waits for Tricia to pick her up.

Tricia: Hey girlie!!!!!!!!!!!
Y/N: OMG TRICIA! *gives her a huge hug* YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM TO SEE YOU!
Tricia: Yeah yeah I know, that's cuz I'm Tricia and I do that to people.
Y/N: YEAH RIGHT!

They got into the car, that's when it dawned on Y/N...
Y/N: STOP THE CAR, I LEFT THAT LETTER!

She got out of the car so fast, she almost burned the soles of her shoes. (lol) She ran to were she got off of the plane...it was gone.

Y/N: OMG OMG OMG! It's gone, IT'S GONE!
Lady: Ma'am, what's gone?
Y/N: I left something that could possibly be important, on that plane.
Lady: *reaches in pocket and pulls out a letter* Is this it?
Y/N: *grabs it* YES IT IS! How did you know?
Lady: You were holding it when you were screaming on the plane. Then you dropped it on the way off and I couldn't find you.
Y/N: Thank you so much! *runs back to the car*
Tricia: So...you must run track huh?
Y/N: Hell naw...we can go now.

Tricia starts driving and they are listening to radio. Then Love You More by Ginuwine comes on the radio. This was Y/N and Carnell's song. She starts to sing it.

Y/N: So promise me you'll never leave
And never say this is the end,
You'll spend your life with me,
You'll be my wife and my best friend
Raise a family,
Something we both can treasure
In the meantime,
I'm gonna put in work
You' gonna be fine,
You'll never have to work
So, won't you come and fly with me
Forever, you and me
That's how it's s'pposed to be,
I love you

Y/N P.O.V: This is our song :sighs: I miss him already. WAIT NO, I'm mad at him! I don't know what this song does to me, but it relates to us so much.

Tricia: D*MN GIRL, YOU CAN SING! You need to go on tour or sumthin!
Y/N: I was going on tour as Omarion's dancer.
Tricia: WHAT!?!?! And you hesitated to tell me this?
Y/N: My bad!
Tricia: Why didn't you go through with it? *then she remembers everything that happened with Y/N* Nevermind girl.

It's silent for the rest of the ride until they get to Tricia's house.

Tricia: You can have the guest room, you know where that's at.
Y/N: Thanks girl.
Tricia: No prob.
Y/N: *puts her hands on her hips as Tricia goes into the kitchen* T!
Tricia: Huh!
Y/N: Get yo ass over here and help me with these bags!
Tricia: Now thats the Y/N I know! *laughs*

She helps take the bags to the guest room. Y/N starts to unpack her stuff and she lays Carnell's letter on the bed. About 4 hours later, Y/N is finished unpacking and has made herself at home. Tricia's mom isn't home yet, but Tricia is on the phone with her boyfriend.

*~*~With Tricia*~*~
Tricia: Hey Rodney!
Rodney: Uh..hey.
Tricia: What's wrong with you? You seem a little distracted.
Rodney: Why you on my case Tricia? d**n!
Tricia: My bad my bad! I can't worry about my man no more?
Rodney: Naw it's not that. Do you think I'm cheating on you or something?
Tricia: I wasn't...UNTIL NOW...Are you?
Rodney: What the f*ck! Why are you asking me that?
Tricia: You must have had a motive for asking me that cuz that was the last thing on my mind...you cheating on me...ha! That b*tch ain't got nothing on me!
Rodney: Who's a b*tch?! I ain't even cheating on you!
Tricia: YES YOU ARE!
Rodney: F*CK THIS! *hangs up*
Tricia: *looks at the phone* I know he just didn't...I KNOW HE JUST DIDN'T! N*GGAZ THESE DAYS...

*~*~*~With Y/N*~*~*
She is walking around the room then she notices the letter on her bed. She was scared to open it, especially since she had that dream on the plane. Then she opened it and it read:

Dear Y/N,
Hey. I know by time you read this letter you're back in Cali. I know I've been acting like a jackass lately. I even broke up with you in your biggest time of need. I know a simply sorry won't do, or this letter. But still, I apologize. I'm gonna miss you girl, you are my life. I love you so much, I will always love you. Nobody will ever replace you, I promise you that you'll always be my baby girl. I hope you're still not mad at me, call me whenever you feel like talking to me again.
Love,
Carnell aka CNelly

Y/N P.O.V: Awwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!! Ok ok, so the letter AND the song on the radio are making me forgive him. I gotta show Tricia this.

Y/N: T read this, it's from Carnell!
Carnell: Aw hell naw I ain't reading ya'll sex stories. I don't want no sex stories in my house, no porn tapes of you and him in a-
Y/N: T!!!!!!!!!! It's not nasty, d**n!
Tricia: *snatches the letter* Fine!

She reads it and occasionally she looks up at Y/N. Tricia hands the letter back to Y/N. She waits for Tricia to say something but Tricia continues eating and watching t.v.

Y/N: Sooooo??
Tricia: Soo what, I would buy that bullsh*t.
Y/N: Well I believe him.
Tricia: That's cuz you're sprung. *singing* I'm Sprung,
Carnell's got me...Got me doin thing's I'll never do If u ain't been I'm tellin you...I'm Sprungggggg
Y/N: HAHA SHUT UP! *goes into her room*


*~*~*~With the Boys in ATL*~*~*~
Kelly: Alright Carnell, speak.
Carnell: You can't tell me what to do.
Kelly: I just did.
Carnell:...
Kelly: QUIT ACTING LIKE A F*CKING BABY! YOU ACT SO IMMATURE! WHAT THE F*CK WAS UP WITH HOW YOU TREATED Y/N!?
Carnell: *looks away* I gave her a letter...
Kelly: So? A letter is just a piece of paper that could be burned up or ripped into tiny pieces-
Carnell: JUST LIKE A HEART!
Kelly: A HEART?
Carnell: I broke her heart so many times, it just seemed like everything was falling apart around her. I didn't want to do anything else stupid, so I broke up with her to cause her less heart break.
Kelly: Listen to what you just said! You just broke her heart in order to cause her less heart break!?! And then you break up with her in her hour of need. What kind of man are you?
Carnell: Whatever Kelly, my bad.
Kelly: D*MN RIGHT YO BAD!

Kelly gets up and goes to his room.

*~*~* 4 WEEKS LATER*~*~*~
Y/N and Tricia are home alone...again...and they are watching TRL. Y/N has only talked to Carnell only once since she's been in Cali, and that was 2 days after she got there.

TRL: Okay, so we have B5 with us.
B5: Hey, hi, etc...
TRL: So...how about your tour? How's it going?
Bryan: It's fun.
Kelly: Yeah, its tight to see out fans like this again.
TRL: So tell us who's all on the tour again?
Patrick: Well there's Bow Wow, Omarion
Dustin: Chris Brown
Patrick: Yeah, Chris Brown. Umm...and some suprise guests.
TRL: Ohh okay. So, you guys got any girlfriends?
Dustin: Yeah, I'm happily married. I LOVE YOU YESENIA!
Kelly: I'm with my gurl Shayla!
Bryan: I'm with my boo Serica!
Patrick: I'm single...
Carnell: I got my gurl Jaeda, hey baby!

Y/N: JAEDA!?!?!?
Tricia: JAEDA!?!? WHO THE F*CK IS THAT?!?!

BUMPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP IT UP YA'LL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[*~ash042692~*]

WHOA!!!!......BUMP!!!!

[~Mizz~Fizzle~SO~FLy05~]

lol Aw hell naw I ain't reading ya'll sex stories. I don't want no sex stories in my house, no porn tapes of you and him in a-
that had me rolling bumpies

[(:~Nicia~:)]

Bumpies

[b5hunni]

BUMP!!!

[carnellschica07]

HEY GURLS! It's me...I'm starting a new story but I'm gonna STILL write with *~*~*Love You More*~*~ The new story is called *~*~Is This What I Want?*~*~
GOOOOOOO CHECK IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[~Mizz~Fizzle~SO~FLy05~]

lol y in ya siggy did they blur out carnell hand

[carnellschica07]

RECAP:
*~*~* 4 WEEKS LATER*~*~*~
Y/N and Tricia are home alone...again...and they are watching TRL. Y/N has only talked to Carnell only once since she's been in Cali, and that was 2 days after she got there.

TRL: Okay, so we have B5 with us.
B5: Hey, hi, etc...
TRL: So...how about your tour? How's it going?
Bryan: It's fun.
Kelly: Yeah, its tight to see out fans like this again.
TRL: So tell us who's all on the tour again?
Patrick: Well there's Bow Wow, Omarion
Dustin: Chris Brown
Patrick: Yeah, Chris Brown. Umm...and some suprise guests.
TRL: Ohh okay. So, you guys got any girlfriends?
Dustin: Yeah, I'm happily married. I LOVE YOU YESENIA!
Kelly: I'm with my gurl Shayla!
Bryan: I'm with my boo Serica!
Patrick: I'm single...
Carnell: I got my gurl Jaeda, hey baby!

Y/N: JAEDA!?!?!?
Tricia: JAEDA!?!? WHO THE F*CK IS THAT?!?!
END RECAP

As soon as they said that, Y/N's cell phone started ringing...it was Shayla.

Y/N: *angry* Speak now!
Shayla: Uh, yeah girl. I didn't even know C-Nelly had a girlfriend again. d**n, I'm kind of late.
Y/N: I can't believe this!
Shayla: Who is Jaeda anyway?
Y/N: I don't even know she prob-

FLASHBACK:
Carnell: I love you-
Y/N: I love you t-
Carnell: I love you so much Jaeda.
Y/N: WHAT! *slaps him and he wakes up*
Carnell: SHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIITTTTTTTT!!!!!!!! *looks up and see Y/N* Did you just slap me!?
Y/N: UGH! BYE!!!
END FLASHBACK

Y/N: *yelling and cursing in Spanish* AHHHHHH!!!
Shayla: What the hell is wrong with you?!
Y/N: Jaeda is the girl who he said he loved when he was sleeping. Remember that day?
Shayla: AW d**n! Alright, I'm gonna get him girl, he's gonna get his when he gets back home.

They were talking on the phone for awhile, mainly calling Carnell names and how he's a dog...then it dawned on Y/N...

Y/N: HE WAS CHEATING ON ME!
Shayla: WHAT!
Tricia: WHAT!
Y/N: I guess so, or else he was in love with Jaeda when we were together. Oh my gosh.
Shayla: I can't even say anything but kick his ass!
Y/N: *fighting back tears of anger and hurt* I can't, I'm all the way in California.
Tricia: They are gonna be here in 2 more days.
Y/N: Seriously?!
Tricia: Yeah.
Y/N: Hey Shayla, they are gonna be here in 2 days...perfect!
Shayla: How you gonna get tickets?
Y/N: I think I know. But girl I gotta go, I have to brainstorm.
Shayla: Well don't forget your umbrella!
Y/N: *confused* What? It's not even raining.
Shayla: OMG YOU'RE SLOW! Brainstorm, raining, need umbrella, haha I crack mys-

Y/N hung up on her.

Y/N: So Tricia, can your Uncle get us in to where they are performing?
Tricia: I can see.
Y/N: *smiling evily* Great.

*~*~*~Let's Skip Ahead 2 Days Later*~*~*~
Tricia: GIRL! Hurry up and finish getting dressed!
Y/N: I'm not trying to look cute for nobody up there.
Tricia: So, it might be some fine dudes up there!
Y/N: Fine dudes? AT A F*CKING B5 CONCERT, HELL NAW!

Tricia rolled her eyes and continued on with what she was doing. Y/N finished getting dressed and then they left off to the concert. When they got there, it was packed full of people. B5 came on, and Y/N was ready to sabatoge (sp?) the performance. When they came out, they had 2 dancers on stage with them. It was kinda weird because B5 are the dancers! Anyway, Y/N was just about to go through with her plan until she saw one of the girls dancing all on Carnell. He was smiling and looking at the girl, and she started grinding on him. Y/N stared at her for a long time.

Y/N: d**n that girl looks awfully familiar. Think..think...thi-

FLASHBACK:
Y/N: Hey stop it! Leave me alone!
F/V: MAKE ME!
Y/N: Go away, stop it!
F/V: Haha, you have no daddy! Haha, you have no friends! You're nothing but a stupid girl!
Y/N: *crying* NO I'M NOT, LEAVE ME ALONE.......................JAEDA! WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS BULLYING ME!?!?!

Jaeda pushes Y/N down and kicks her in the rib, causing her to scream out in pain.
END FLASHBACK

Y/N: That's her! That's Jaeda, she was my childhood bully! Oh, I have something for that h*e!

Y/N started making her way through the crowd.

Tricia: Y/N, Y/N WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?!? THIS WASN'T THE PLAN, WHERE ARE YOU GOING?
Y/N: To do this!

Y/N started pushing all the way through the people and she jumped on stage. (YES JUMPED ON STAGE) B5 tried not to make it a big deal, they tried to keep going with their performance until Y/N nearly tackled Jaeda off the stage. When she was on the ground, Y/N started punching her in her face. The crowd started chanting "BEAT HER BEAT HER!" The boys stood there speechless for a minute. Then Carnell decided to break it up, because Jaeda was getting her ass whooped!

Carnell: What the f*ck are you doing?!
Y/N: WHAT I SHOULD HAVE DONE A LONG TIME AGO! *slaps Jaeda in the face again*
Jaeda: Baby, get this trick off me!
Y/N: TRICK!?!? *slaps her again*

Just then security starts running on stage (yeah they are slow, lol) and they try to get Y/N. She dives into the crowd and luckily some people decided to mosh her down, LMAO! She grabs Tricia's hand and they duck and run through the crowd, with secuirity still after them. When they thought they got away, Y/N was snatched away from Tricia by a huge bodyguard.

Y/N: GET YO MUSTY HANDS OFF ME! YOU HELLA GRIMEY, YOU SOGGY CORNFLAKE N*GGA! DON'T TOUCH ME!
BodyG: Ma'am, please be quiet.


SORRY IT WAS SO SHORT AND BORING!
SORRY YA'LL, I GOTTA WRITE MORE LATER, MY MAMA IS TRIPPIN OVER HERE TELLING ME TO GET OFF THE COMPUTER!

[(:~Nicia~:)]

Bumpies!!

[*~ash042692~*]

BUMP!!!!...BUMP!!!

[~Mizz~Fizzle~SO~FLy05~]

OH MY BUMPIES

[b5hunni]

u betta bump gurl i wanna no wuts gonna happen next!!

[b5hunni]

gurl where u at???

[carnellschica07]

RECAP:
Just then security starts running on stage (yeah they are slow, lol) and they try to get Y/N. She dives into the crowd and luckily some people decided to mosh her down, LMAO! She grabs Tricia's hand and they duck and run through the crowd, with secuirity still after them. When they thought they got away, Y/N was snatched away from Tricia by a huge bodyguard.

Y/N: GET YO MUSTY HANDS OFF ME! YOU HELLA GRIMEY, YOU SOGGY CORNFLAKE N*GGA! DON'T TOUCH ME!
BodyG: Ma'am, please be quiet.
END RECAP

Tricia followed close behind Y/N and the Body Guard. The body guard brought Y/N to a room in the back, and Tricia was forced to stay outside of the door. About 10 minutes, B5 came in the room.

Carnell: *walks up to her* Y/N WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU DOING!? YOU RUINED US ON STAGE!
Y/N: *looking away* No I didn't.
Carnell: YES YOU DID! *looks at Jaeda* I think you're jealous because I'm with Jaeda and not with you!

In Y/N's heart, what he said really crushed her. Maybe she was a little jealous, but she was more pissed off than jealous.

Y/N: Hell NO! I am not jealous.
Carnell: Alright then.

Carnell pulls Jaeda close to him and starts making out with her, right in front of Y/N. Then he starts to feel all on Jaeda while they're kissing. TALK ABOUT HELLA RUDE! Dustin and Patrick looked stunned. Kelly looked like he wanted to be the sh*t out of Carnell. Bryan just had this blank expression. As for Y/N...

Y/N: *looks away because eyes starting to water* I don't have time for this.

She hurries up and gets out of the room. As soon as she walks out, she sees Tricia standing right there. Y/N starts walking faster, towards the exit of the building. Tricia finally catches up to Y/N and sees that tears are just going down her face, but she just has this blank expression.

Tricia: Girl wait! What's wrong, what happened?
Y/N: Nothing.
Tricia: So you're crying for nothing?
Y/N: *silent*
Tricia: Exactly, so what happened?
Y/N: Carnell thinks I'm jealous of that girl Jaeda, but I'm not. So I told him I wasn't jealous, so he started feeling on her and kissing on her and...

Y/N starts to cry and leans against the wall. Then she sits on the floor and keeps crying. Tricia kneels down and hugs her.

Y/N: I guess it's really over for us.
Tricia: I guess so. You shouldn't cry over any stupid ass boy. There's plenty of other guys in the world. You don't need an immature boy, you need a man who will love you.
Y/N: *stops crying* I thought that's what I had. But I guess not.

Tricia helps Y/N up off of the floor and they leave the building. As they get in Tricia's car, they are silent until the radio comes on. "I Miss You" by Aaliyah comes on.

Y/N: *singing*Off to college
Yes you went away
Straight from high school
You up and left me
We were close friends
Also lovers
Did everything for one another
Now you're gone
And I'm lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow

Y/N lets out some more tears and Tricia doesn't stop her. She understands that reality is just now hitting Y/N. They get back to Tricia's house and Y/N just goes up to her room. Then somebody calls her.

Y/N: Hello?
Kelly: Hey Y/N.
Y/N: Hi.
Kelly: I don't really know what to say.
Y/N: There is nothing to say. He's over me so I need to get over him.
Kelly: Yeah, I'm sorry you had to see that.
Y/N: No, it just brought me back to life.
Kelly: Why did you even attack her on stage?
Y/N: Ask Dustin, I think he remembers. I hated Jaeda, from so long ago.
Kelly: Aight. Well I'll talk to you later. I love you (in a friend way)
Y/N: Love you too. (friend way)


She pulls out a book with lined paper, but nothing is written in it. She goes and grabs a pen.

Dear Diary,
This is the first time I've ever written in you. This seems so stupid, but I have to express my feelings. Reality has hit me hard, me and Carnell will never be together. I have to get over him. He has broken my heart so many times. But how do you get over some one who has loved you more everyday. We don't belong together.

She put her diary up and turned on the radio. Love You More came on by Ginuwine...perfect timing.

Love You More- Ginuwine (lyrics)
Since u came inside my life,
You given me the best of you
Everday and night,,
i found my happiness in you ,
And you make me wanna ride to the end of any valley,
Then u give me peace of mind
You bring me comfort to my soul, give me such a high,
No I will never let you go,
Make me wanna fly, to the top of every rainbow,


I love you more everyday,
You show me love in every way,
Theres nothing left for me to say, but i love you,
I love you more everyday,
You show me love in every way,
Theres nothing left for me to say, but i love you
More and more everyday...


So promise me you'll never leave,
Never say this is the end,
Spend your life with me,
You'll be my wife and my best friend,
Raise a family, something we can both treasure,

In the mean time, I'm gon put in work,
You gon be fine, you never have to work,
So would you come and fly with me?,
Forever you and me,
Thats how its spose to be,
I love you every.....


I love you more everyday,
You show me love in every way,
Theres nothing left for me to say, but i love you,
I love you more everyday,
You show me love in every way,
Theres nothing left for me to say, but i love you
More and more everyday...


I wont stop loving u, and I wont stop kissin you
Your the reason why...... I smile
And I wont stop holding you,
And I wont stop loving you,
Your the reason why..... I smile


I love you more everyday,
You show me love in every way,
Theres nothing left for me to say, but i love you,
I love you more everyday,
You show me love in every way,
Theres nothing left for me to say, but i love you,
More and more everyday....



*~*~*~3 YEARS LATER*~*~*~
I know 3 years is a longgggggg time, so let me update you. Yesenia Dustin had got married, but Y/N not wanting to see Carnell, didn't go. Of course their baby is 2 1/2 years old. They named her Adrianna Nikol Breeding. This is a picture of her:
(sorry, I couldn't find alot of cute baby pictures)

Anyways...Kelly finally proposed to Shayla. Bryan doesn't go with Serica anymore, they thought that would be weird because they would be brother and sister in law. Carnell is still with Jaeda...unfortunately. Tricia and her boyfriend broke up and Y/N has her own apartment in L.A. Life is doing better for Y/N...for now. She has a good job, nice apartment, a car, but no boyfriend. She's not lonely though, she has a fish, lmao. Anyways, Kelly and Shayla's wedding is next week, meaning that Y/N is flying down to Atlanta.

WILL THERE BE MORE DRAMA..BUMPPPPPPPPPPP IT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[*~ash042692~*]

BUMP!!!!!!

[(:~Nicia~:)]

bumpies!!!

[b5hunni]

BUMP GURL BUMP!!! i cant believe carnell so rude i'd slap him right there and then

[coco]

b5hunni said:

BUMP GURL BUMP!!! i cant believe carnell so rude i'd slap him right there and then

shoot...i would of shot his ass lol