~*~*Love You More*~*UPDATED 12/9

[carnellschica07]

HEY EVERYONE, THIS IS MY NEW FIRST STORY! PLEASE READ IT!


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Lately- Tyrese
I can't imagine life
without you by my side
This is love baby that I'm feeling
and I'm hoping
that you're feeling the same way
things tend to slip my mind
like how you like to wine and dine baby
with romantic lights you mean a lot to me
in so many ways

Lately
have I told you I love you
lately
have I told you you still mean the world to me
lately
have I told you I love you
I'll be your wishing well
tell me what you want baby

don't think twice of our love
I say these things because
I love you but it's hard to explain
and I'm hoping that you're feeling the same way
You know that all of my
feelings are inside
and verbally I tend to forget
how much I L-O-V-E U Really means

Lately
have I told you I love you
lately
have I told you you still mean the world to me
lately
have I told you I love you
I'll be your wishing well
tell me what you want baby

[Bridge]
Try your hardest to deal
yes I forgot but you know how I feel
things slip my mind baby that's a fact
tell me you love me
and I'll tell you back


I hope u bump it so I can start it, I don't need a cast though, sorry!
~*~*Back in the Dayz*~*~

Y/N: Where are you gonna go, what are you leaving me for? *tearing up*
Carnell: My mama has a new job in Atlanta, I have to go. We can always keep in touch.
Y/N: *crying* But I don't want you to go! I'll miss you Carnell! Why are you going!
Carnell: I already told you Y/N! Stop crying please, I'm gonna cry. Patrick told me only punks cry.
Y/N: Well I guess I'm a punk! You're my best friend, I don't know what I'll do without you!
Carnell: Well I have no choice, but I'll call you when we get down there.
Y/N: *still crying* Okay...I love you Carnell.
Carnell: *smiling* I love you too Y/N. We'll always be friends, right???
Y/N: *laughing* Yeah boy! The 2 Muskateers forever, take care Nell.
Carnell: *leaving out the door* You too...
~As Carnell walks out of her room, a single tear falls from his face~



~*~*~*Now*~*~*
Y/N: Happy birthday to you, you live in a zoo...
Shayla: You look like a monkey...
Y/N & Shayla: AND U SMELL LIKE ONE TOO!
Tricia: Oh d@mn...too much "Madagascar" for you all!
Shayla: Yeah cuz that's my movie!

They all start singing "I like to move it, move it".

Tricia: Now how old are we again, singing kiddy songs!
Y/N: Well lets see here, you're officially 16 and me and Shayla are stuck being 15!
Tricia: Hell yeah bit(hes, I can drive now!!!

They all laugh.

Shayla: So...y/n...have you heard from loverboy lately???
Tricia: *confused* Loverboy?? Hmmm...I HAVEN'T HEARD ABOUT HIM! WHO IS LOVERBOY, HUH HUH???
Y/N: Loverboy? You mean Carnell. That's not lover boy, that's my old homie.
Shayla: Uh huh...DENIAL!
Y/N: *laughing* Whatever, ya'll suck.
Tricia: So have you talked to him lately?
Y/N: *smile fades away* No, I haven't talked to him in like 8 years. I can never track them down. They changed their number...AGAIN, so now it's like I never talk to him.
Shayla: *hugs Y/N* Awwww baby, I'm here for you.
Tricia: Me too, cuz ya know what?
Y/N: What?
Tricia & Shayla: *singing* Friends....how many of us have them?? Friends, one's we can depend on?
Y/N: *laughing* I gotta go you guys, but I'll talk to u later.

~Y/N gets home from Tricia's house and lays out on her bed. As soon as she's falling asleep, her cell phone starts ringing. She hears "All I Do"., it's an unknown number. She looks at the clock and it says 11:30.~

Y/N: What the hell? Who is calling me this late. It better not be those little hoodrats!
*Answers her phone*
Y/N: Hello?
M/V: Wassup gurl?
Y/N: OMG
~Y/N drops her phone~

~WHO CALLED Y/N? Sorry it's so boring, but I PROMISE it'll get better! You'll find out what happened when you bump it up!!!~
recap:
Y/N: What the hell? Who is calling me this late. It better not be those little hoodrats!
*Answers her phone*
Y/N: Hello?
M/V: Wassup gurl?
Y/N: OMG
~Y/N drops her phone~
end recap

M/V: Hello...hello?
*no response*
M/V: What the hell???
Y/N rushes to pick up the phone
Y/N: Hello
M/V: What's wrong with you?
Y/N: Jeremy I can't stand you, why you calling me so late. I thought you were somebody else.
Jeremy: What, so ya brother can't call you no more, huh???
Y/N: Whatever J, u know what I meant.
~They talk for awhile~
Jeremy: So, you know B5 is gonna be there tomorrow right.
Y/N: YEAH! I can't wait either.
Jeremy: You excited to see ya man?
Y/N: What man?
Jeremy: Carnell *in valley girl voice* duh silly!
Y/N: Carnell, what he gon be there for?
Jeremy: Gurl you must be dumb, have u never seen B5 before.
Y/N: *thinking* Honestly, no. I only love they're song. *starts singing "All I Do"*
Jeremy: Ay shut up with the sh!t!!! Anywayz, u r slow. Carnell sings with B5! All of them, Patrick, Dustin, Kelly, even Lil B.
Y/N: *eyes almost pop out of her socket* OMG! *she can't believe what she just heard* I didn't know that. Now I really have a reason to get down there!
Jeremy: What, to see ya man?
Y/N: Hell naw, TO GIVE CARNELL A PIECE OF MY d**n MIND! THAT BASTARD CAN'T CALL NOBODY!
Jeremy: *lhao* You need to go to sleep, good night Bubbles.
Y/N: Nighty Night Pookie Bear.
Jeremy: STOP CALLIN ME THAT GAY ASS NAME! *then he hangs up and Y/N laughs hysterically*

~Y/N goes to sleep and wakes up the next day around 1:00 pm to see Shayla and Tricia staring dead in her face~

Y/N: *half awake* hey mommy can u get me some...AHHHHHH!!!!! *she starts cursing left and right*
Tricia: You on that bull shawty...
Shayla: Right...
Y/N: Why are ya'll here?
Shayla: B5 comin, hour left til it starts.
Y/N: OH d**n!

Y/N hops out of her bed and does her hygeine and get's dressed. She throws on some cargo tan shorts (you know the long ones that go to ur knees and they're kinda baggy with pockets on the side), a black wife beater, and her black and white adidas.

Y/N: ready!

They all run out the door and Y/N's Mom takes them to the mall, dropping them off. They get out and 5 min later watch B5 perform on the stage at the mall. Then they go sign autographs.

Tricia: You gonna go stand in Carnell's line?
Y/N: Yeah, and u goin in Dustin's?
Tricia: Yeah, Shayla what about u?
Shayla: *smiling super hard* I luv me sum Kelly, he so SEXXXXYYYYY!!!!
They all start laughing, Y/N is next. Carnell doesn't look at her yet, he just pulls a poster from a pile and signs it. Then he says without looking up:

Carnell: What you want it to say?
Y/N: Umm...have it say...Always and forever, Love Nell.
Carnell: *smiling but still not looking up* That's cool
Y/N: *getting aggrevated* Really now?
Carnell: *looking up and handing her the poster* Here you go. You want a hug?
Y/N: *smiling slightly* Yes please.

They hug.

Bodyguard: Alright, NEXT.
~It suddenly occured to Y/N, HE DIDN'T EVEN REMEMBER HER!!!! She runs in front of some fan in his line.~

Y/N: What the hell Carnell? What's wrong with me, you don't remember me!
Carnell: *looks at her like she's crazy* Umm...no offense. But we have alot of girl fans and I can't remember every face.
Y/N: *pissed off* I ain't ya d**n normal fan! I can't believe you, you bastard! *she is starting to make a scene, the rest of B5 notices*
Kelly: Ay chick, don't talk to my brother like that! *stands up from his chair*
Y/N: I wish u would touch me Kelly *says with an evil look*
Kelly: I would but I ain't no punk, I don't hit gurls. But don't talk to my brother like that.
Carnell: Can you move, I got other fans? *annoyed*
Y/N: *slightly mad but sad* Oh ok, it's like that. You chose everyone else over your real friends? Man whatever, bye.
Carnell: Peace out chick.
Y/N: *tearing up* It's me, Y/N, u don't remember me?
Carnell: Umm...no. Now can u leave, please! I got a d**n line!

~Mrs. Breeding hits him over the head~

Mrs. B: Boy watch ya mouth!
Carnell: Sorry ma.
Y/N: Fine, it's cool. Just know I still got mad love for you even though you got a big head from your fame. We were supposed to be the 2 Muskateers! *walking away*
Carnell: *thinking* 2 Muskateers? That sounds so familiar...

FLASHBACK:
Carnell: *smiling* I love you too Y/N. We'll always be friends, right???
Y/N: *laughing* Yeah boy! The 2 Muskateers forever, take care Nell.
Carnell: *leaving out the door* You too...
END FLASHBACK

Carnell: OMG Y/N!! Y/N COME BACK!
Dustin: Nell what's your problem man?
Carnell: That's Y/N!
Dustin: Umm...Y/N who?
Carnell: My best friend growing up, remember her??? We were both 6 when we left to move to ATL?
Dusting: *thinking* 4 real man! Too bad u can't get her, she gone.
Carnell: *looking around* WHAT!!?? She's gone! d**n she gon be mad at me 4 life.

Mrs. B pops him over the head again.

Carnell: OW MA!
Mrs. B: Shut up boy!!


~*~*~*In the car with Y/N's Mom~*~*~*
Mom: So ladies, how was it?
Tricia & Shayla: Great!

Y/N just sits back in her seat and tries not to cry. She is thinking really hard.

Mom: What about you Y/N?...Y/N...Y/N!!!
Y/N: WHAT MOM! d**n!
Mom: *surprised* Child u better hold your tongue and don't be yellin at me!
Y/N: I'm sorry mom.
Mom: Well what made you so pissed?
Y/N: Carnell!
Mom: Carnell Breeding from when you grew up? He was there, why was he there?
Y/N: Cuz he's with B5, him and all his brothers.
Mom: d**n, I didn' know. Well talk later. Well girls here's your stop. Bye Shayla and Tricia!
Y/N: Bye ya'll.
Shayla & Tricia: Bye gurl, you know we love you! *laughs*

They drive off and the car ride is silent. They reach the house and Y/N storms into her room and cries on her bed. A couple of hours later, the doorbell rings. Y/N's mom is sleeping so Y/N stumbles out of her bed to get the door.

Y/N: *in a drowsy voice* Who is it?
M/V: It's...

[carnellschica07]

M/V: It's Jimmy from Flower and Gifts Express.

Y/N opens her door.

Jimmy: Good afternoon ma'am, is there a Miss...Y/N here?
Y/N: Yeah that's me.
Jimmy: *hands her something* Here, this is for you.
Y/N: *takes it* Who's it from?
Jimmy: *looks down at clipboard* Anonymous.
Y/N: Alright, thanks. Bye.

Jimmy leaves and Y/N runs to her room. The delivery guy gave her a beautiful pink stuffed bear that had a heart on it's stomach. It was holding 2 white roses and tucked in between was a letter. It read:

Dear Y/N,
I am so sorry for the mall incident. I haven't seen you for awhile so I just thought you were a crazy fan. Please meet me at the Hilton Hotel downtown at 8:00 tonight, I NEED TO SEE YOU BADLY. I'll be waiting at the elevator.

Always yours,
Carnell

Y/N looked up at the clock. It said 7:40.

Y/N: OH SNAPS! *she rushed to fix her hair and she caught a bus downtown with her mom's permission*

~She arrived at the hotel and she brought her bear with her. She went up to the receptionist~

Y/N: Hi, can you tell me where B5's room is.
Receptionist: I'm sorry, B5 doesn't stay here.
Y/N: *puzzled* Oh, alright...

Carnell runs from the elevator and grabs Y/N.

Carnell: She's with me! *he runs back to the elevator with Y/N*
Y/N: What was the running for?
Carnell: Crazy fans, lol.

Y/N remains quiet as they walk to the room.

Carnell: You not gonna talk?
*no response*

They go to the room. Carnell opens it and there sits his brothers and Mrs. B was gone. They all go up to her and say...

BUMPPPPPPPPPPPP IT UP! SORRY IT'S SO SHORT! I'm watching Twitches on Disney channel!
RECAP:
Carnell: You not gonna talk?
*no response*

They go to the room. Carnell opens it and there sits his brothers and Mrs. B was gone. They all go up to her and say...
END RECAP

Boys: Who are you?
Y/N: OMG guys! I missed you all!
The first person she hugs is Lil B, who especially doesn't remember her.
Bryan: umm...right. *looks at Carnell* Why u bring a fan in here?
Y/N: I'm not a fan, you all really don't remember me, huh? Remember, Y/N Turner, live on 3143 Lylian Lane, u all used to live across the street?
Dustin: Y/N! I remember you.
Patrick has always had a lil crush on Y/N, but he never told anyone.
Y/N: *laughing* Kelly and Patrick, don't you remember the time I beat you all in basketball, you wouldn't admit it and you all said that the reason you lost was because you didn't wanna touch the ball cuz I had cooties?
Kelly: *laughing* Come here chick, I remember. We missed ya!
Y/N: Kelly u a lame, you yelled at me in the line.
Kelly: *scratching his head* My bad, I didn't kno who u were at the time, besides you called Carnell a bastard.
Y/N: Oh yeah! *going over to Carnell who was staring at her* Where can we talk?
Carnell: Come on *he takes her to the bedroom and shut the door*
Patrick: Carnell tryna get some tonight, *yelling* AY I KNOW THAT "TALK", that's not what ya'll really doing!
Carnell: SHUT UP PAT!

~*~*~*~*Back to Carnell and Y/N*~*~*~*~*~*
Carnell looks at Y/N and Y/N looks around.

Carnell: Come over here, sit on the bed with me.
Y/N: *rolling her eyes* Fine
Carnell: Y you gotta have an attitude?
Y/N: *tearing up* Why can't you never call anybody?
Carnell: Aw come on Y/N. I'm sorry, ok.
Y/N: I'm not asking for a d**n apology, I just want to know why you never called me. Told me you were doing ok or anything. You told me you were, YOU TOLD ME. Every night since you left, I waited for the phone to ring and it never happened? I thought we were...we were...I dunno.
Carnell: *looking Y/N in her hazel eyes* I know you're not looking for an apology, you're looking for you're old friend. Y/N, I left when we were 6. We're 15 now, 9 years. I know it's not much, but the first 3 years we were away I called you ALL the time.
Y/N: I know, I just...missed you alot.
Carnell: Me too.
Y/N: Growing up without you, it was like I was missing my other half. My better half. Without you, I felt like nothing. I was sad all the time and I had no other "real" friends.
Carnell: I'm sorry Y/N. We had just been so busy and everything, I don't know what I was thinking. I went through many phases though, at one point I was out on the streets, messin with the wrong crowd of people.
Y/N: *covers mouth in shock* OMG Carnell...
Carnell: *lifts up his shirt and reveals a long scratch mark on his side* I was stabbed there.
Y/N: *crying* Carnell...I...I... *touches his scar and starts crying harder*
Carnell: *pulls her into his arms* shhh...it's ok. *he lifts up her chin and gazes into her eyes* You know I still love you, I never stopped thinking about you.

Y/N P.O.V: THEN Y U AIN'T CALL ME BOY???!!! I'm not gon say anything, I don't want to ruin the moment.

Y/N: Really, I thought you would've forgot.

All of a sudden, Carnell kisses her then he pulls away.

Y/N: *shocked but smiling* Wow
Carnell: *smiles that sexy smile of his (lol), then he starts laughing*
Y/N: *confused* What, what's so funny? What I do? My breath stink or sumthin? *smells her breath*
Carnell: *starts laughing harder* Hell naw, lol. If was perfect. I just thought about back in the dayz, when we kissed each other.

FLASHBACK:
Carnell: What you wanna do?
Y/N: Umm...I dunno.
Carnell: Me either.
Y/N: Ooh, let's kiss. I always see Jeremy do that with girls.
Carnell: *looking unsure* OKAY
They lean in and kiss, a quick peck. They look each other and start to wipe their mouths.
Carnell & Y/N: EWWWWWWWWWWWW
Y/N: I don't wanna do that again!
Carnell: ME EITHER, YUCKY!
END FLASHBACK

Y/N: *blushing* haha, yeah sorry bout that awhile ago.
Carnell: It's cool, it wasn't all that bad. That made you my first kiss.
Y/N: *blushing harder* Oh
Carnell: *laughing* That's sad when you can see a black person blushing *pointing at her cheeks*
Y/N: SHUT UP!
Carnell: *changing the subject* So, you like the bear?
Y/N: Yeah I love it!

They talk and catch up on the good times. Soon it's 10:30 and Y/N has to leave.

Y/N: I gotta go Carnell, my mama wants me home by 11:00.
Carnell: *disappointed* Aw, it's cool. I'll walk you down. By the way, we leave in 2 days.
Y/N: It's good talking to you. Here's my cell phone number, maybe when you aren't so busy being a B5 superstar, you can call me up.

She gives him her number and he gives her his.

Carnell: Alright...wait, before you go. Can I ask you somethin?
Y/N: What?
Carnell: Well 2 questions actually.
Y/N: Fine, what?
Carnell: After all these years of us not keep contact, why did you still wait for me.
Y/N: *starts blushing again and Carnell tries to hold in his laugh* Well...umm...because...umm...*starts talking really fast* BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND I DIDN'T WANNA LET YOU GO BUT I KNOW YOU HAD TO LEAVE ME BECAUSE OF YOUR MOM AND I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO FORGET ME AND I WANTED US TO BE FRIENDS FOREVER...AND...AND I LOVE YOU, AND NOT JUST IN A BEST FRIEND WAY AND...
Carnell: *puts his finger on her lips* d**n, lol, calm down...Will you be my baby?
Y/N: YES YES YES!!! *she leaps into his arms and Patrick walks in*

Patrick is furious but he refuses to let it show. He offers to walk with Y/N back to her house. Carnell thinks nothing of it, just thinks Patrick is being nice.

Y/N: Pat, if you come with me, you'll get mobbed by many screaming girls!
Patrick: Well you know how I do *pops collar* Naw but 4real, I'll wear a hoodie and a hat.
Y/N: That's cool. Come on, I gotta go. Carnell is that cool with u if he walks me home?
Carnell: Yeah that's cool. Bye baby. *kisses her passionately*
Y/N: *starts stumbling* Bye bye! Boy you don't know what your kisses do to me.
Carnell: *laughing* You funny. *walks over to her seductively with a sexy grin on* You wanna keep going.
Y/N: Boy I gotta go! *thumps him on his forehead and walks out while Patrick is waiting at the door*

Patrick and Y/N are walking and talking, catching up on old times too, and Y/N's house was one block further.

Y/N: You gon be cool walking back by yourself?
Patrick: Yeah.

Y/N P.O.V: Pat seems distracted, what is he fumbling with in his pocket?

Patrick: Hey Y/N?
Y/N: *giggling* YES SIR?
Patrick: Are you a virgin?
Y/N: *stops laughing* Yeah, why?
Patrick: Oh, no reason. This just might hurt since it's gonna be your first time.
Y/N: *scared* Wh..wh...what you talkin bout Pat?
Patrick: *smiles an evil grin* Come on...NOW!

He pulls out a condom and Y/N starts to cry because she already knows what's about to happen. Patrick pulls her into a dark alley and tries to pull her clothes off. She kicks and scream but he starts to hit her and threaten to kill her if she doesn't shut up. She gets quiet and he pulls her clothes off. She tries not to scream because it hurt so bad, but she just let her tears fall freely down her face.

Patrick: Yeah, now what! Carnell may have you, but I refuse to let that little punk have your virginity, that's all mines baby.

He finishes and tells you to put back on your clothes.

Patrick: Tell anyone and I'll kill you! *he was dead serious too*
Y/N: *quietly* I won't tell.

Patrick finishes walking her home and as she reaches her front porch, he slaps her butt.

Patrick: I'd like to hit that again baby. That was fire!

As soon as Y/N got in the house, she ran to her room and cried so hard. She looked down, he black wife beater was ripped up and he cargo shorts had blood stains on her. She felt so dirty and degraded (sp?). She took a long bath, went to sleep, and woke up the next day to the song "My Boo". Hmm...wonder who that could be.

BUMPPPPPPPPPPPPP IT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RECAP:
As soon as Y/N got in the house, she ran to her room and cried so hard. She looked down, he black wife beater was ripped up and he cargo shorts had blood stains on her. She felt so dirty and degraded (sp?). She took a long bath, went to sleep, and woke up the next day to the song "My Boo". Hmm...wonder who that could be.
END RECAP:

Y/N: *reaches for her phone* Hello?
M/V: Hey shawty!!!!!!!!!
Y/N: Gurl it's too early in the d**n mornin for this!
M/V: You betta recognize who you talkin to like that for I bust a cap in yo...
Y/N: OKAY OKAY DANG I GET IT! Wassup Shayla?
Shayla: Nothing...thinking bout Kelly...
Y/N: Imma need for you to wipe that drool out the corner of your mouth then, gurl.
Shayla: Ah ha, you sholl right...so...ur mom told me u were going to the Hilton last night. Wassup with that?
Y/N: *smiles and then cringes* I went to go see B5
Shayla: B5!!! OMG GURL, HOW U GET TO SEE THEM!!! Y U AIN'T BRING ME!!!!
Y/N: I dunno. It all started when I got this bear from Carnell...*tells her everything from beginning to end, leaving out the part that Patrick raped her*
Shayla: *screaming* AHHHHHHHH!!!!! SO you're with Carnell from B5!!!!?
Y/N: Correction, Carnell that I grew up with him. I don't love him for his fame.
Shayla: Right...so when u gon hook me up with KTP?
Y/N: Who?
Shayla: KTP, Kellz the Pimp you dumbass.
Y/N: haha, shut up! Ooh, Carnell on the other line, I gotta go.
Shayla: *laughing* You gon head and get yo man, I gotta come up with a plan for Kelly.
Y/N: Imma try to hook u up, I'll call u later. *hangs up and clicks over with Carnell*
Carnell: Wassup baby gurl?
Y/N: *smiling and giggling* Nothing, u?
Carnell: Nothin much over here, getting ready to practice. What you laughing for?
Y/N: Nothin, I like that name, baby gurl. It makes me feel special.
Carnell: *laughing* I know you special, special ed.
Y/N: Ah ha you funny. *sarcastic*
Carnell: My bad, anyway. I wanted to know if you wanted to come over for our practice, so I can see you again before we leave.
Y/N: I thought you all weren't leaving until tomorrow?
Carnell: Yeah, tomorrow 3:00 am!
Y/N: Aw...umm...i dunno *doesn't really wanna see Patrick*
Carnell: Come on baby gurl, come see me. This is gonna be the last time I see you for 2 months cuz we going on tour.
Y/N: Umm...fine. *giving in*
Carnell: Alright, I'll send a limo to pick you up. You want me to send Pa...
Y/N: *cutting him off quickly* NO! I mean no, thank you.
Carnell: Umm...alright. Be ready in an hour, cuz the limo will be there at noon.
Y/N: Okay. I love you, bye bye!
Carnell: *laughing* Love you too baby gurl. Bye.

They hang up and Y/N lays back down and just thinks. She gets up and takes a shower. She throws on some gray sweatpants and a white and gray t-shirt that says "Class of 07". She puts on her white Air Force One's and throws her long hair into a ball. She rushes down stairs so she can get a bowl of Count Chocula cereal (aww that's my cereal!!!). She left a note on the door for her mom to tell her she was leaving because her mom had to take the early shirft at work. The limo pulls up and she jumps in. She gets to this dance studio behind the Hilton and the first person she see's is Kelly.

Y/N: Kelly!!!
Kelly: Wassup Y/N! How u been?
Y/N: Cool, I can't lie...OH, I gotta talk to you...
Kelly: *confused* About what?
Y/N: I'll tell you later.
Kelly: Alright.

You all walk into the studio and see's Dustin working with Patrick on this tight dance step. Then you see Carnell working with Bryan on another dance step. They see you and Kelly when you walk in.

Boys: Wassup baby!
Carnell: AY GET OF MY GAL NI**AS!!!

Everybody starts laughing except Patrick, who looks extremely aggrevated about something. Carnell walks over to Y/N and give her a peck on the lips.

Y/N: *whining* That's all I get???
Carnell: *laughing* Whatever. You can sit over there while we practice.
Y/N: Alright.

She sits down and watch them practice dancing and singing.

Y/N P.O.V: OMG Carnell has such a great voice. I love that boy so much. I wish Patrick would stop looking at me, I think Carnell starting to notice him looking at me.

Carnell: What the fu(k you lookin at my gurl like that for!?
Patrick: I can look where ever I d**n well want to!
Carnell: You know what, I'm not even gon start nothin. You just mad cuz I got her and u don't.
Patrick: *mumbles* I got more that you ever got from her.
Carnell: What the fu(k you say!!! I HEARD WHAT U SAID!
Patrick: *scared but shocked that he heard him* Man whatever, let's keep practicing.
Carnell: *brushed off the comment* Alright, let's go.

They continue to dance until I get up to go to the bathroom. Patrick starts to stare at my butt.

Carnell: d**n NI**A KEEP YO EYES IN YO SOCKET! Quit looking at my gurl.
Patrick: *not listening to Carnell* WOOO I wanna tear that up again! *he accidently said that loud enough and Kelly heard him*
Kelly and Carnell: WHAT!?!?
Carnell: AY MAN! WHAT U MEAN U WANNA TEAR THAT UP AGAIN! U BETTER BE TALKIN ABOUT TEARIN UP THE DANCE FLOOR CUZ U BETTER NOT BE TALKIN ABOUT Y/N!
Patrick: *not caring anymore* I DON'T CARE! I got sum of that last night on the walk home and it was good. She was moaning and screaming Patrick, Patrick! I think we woke up the neighbors *starts laughing so hard*

Carnell is extremely furious now and out of pure anger, he punches Patrick dead in his face. He falls back, shocked that Carnell hit him. He didn't wanna show he was scared, but inside Patrick was terrfied because of Carnell's past of fighting, which was truly brutal.

Carnell: *in between punches* don't *punch* ever mess *punch* with my *punch* girl again *punch*!!

Kelly and Dustin broke it up, while Bryan stood there confused. Y/N walked out the bathroom. Her smile faded quickly as she saw Patrick on the ground holding his face with 2 black eyes, bloody nose, and a busted lip. She put her hand over her mouth and tried to run back in the bathroom. TOO LATE, Carnell spotted her.

Carnell: *still furious* Y/N COME HERE...NOW!

When Carnell said that, it made her sick to her stomach.

FLASHBACK:
Patrick: Hey Y/N?
Y/N: *giggling* YES SIR?
Patrick: Are you a virgin?
Y/N: *stops laughing* Yeah, why?
Patrick: Oh, no reason. This just might hurt since it's gonna be your first time.
Y/N: *scared* Wh..wh...what you talkin bout Pat?
Patrick: *smiles an evil grin* Come on...NOW!
END FLASHBACK

She walks over to Carnell and he looks her up and down.

Carnell: What u and my brother do yesterday on the way to ur house?
Y/N: *scared* Nothing...
Carnell: Why are you lying to me Y/N? We have been best friends, I can tell when you lie!
Y/N: *fearing for life now* Nothing happened, I promise Carnell. He just walked me home and went back to the hotel.
Carnell: *knowing she's lying* YOU'RE LYING! TELL ME NOW Y/N! DID YOU ALL FU*K!!!
She looks over at Patrick who is all bruised up and he gives her a look that could kill, literally. Then he mouths off the words "I'll kill you". She reads those words perfectly.

Y/N P.O.V: I can't believe this, what do I do? If I saw he raped me, Carnell would seriously kill him. If I say nothing happened, he won't believe me. What to do??!!!

Y/N: *scared* Umm..ummm...*starting to tear up*...we umm...*quietly* we had sex.

If Carnell could tell whenever she was lying, why couldn't he tell now? d**n...

Carnell: WHAT THE FU(K WERE U THINKING Y/N! I THOUGHT U LOVED ME AND YOU GO AND PULL THAT BULLSH!T!!!
Y/N: *crying and looking at Patrick who is starting to smile* I DO LOVE YOU *trying to touch him*
Carnell: THAT'S BULLSH!T!!! DON'T TOUCH ME B*TCH! *he notices Patrick smiling and he punches him again* Don't SMILE! Y/N, GET THE FU(K OUT! NOW!!!
Y/N: But I love you, please don't do this...I...I...I...
Carnell: GET THE FU(K OUT H0E!

Kelly walks her to the door.
Y/N: *whispering to Kelly* I didn't do anything Kelly, I swear I didn't.
Kelly: *shaking his head* I don't know what to believe.

Kelly is about to shut the door until Y/N pulls him out with her.

Kelly: WTF??
Y/N: *whispering* Ok, u want the truth, Patrick raped me. He said he'll kill me if I tell. I couldn't say he raped me or Carnell would kill him on the spot. Kelly I trust you, please don't tell anyone!
Kelly: Alright I won't, I'm so sorry. We need to get this settled out.
Y/N: No use, Carnell won't talk to me, so I guess I'll have to think of sumthin.
Kelly: Yeah, well I'll see ya in 2 months.
Y/N: Alright *remembering Shayla* OH YEAH! I need to talk to u later, what's you cell phone number?

He gave it to her and they left each other. When Y/N was walking back home, she saw no one other than.......

Y/N: OMG! GET AWAY FROM ME!!!

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Shayla was running up to her like she stole something.

Shayla: Get back here Y/N!
Y/N: Get away you loser! You woke me up this morning, I was having a good dream about Bow Wow and we were...umm...nevermind...
Shayla: Yeah you little nasty...so did you hook me up with Kelly?
Y/N: Umm...no, long story about that. But I got him cell number so I could talk to him for you...Unless you wanna talk to him.
Shayla: Naw i'm cool, you can call him. You wanna come over my house for awhile?
Y/N: Yeah, that's cool.

They go over Shayla's house and once they get in, Shayla's little sister runs up to Y/N and greets her.
Serica: Y/N!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y/N: Wassup Serica? How ya doin lil gurl?
Serica: I'm gravy baby, rollin through the hood like a real gangsta! *Serica is 11 years old*
Y/N: Gurl get on somewhere. I'll be back.

Shayla and Y/N go into Shayla's room and shut the door.

Shayla: Sooo...where you yoou coming from when I saw you?
Y/N: *thinking oh nuts* Umm...I was with B5...
Shayla: OMG AGAIN! WHY DON'T YOU NEVER TELL A SISTA THIS STUFF!
Y/N: It's no big deal...Carnell wanted me there and it was a spur of the moment thing.
Shayla: *folding arms* Oh...I see. So wassup with you and Carnell?
Y/N: *starting to cry* Nothing...
Shayla: *hugs her* Oh baby what's wrong?
Y/N: Well it all started when...

Y/N tells Shayla the whole story about when they were at the studio.

Shayla: *lets go of Y/N and is angry* Why the hell did you fu(k Patrick if you love Carnell so much! I HAVE NO SYMPATHY FOR YOU! I WOULD CALL U A very *friendly* person BUT U MY FRIEND!
Y/N: WELL SOME FRIEND YOU ARE CUZ I'M NOT A very *friendly* person! *quietly* Patrick raped me.
Shayla: WELL I THINK YOU'RE A...OMG! Patrick raped you? I am so sorry...
Y/N: Yeah. But, I don't wanna talk about it. I only told you and Kelly the story.
Shayla: *smiling* Kelly huh?? Speaking of him, let's get your mind of Carnell and Patrick! Let's call KTP!
Y/N: *laughing* Gurl you a mess...okay!

Pulls out phone and calls Kelly. He is still at practice.
ring...ring...ring...ring...Hey wassup this ya man KTP! I'm not at my phone but I'll hit ya back later, aight? Y/N calls him again...ring...ring...ring...
Kelly: Hello?
Y/N: Wassup Kellz?
Kelly: Y/N?
Y/N: Naw, ya mama! Yes it's Y/N!
Kelly: Wassup mami! How you doin sexy?
Y/N: *laughing* Shut up boy! I'm as good as expected to be when your other half leaves you over a lie.
Kelly: *calm voice* I'm sorry it had to be that way, I understand where you coming from. I know Pat my brother but I know you don't want Carnell to hurt him like that. Maybe if you tell him not to say anything to Pat, everything might be alright.
Y/N: BE ALRIGHT! I was raped by your brother and Carnell left me, I can't tell him anything!
Kelly: But aren't you all best friends? Batman and Robin, Ying and Yang *laughing* Ying Yang Twins!
Y/N: Shut up Kelly, they hella ugly! But anyway...so you got a girlfriend?
Shayla: *in the background* Y/N!
Kelly: Umm...no.
Y/N: Aww...I see...
Kelly: *laughing* So what's up?
Y/N: Nothin. I just got a friend *laughing* who could use say KTP luvin. haha.
Kelly: *laughing* 4 realz? d**n, ok ok. She look good?
Y/N: No she don't look good *looks at Shayla* SHE FINE!

Shayla starts laughing in the background.

Kelly: Alright, she got a good personality?
Y/N: HELL YEAH!
Kelly: Alright. Well, umm...Imma call you back cuz when in rehersals and Lil B breathin down my back. *talking to Bryan* BACK UP LIL BOY!
Y/N: Alright Kelly, I'll talk to you later.
Kelly: Aight. 1
Y/N: 1

They hang up and Shayla is staring at Y/N, expecting her to tell all. Y/N tells her and Shayla starts jumping up and down like she's high off candy. They decide to watch t.v for awhile and soon as you know it, it's 6:00 pm. Y/N phone starts ringing..."Shorty Be Mine" by Pretty Ricky.

Y/N: Hello?
Kelly: Wassup, I said I would call back. What u doin?
Y/N: Nothin.
Kelly: Oh, 4realz? Where you at?
Y/N: My gurl Shayla's house? Y?
Kelly: Where she live? I wanna meet her.
Y/N: *getting excited* Ok!! *giving him directions* Alright, see ya!
Kelly: Bye.
Y/N: Hey Shayla!
Shayla: What?
Y/N: Kelly on his way over here!
Shayla: Kelly?!!! AS IN KELLY ALLEN BREEDING FROM B5??!!! AHH! Wait, what to wear?
Y/N: Shut up, just throw on sumthin cute.

Shayla puts on some different clothes and the doorbell rings. She runs down to get the door and Kelly is standing there with flowers in his hand.

Shayla: OMG OMG OMG OMG!
Y/N: *laughing* Wassup Kellz?
Shayla: OMG OMG OMG OMG!
Kelly: *laughing* Hey Y/N? You Shayla?
Shayla: OMG OMG OMG OMG!
Y/N: SHUT UP!
Shayla: OMG OMG OMG...sorry, I'm good. You so fine!!!!!
Kelly: *laughing harder* You know how I do *pops collar* So, I heard ya like me?
Y/N: *singing* Oh i think they like me, oh i think they like me!
Kelly & Shayla start laughing. Kelly comes in and him and Shayla hit it off instantly. Serica runs downstairs to see who was at the door.

Serica: Who was at the...*notices Kelly* AHHHHH!!!!!!! KELLY IS ON OUR COUCH!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Kelly starts to laugh again.
Serica: Sorry but you're not my favorite. I got luv for Bryan! Where is he?
Kelly: Aw I see. My brother's are waiting out in the limo.
Y/N: Brothers?
Kelly: Yeah, they watchin t.v? I told them I'll be back in a few, cuz they ain't wanna stay at the hotel all night.
Y/N: Aw...
Serica: Ooh Y/N! Take me out there to see Bryan!
Kelly & Shayla look at Y/N.
Y/N: *nervous* Umm..I...I...
Kelly: *interrupts* it's cool, Bryan sleeping *lying*
Serica: I don't care, I'm waking him up!

Serica runs outside to the limo and Y/N has no choice but to follow after her. As much as she didn't wanna go out there, she couldn't let anything happen to her, she was like her little sister. Bryan notices Y/N and a little girl running over there, so he opend the door to the big stretch Hummer.

Bryan: Y/N!!!!! *everyone looks at Y/N*
Y/N: *starting to sweat cuz she was nervous* Umm..yeah..yeah...hi Bryan *looking down*
Serica: *pushes Y/N out of the way* BRYAN!!!!!!! I'm Serica!

Bryan's P.O.V: Hey, she's pretty cute! I wonder how old she is.

Serica hops into the limo and Y/N stand outside.

Serica: *confused* Aren't you gonna come in Y/N?
Y/N: No thank you...

Serica and Bryan start talking and Carnell couldn't help but look out the window and look at Y/N.

Carnells P.O.V: Look at her, she is so beautiful. I have missed...no wait! What am I talking about! SHE CHEATED ON ME WITH MY OWN BROTHER! But she looks so down! I know she cheated on me, but sumthin in my heart tells me...i dunno...

Carnells hops out of the limo and walks over to Shayla's porch where you were sitting. He doesn't sit down, he just stands there and stares at you.

Y/N: *getting annoyed that he is staring at her* WHAT CARNELL! ARE YOU HERE TO MAKE MY LIFE EVEN MORE WORSE!?!?!
Carnell: I don't know who you're getting an attitude with, besides, you're the one that slept with my brother!
Y/N: *starting to cry again* Carnell sit down.
Carnell: No, I don't listen to cheating girlfriends!
Y/N: But won't you listen to an old bestfriend?
Carnell: Whatever, make it quick. *he doesn't look at her when he sits down*
Y/N: Umm..ok. I didn't cheat on you with your brother.
Carnell: Oh really now! You already admitted it, dammit! Why did I even make you my girlfriend!
Y/N: *starting to cry harder* Stop it, you're making this difficult. I need to tell you something.
Carnell: What?
Y/N: You can't tell Patrick, PLEASE DON'T DO ANYTHING TO HIM! But umm...*quietly* he raped me...
Carnell: *angry*....
Y/N: Carnell? Say something, you're scaring me!

A single tear drops from his face.
FLASHBACK:
Y/N: *laughing* Yeah boy! The 2 Muskateers forever, take care Nell.
Carnell: *leaving out the door* You too...
~As Carnell walks out of her room, a single tear falls from his face~
END FLASHBACK

Carnell: *angry* I knew I should have walked you home! DAMMIT! *he starts cursing left and right*
Y/N: *puts her hand on his shoulder* Stop it, stop it!
Carnell: *looks at Y/N* No. This is all my fault. Imma kill Patrick! *he gets up and starts rushing to the limo*
Y/N: *runs over to Carnell and jumps on his back, knocking him to the ground* NO U CAN'T! I TOLD U DON'T DO ANYTHING!
Carnell: WHAT THE HELL Y/N!!! Get off of me!
Y/N: *gets up and pulls him back to the porch* You know I would never hurt you, I love you so much. Why would I even cheat on you. Please don't say anything about it to Pat or do anything to Pat...or else he will kill me!
Carnell: *thinking but frustrated* Fine. *clam voice* Y/N I don't know what came over me. I should've known you wouldn't do anything like that. I love you so much. Why didn't you just tell me?
Y/N: Because from the rate you were going when you beat up Patrick, if I would've told you he raped me, you probably would've killed him.
Carnell: *smirking* Yeah.
Y/N: I thought you were gonna hit me earlier. You seem kinda changed.
Carnell: *frowning* I ran with a rough crowd awhile ago. I had to be tough... *puts his hand on her cheek* I wouldn't have hit you. As upset as I was earlier, I still love you.
Y/N: *starts crying* I know but...
Carnell cuts her off with a kiss. Patrick sees them kiss and they are going at that kiss for what seemed like 5 minutes. Patrick got angry!

They stopped kissing...
M/V: Y/N u little s!ut!!!

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Y/N and Carnell turn around and it's Shayla with Kelly behind her.

Y/N: Shut up! *haha*

(I BET YALL THOUGHT IT WAS PATRICK...hehehe )

Kelly: So I see ya'll made up.

Carnell and Y/N look at each other and start blushing.

Shayla: Uh huh, my gurl is happy again.
Kelly: Well we gotta go baby, but I'll call u every chance I get.
Y/N & Carnell: BABY!!!
Shayla: Yeah...WE'RE OFFICIAL!!! *screaming*
Kelly: *laughing* d**n gurl, I know I'm fine...put 4real though...*starts singing "Oh" by Ciara* Kelly got that fire like oh, round here we riding slow...
Shayla: Shut up! Bye baby!
Kelly: *kisses Shayla* Bye.
Carnell: *kisses Y/N* Bye baby gurl, I'll see ya in 2 months.
Y/N: *puts her head down* Yeah. YOU BETTER NOT 4get to call me, I know from first hand experience from you not calling me in years.
Carnell: *laughing and walking away* I'll call you!

Kelly and Carnell get into the limo and Serica gets out. The limo pulls off...not to be seen again for 2 months.

*~*~*In the limo with B5*~*~*
Dustin: So you and Y/N back together I see?
Carnell: *smiling* Yeah. *looks over at Patrick* And we're happy together.
Patrick: *sarcastically* That's nice.
Dustin: So, Kelly and that gurl huh?
Kelly: Yeah, Shayla, she sumthin. It's somethin about her.
Dustin: *singing* She got, she got, she got you, goin crazy you're caught up you don't know what to do.
Everybody starts laughing.
Kelly: Dustin you a lame.
Dustin: *valley girl voice* No sweetie, I am THE lame. Get it straight!
Carnell: So what about you, Lil B? Wassup with that gurl?
Bryan: *blushing* Serica?
Carnell: Naw, the Easter Bunny! Yeah her!
Bryan: Well...
Dustin: They're together!
Bryan: DUSTIN!
Dustin: *laughing*
Carnell: Cool little man.

~*~*~*For the past 2 weeks, Kelly and Shayla, Y/N and Carnell, and Serica and Lil B's relationships have been good. No problems seemed ahead...yet.*~*~*~

~*~*~*~*Let's skip to a month and a half later*~*~*~
Tricia: Hurry up, today B5 is here for the concert! I can't wait to see them do they thang with Bow Wow and Omarion sexy ass!
Shayla: I thought you liked Dustin.
Tricia: What, a sista can't look?
They all start laughing.
Y/N: I got my eyes for Bow Wow.
Shayla: HEY! I'm telling Carnell!
Y/N: Hey, in the words of Tricia..."What, a sista can't look?"

They all get dressed, they spent the night over Tricia's because she can drive them all to the concert. They drive downtown to where the concert is held. Once they get there, the performances just get started. It's a group called 3 on 3. Then, a screen comes up when they're finished and it's talking about the Jackson 5 and other groups. You heard "You Got Me" and B5 came out.

Shayla: LOOK AT MY MAN!
g/v: That's my man b!tch!
Shayla: AW HELLZ NAW!
Shayla snatches the girl's weave out of her head and throws it on stage. Kelly notices it and then notices

Shayla yelling at some girl. He tries not to laugh while he's performing.

Shayla: It's not even worth it!
Y/N: Right!

BRB GUYS!
RECAP:
Shayla yelling at some girl. He tries not to laugh while he's performing.

Shayla: It's not even worth it!
Y/N: Right!
END RECAP

When the concert is over, B5 is signing autographs. When you saw Carnell, it looked like he was flirting with sum girl...oh no...Shayla noticed it too. You stormed over to her.

Y/N: CARNELL FREDRICK BREEDING! *starts cursing in Spanish*
Carnell: Ay don't be sayin my government name like that chick!
Y/N: Excuse me, I'm not just some random chick! Remember me, YO GIRLFRIEND!
G/V: B!TCH PLEASE! This my man!
Shayla: AY YOU THE GURL WHO HAIR I PULLED OUT *starts laughing cuz she notices a spot in her hair where the weave was*
Weavie Wonder: W/E, don't hate. Carnell my man!
Y/N: *laughing* You just a fan, whatever. *starts walking away*
Weavie Wonder: YEAH! THAT'S CUZ I FU(KED YO MAN!
Y/N: *aggrevated* WHAT U SAY?!
Weavie Wonder: Yeah, and it was good...
Y/N: *looks at Carnell and he's pretending not to be paying attention* Carnell, tell her she just a groupie!
Carnell: *scratching his shoulder* Umm...yeah a groupie.
Y/N: *tearing up* U liar! You scratch your shoulder when you lie! What happened, tell me now!
Carnell: Can you wait!
Y/N: You know what, forget it. IT'S OVER! I miss the old Carnell anyway!
Carnell: I'm sorry I snapped, just...I'll call you!
Y/N: Don't bother! *walks away frustrated*
Shayla: Wait gurl! *slaps Carnell and catches up with Y/N*

Y/N P.O.V: I can't believe him! But then again, she could just be a groupie and his shoulder was itching...I don't know what to do anymore.

Y/N goes home and Shayla goes to her own house. Y/N wanted to be alone. She lays on her bed and goes to sleep for about 3 hours, wakes up and starts thinking about what happened earlier. Her thoughts are interrupted by her cell phone playing "My Boo". She knew who it was. She decided to answer her phone.

Y/N: *upset* What?
Carnell: d**n! Attitude???
Y/N: Are you calling to annoy me or sumthin?
Carnell: No, we need to talk about earlier.
Y/N: Yes we do!!!
Carnell: We didn't do anything.
Y/N: Liar, liar! Just tell me, there's no relationship with honesty. And we used to best friends, now it seems like we can't tell each other anything.
Carnell: Okay, I'm sorry...*takes a deep breath* Well...rememberwhen we were practicing at the studio and I thought you and Patrick messed around?
Y/N: Yeah.
Carnell: Ok...I was so mad. After practice, I saw this girl in this resturant. I thought she looked cool, we started talking. Then I thought that I could get back at you for messing with my brother...so I fu(ked that girl. I'm so sorry Y/N.
Y/N: *covers mouth* Oh... *crying*
Carnell: Y/N, I'm sorry. I didn't know the whole story behind you and Patrick, I was just mad.
Y/N: That's not even an excuse. *still crying*
Carnell: Y/N please stop crying.
Y/N: *stops crying* You know what, I will stop. I have been crying over and over ever since I met you again. It feels like HELL!!!
Carnell: I know I know. *starting to cry a little* I don't know what I was thinking! Even if you did mess with my brother, I couldn't let that get in the way of us being friends. I was trippin 4realz. I felt so bad afterwards, I felt so...
Y/N: SO DIRTY!!! I FELT SO DIRTY AFTER PATRICK RAPED ME! How do you feel dirty when you had a choice?
Carnell: *sniffing* ....
Y/N: Exactly. You know, life seemed much better when we were JUST friends.
Carnell: Y/N no, let's not.
Y/N: I'm breaking up with you, this is too much drama for me. I can't handle it.
Carnell: Y/N wait...
Y/N: Bye. *hangs up on Carnell*

She felt so...used. She cried while Carnell tried desperatly to call her back 10 times. She didn't answer and he stopped calling.

~*~*~*~*3 months later*~*~*~*
Well the tour has been over for over 2 months now, and B5 is at home, I think. Y/N hasn't talked to Carnell ever since they broke up. Y/N is sitting in her living room on the couch, flipping through stations and eating ice cream. She sees B5 on 106 and Park.

Free: Hey ya'll, this is Bad Boy's New Group B5!
AJ: So how ya'll doin today?
B5: Good, fine, etc.
Free: So boys, ya'll got any ladies in ya life currently?
Kelly: I do, my baby Shayla.
Free: Awwwwww...anybody else?
.......: Well I do too, and I love her.

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Carnell: Well I do too, and I love her. Y/N, baby if you're watching this, just know that I love you and I didn't mean to hurt you, please forgive me baby gurl.
Audience, Free, and AJ: Awww!!!!!!
Dustin: AWWWWWWWWW
Patrick:
AJ: Okay okay, well for the ladies...this is B5's new video, introduce it guys.
B5: Yo this is B5, this is our new video "Teacher's Pet"!!!

~*~*~*~*Back to Y/N~*~*~*~
She almost drops her ice cream after watching 106 and Park.
Y/N: *to herself* OMG!

Just then, Shayla calls her.

Shayla: AHHHHH!!!!!!! Y/N did u see my baby on 106 and Park! HE SO SEXY! AND CARNELL, awwww that was so sweet! U FORGIVE HIM! I WOULD!
Y/N: I'm like, at a complete loss for words.
Shayla: No ur not, you're talking now! Y r u such a lame! Forgive him gurl.
Y/N: ...
Shayla: Come on now.
Y/N: I think I will, this time he claimed me, unlike he did after the Scream Tour....
Shayla: AND HE SAID IT ON LIVE TV!
Y/N: YEAH!!!!!!
Shayla: YEAH!!!!!!!!!
Y/N: YEAH!!!!!!!!
Shayla: d**n gurl, shut up! But I gotta go, I gotta call my boo!
Y/N: I gotta call mines too, if he still wants me to be his.
Shayla: Of course, he loves you! Talk to ya soon.
Y/N: Peace out chica! *hangs up*

Y/N P.O.V: Imma call him in 30 min...no 15 min...NO 5 MIN...OH 4get it, I'll call him now!

Dials Carnell's cell phone number. He answers.

M/V: Hey baby, I knew you would call.
Y/N: Of course, I love you Carnell!
M/V: This isn't Carnell.
Y/N:...
M/V: It's Patrick. WAIT, here me out! I apologize for what I did to you, it was wrong. I felt that Carnell always gets everything that I want, and I wanted you. But since I couldn't have you, I wanted to get something he didn't have...
Y/N: Yeah my virginity!
Patrick: Listen Y/N, I understand that you may not forgive me for a long time, but please find it in your heart to forgive me.
Y/N: Put Carnell on the phone please.
Patrick: *sigh* Ok.
Carnell: Hello?
Y/N: Hi there stranger.
Carnell: Y/N? Baby gurl I haven't talk to u in so long, I missed your voice.
Y/N: *giggling* Oh really now.
Carnell: Yeah.
Y/N: I saw 106 and Park.
Carnell: 4 realz.
Y/N: Yeah, I ACCEPT UR APOLOGY! It was kinda hard though, but Shayla helped me out.
Carnell: Remind me to thank that gurl when I see her.
Y/N: *laughing* Yeah u better, cuz I wasn't gonna call you.
Carnell:...aw...

The doorbell rings and nobody is home to get the door but Y/N.
Y/N: OMG! I gotta get my door, somebody's here.
Carnell: 4 realz?

Y/N opens the door and it's no one other than...









Y/N: CARNELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Carnell: *laughing* d**n, I think my ear drums busted!
Y/N: *blushing* Sorry! I thought 106 and Park was live?
Carnell: I think they lied, lol.

Y/N pulls Carnell into the house and starts kissing him. He pulls away.
Carnell: d**n WHAT I DO TO DESERVE THAT?
Y/N: Aw, so u don't wanna kiss me no more?
Carnell: HELL YEAH I WANNA KISS YOU! *pulls her up to him and starts kissing her.*
Y/N: Umm...we're kinda in the doorway, let's go into my room.
Carnell: *grinning* Alright.

They go to her room and shut and lock the door. They start kissing on her bed then they get a little carried away. Carnell starts pulling off her clothes and she starts pulling his shirt off, showing his sexy pack lol. He pulls off his pants then pulls off hers, they are completely naked now. Y/N is nervous as hell.

Y/N: *nervously* Is this your first time?
Carnell: Uhh...no. You?
Y/N: Yeah.
Carnell: U sure u wanna do this, cuz if ur not comfortable, I don't wanna make you do it. I love you no matter what gurl. You're my angel, my everything and I wanna spend eternity and forever with you. You're my connection, I love you baby gurl.
Y/N: *loose tears flow down her face* Carnell...I'm ready. I love you.

They do the you kno what and fall asleep together in each others arms. Y/N wakes up with someone looking right at her...

M/V: Hey sleeping beauty.
Y/N: OMG!...

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Y/N: OMG! You scared me, why were you looking at me like that?
Carnell: Sorry I scared you. You are so beautiful when you sleep.
Y/N: *blushing* Oh.

(I bet ya'll thought that was sumbody else looking at her, lol. Who else would be looking at her, come on, DUH! lol, ok ok)

Carnell: But you're even more beautiful when I'm looking into your eyes.
Y/N: Awwwww...*laughing* that was hella corny!
Carnell: *laughing* Y u gotta ruin the moment?
Y/N: Anyways, why are you all out in Los Angeles?
Carnell: Just visiting, we leave tomorrow though.
Y/N: Oh. We barely spend time together. Aren't we boyfriend and girlfriend?
Carnell: Yeah I know, but I chose this career. We gotta get back to Atlanta to meet with Diddy.
Y/N: I understand. Imma miss you.
Carnell: Me too, but let's not talk about that now.

Y/N goes silent and lays her head on his chest. He lays there with his eyes closed and she stares up at the ceiling. Many different thoughts flew through her mind, including how she just lost her virginity to her best friend. Patrick raping her, she made a choice that it didn't count and she was still a virgin, but she would never forget what he did to her. She starting thinking many other things and a phone call interrupted her thoughts. "Ambitionz Az A Ridah" by Tupac went off on Carnell's cell phone. He looked down at the floor where his pants were.

Y/N: U gotta get it?
Carnell: Yeah. *he gets up and puts on his boxers and rushes to get the phone*
Carnell: Hello?....What u want man?....Nuthin...MAN I'M WITH MY GURL *looks over a Y/N and she smiles*...Naw...aw d**n 4real....I'll ask her but I think she won't do it...well did u cheat on her?...alright....1. *he hangs up*
Y/N: Who was that?
Carnell: Kellz stupid ass.
Y/N: *laughing* What happened?
Carnell: Shayla broke up with him.
Y/N: Why she do that, she loves B5, lol
Carnell: *laughing* That so. Well anyway, he was at the mall and some groupie started messin with him and feelin on him. He tried to brush her away but she kept messing with him. He finally got tired of her and was like, I'll let you rub on my abs if you'll get the f*ck away and the gurl was like ok. Well I guess Shayla only caught the girl rubbing on him and he was laughing. She didn't see the whole thing, Kelly tried to explain, but she wouldn't listen. So, he was wondering if u could call her and talk to her.
Y/N: Uh huh. *laughing* Sure.
Carnell: I knew u would baby gurl.
Y/N: U TRYNA PUT ME IN CHECK??!!
Carnell: No.
Y/N: *calls Shayla and she answers crying* STOP CRYING GURL!
Shayla: HE CHEATED ON ME!
Y/N: *explains the whole story to her*
Shayla: Oh f*ck. I hope he'll forgive me, I'm so stupid! DAMMIT, y Kelly gotta be so fine. Cuz if he was sum ugly ass n*gga, I wouldn't have forgiven him.
Y/N: Alrite, peace out chica. *hangs up and tells Carnell what happened*
Carnell: Kelly gon be happy.
Y/N: Yeah.

Then there was a silence between them. As soon as Y/N was about to say something, Carnell's phone went off again.

Carnell: d**n CAN'T WE GET SOME PRIVACY!
Y/N: *laughing*
Carnell: *answers phone* Hello...MAN WHAT NOW...4real...RIGHT NOW?...*sigh* ok...1.

Carnell gets up and puts his clothes on.

Y/N: What's wrong?
Carnell: I gotta go.
Y/N: It's cool, I'm used to it.
Carnell: See what I mean, I don't even kno, I'm always leaving u and...
Y/N: I didn't even mean it in a mean way, I kno u got important things to do. I love you.
Carnell: I love you too. OH YEAH! This is for you *he pulls sumthin out his pocket*


Y/N: OMG CARNELL!!! It's so beautiful...I can't take it.
Carnell: No, take it. It's basically a promise ring, read the engraving.
Y/N: *reading it* Carnell and Y/N Together Forever *she starts to tear up*
Carnell: This means that no matter what, no matter how far apart, I will always love you. And even if we break up, which I hope we won't, I will always love you, no matter what.
Y/N; *crying* Awww...same here! *jumps up and hugs him* I Love you soooo much!
Carnell: Love u too, but I gotta go. So imma call u when we get to Atlanta, alright baby gurl.
Y/N: Alright. Bye!
Carnell: *kisses her* Bye.

Carnell leaves and Y/N is left at home by herself. She runs and sits on the couch and watches BET, while twisting her ring around her finger and smiling super hard.

Y/N: Wait til I tell Shayla and Tricia, wait til I tell Shayla and Tricia, wait til I tell...

She hears a knocking at her door. She runs to get the door.

Y/N: *confused* Umm..hi Mr. Policemen. *laughing*
Police 1: Umm...yes, hi. Are you Ms...*looks down at pad* Y/N Turner?
Y/N: Yesssss...why?
Police 2: Ma'am we have some bad...ARE U DRUNK MA'AM?
Y/N: No! Continue...
Police 2: Well, do you know who your mother works for? What is her job?
Y/N: Yeah, my mom is a nurse at Garret Northeast Hospital.
Police 1: Well, she has lied to you. She has been working for the notorious Teddy Sandy aka T.D the "pimp". Your mother was a prostitute. She was killed today by T.D because supposedly she was taking his money. I'm sorry Y/N.
Y/N: *crying hysterically* OMG! What! She was a prostitute? This can't be right. Where am I gonna go, what do I do!!
Police 2: Well we have been able to track down your father...
Y/N: OH PLEASE NO! I can't stay with him...I mean down there.
Police 1: Well I am sorry Miss, but you have to. You will have to pack your things in the next day and someone will pick u up tomorrow. I can't tell u to have a good day, but my prayers are out to you. *he shuts the door and leave*
Y/N: *falls on the floor* NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

Y/N P.O.V: OMG OMG OMG! I can't leave, especially not to my dad's house. I know he lives in Atlanta meaning I could see Carnell. And Jeremy lives out there, he is my brother on my dad's side. But my dad has been out of my life since I was 5. He used to beat me and make me practically his slave. I can't live like this. Maybe he changed, I hope so...for my safety.

Y/N gets up and calls Shayla and Tricia on 3 way. She is crying over the phone.

Shayla: What's wrong chick?
Tricia: Yeah sweetie stop crying, you're scaring me.

Y/N tells them everything that just happened and they start crying too.
Tricia: I'm so sorry, I loved Mrs. T like my own mother. Shayla: No, you can't leave! We were supposed to graduate together!
Y/N: I KNOW! You guys, I gotta go and get packed though. Love you guys.
Shayla & Tricia: Same here. *they hang up*

Y/N then calls Carnell, he doesn't answer. She calls again, he doesn't answer. She calls again, this time he answers.

Carnell: Hello?
Y/N: *trying to stop crying* Hey.
Carnell: Umm...u ok?
Y/N: Uhh...*tells Carnell everything and then she breaks down crying again*
Carnell: Aw baby gurl it's gonna be alright. Hey, at least you'll be down here with us. I kno u don't wanna leave and I know you'll miss your mom, I know everyone will. But things happen for a reason.
Y/N: I KNOW BUT I...I...i dunno.
Carnell: Yeah. If you EVER need me, call me anytime of the night. But sometimes we might be performing or rehearsing. I'll try to answer the phone as quick as I can, that's why I didn't answer my phone the first 2 times. I assumed it was important cuz u kept calling.
Y/N: I'm sorry.
Carnell: It's cool, but I gotta go. I'll see ya, love u.
Y/N: Love u too.

~*~*~*~*The Next Day*~*~*~*
Y/N has all of her things packed and a lady comes to the door to pick her up. Y/N takes one last look at the house and she starts to tear up again, but she figures she has to be strong. She leaves the car and boards the plane. Hours and hours later, she arrives in Atlanta and Jeremy is standing outside the exit. She sees him and forgets all her drama.

Y/N: JEREMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jeremy: Y/N BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y/N: *hugging him* OMG it's so good to see you! I missed you.
Jeremy: Me too! Come on, we gotta go. Dad's in the car.
Y/N: *suddenly remembers everything and her face becomes flushed with sadness* Oh, right.

The get to the outside of the airport and Y/N sees her dad standing outside the car. He looks at her.

Dad: Y/N honey! I missed you. *smiles a wicked grin*
Y/N: Me too! *lying*

They get home and Y/N starts to unpack, she now lives in the guest bedroom. She decided to sleep, cuz she needed it. But she was awoken by a loud noise.

Jeremy: THAT AINT FAIR!

Y/N Looks through the crack of her door and sees them. All of a sudden, her dad punches Jeremy so hard in his face and he falls back. Jeremy tries to punch back but couldn't see because he was hit in the eyes. Y/N's dad knocks him back on the floor and starts punching and kicking him. Y/N watches in horror thinking, THIS IS MY NEW LIFE, OH SH!T!!!!! Her dad stops all of a sudden, and we looks over at Y/N's door. He starts walking over to her door and....

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RECAP:
They get home and Y/N starts to unpack, she now lives in the guest bedroom. She decided to sleep, cuz she needed it. But she was awoken by a loud noise.

Jeremy: THAT AINT FAIR!

Y/N Looks through the crack of her door and sees them. All of a sudden, her dad punches Jeremy so hard in his face and he falls back. Jeremy tries to punch back but couldn't see because he was hit in the eyes. Y/N's dad knocks him back on the floor and starts punching and kicking him. Y/N watches in horror thinking, THIS IS MY NEW LIFE, OH SH!T!!!!! Her dad stops all of a sudden, and we looks over at Y/N's door. He starts walking over to her door and....
END RECAP

...he makes a left turn into the kitchen. Y/N wiped the sweat from her forehead and ran to her bed. She was so terrified of living with her so called father. What scared her even more was that her own brother possibly couldn't protect her.
For the past week, Jeremy seemed to stay out of your dad's path of destruction and you haven't talked to Carnell in 3 days.

~*~*~*~*The Week after You Got to Atlanta*~*~*~*~*
Dad: WAKE UP Y/N!!! It's time for school!
Y/N: Huh, what? *dazed*
Dad: Get up, today is your first day of school.
Y/N: *dazed* oh yeah, that's nice...*woke up* OH SNAPZ!

Her dad starts laughing and he walks out of her room and shuts the door. She does her hygeine thing and gets her clothes out to wear. She chooses to wear this:





And she decided to let her hair down and put it in loose curls. She finished up and went to the kitchen for breakfast.
Jeremy: Hey sis, how was your sleep?
Y/N: Good...except for the fact I forgot we had school today. I'm nervous for my first day.
Jeremy: Don't be, we're going to Atlanta Country Day School
Y/N: *almost choking on her cereal* What? Carnell goes there.
Jeremy: Duh...and the rest of B5, smart one. *looking at clock* Come on we gotta go.

Y/N hurries to eat her food and they leave out the house. Jeremy is 17 (same age as Kelly) and he drives them there. They get out and Y/N finds her 1st class, she sees Carnell talking to sum gurl. She didn't want to interrupt his flirting, even though she was a little upset, so she sat towards the front. He didn't even notice her.

Mrs. Green: Class, we have a new student. This is Y/N Turner from Los Angeles.
Class: Whaddup ma...hi...hey...welcome...etc...
Carnell throws something at Y/N after she sits down, it hits her on her head.
Y/N: nuts!
Mrs. Green: Ms. TURNER! I understand that you are new here, but I don't tolerate that language.
Y/N: I'm sorry but...oh nevermind.
Carnell throws something at her again, to get her attention. It hits her back. She doesn't know it's Carnell.
Y/N: Dammit man!
Mrs. Green: Ms. TURNER! DO I HAVE TO REMIND YOU AGAIN!
Y/N: Ugh, NO MA'AM.
Boy in back of class: d**n, I think that gurl got teretts. (i kno i spelled that wrong, but ya'll kno what i'm talkin bout)

Y/N turns around to see who said that and as soon as she turned around...a pen came flying her way and hit her dead in her face. Carnell threw it but he didn't know she was turning around. She turned around slowly in her chair and tried to hold her tongue, she was pissed off now.

Y/N: Ms....miss..ms...MRS. GREEN! CAN I BE EXCUSED TO THE BATHROOM!?
Mrs. Green: Yes you may.

Y/N walks out into the hallway looking for the bathroom. She finally finds the bathroom and she just stays in there and looks at her face for awhile, finding a little mark where Carnell hit her in her face with the pen.

Y/N P.O.V: That d**n Carnell, I haven't been here 15 minutes and he is throwin stuff at me and people think I have teretts.

She walks out of the bathroom and proceeds back to class. She walks in and somebody is sitting in her seat.

Mrs. Green: Y/N, we decided to move you back there because this young man needs to sit in the front.

Y/N looks back to the seat that her stuff was at and she sees she is sitting right on the other side of Carnell. She slowly makes her way to the back of there.

Carnell: Wassup ma?
Y/N:....
Carnell: I said hi.
Y/N:...
Carnell: Aw, so it's like that.
Y/N: ...yeah it's like that...
Carnell: *laughing* Aw, ok....what's wrong wit u?
Y/N: Nothin.
Carnell: U lyin.
Y/N: I said nuthin!
Carnell: We gon talk later.
Y/N:..

The class goes by and its over. Then 2nd hour, then lunch. Y/N makes her way into the cafeteria and she sees Kelly sittin alone.

Y/N: KELLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kelly: *looks up* Y/N!!!!! Wassup gurl!
Y/N: *sitting down* Nothing really.
Kelly: How's ur first day goin?
Y/N: Well, it's cool.
They talk for about 10 minutes, then Carnell and Patrick come over.

Carnell: *tries to kiss Y/N* Hey.
Y/N: *moves her head* Hi.
Patrick: Hey Y/N.
Y/N: Hi.
There was an awkward silence, but Jeremy broke it.

Jeremy: WAZZUP MY NIGGAZ!!!!!!
Everyone starts laughing.
Carnell: *to you* Hey Y/N, can u come wit me. We need to talk.
Y/N: *hesitating* Alright.

They get up and leave. They go down the hallway and Carnell stops walking, so you stop.

Carnell: What's wrong wit u, y u tippin today?
Y/N: I said nuthin! I'm just tired.
Carnell: Uh huh...look. I'm sorry for hitting you in the face with that pen.
Y/N: Whateva. *starts walking away*
Carnell: WHAT THE HELL Y/N? Y U BEING SO STUBBORN!
Y/N: I am not!
Carnell: YES YOU ARE.
Y/N: I saw you flirting with that gurl.
Carnell: What gurl, who u talkin...*remembers* You mean Josie?
Y/N: I guess.
Carnell: I wasn't flirting wit that gurl, you got me all wrong.
Y/N: Aw...then what were you doing?
Carnell: Talking. d**n, I can't talk 2 any gurls anymore?
Y/N: Nope.
Carnell:...
Y/N: I was just kidding, dang. Loosen up.
Carnell: That's what u need to do.
Y/N: Whateva, i'm sorry baby. You forgive me?
Carnell: Yeah.

They start walking back to class and another girl walks up to Carnell and pulls him to the side. Y/N just stands there thinking "that trick just gon pull him out of our conversation?" Y/N walks away, but looks back and notices Carnell laughing and she put her arm around his neck. She hurried up and turned around the other way. She started to walk away faster. Carnell caught up wit her.

Carnell: Wait, where u goin?
Y/N: I saw that trick gurl all over u.
Carnell: *rolling his eyes* Y/N, that's just my friend.
Y/N: Yeah, a friend with benefits. She had her arms around ur neck and stuff.
Carnell: But I moved it.
Y/N: Whatever.
Carnell: *aggrevated* YOU KNOW WHAT, if u gon act like this all the time, then maybe we shouldn't be together.
Y/N: *tearing up*Wh..what?
Carnell: You been trippin lately, u need time alone cuz u makin me angry. Bye.
Y/N: *upset* FINE, GO! *Patrick walks by* Hey Carnell!
Carnell: *turns around* What!?
Y/N: *all of a suddent she starts making out wit Patrick*
f/v: GET OFF MY MAN, B*TCH!!!

BUMPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP TO FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENS!
SORRY THAT WAS KINDA BORING!

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RECAP:
Carnell: Wait, where u goin?
Y/N: I saw that trick gurl all over u.
Carnell: *rolling his eyes* Y/N, that's just my friend.
Y/N: Yeah, a friend with benefits. She had her arms around ur neck and stuff.
Carnell: But I moved it.
Y/N: Whatever.
Carnell: *aggrevated* YOU KNOW WHAT, if u gon act like this all the time, then maybe we shouldn't be together.
Y/N: *tearing up*Wh..what?
Carnell: You been trippin lately, u need time alone cuz u makin me angry. Bye.
Y/N: *upset* FINE, GO! *Patrick walks by* Hey Carnell!
Carnell: *turns around* What!?
Y/N: *all of a suddent she starts making out wit Patrick*
f/v: GET OFF MY MAN, B*TCH!!!
END RECAP

Y/N turns around to see this girl:



Y/N: Your man?
Patrick: U AINT MY GIRL!
Ladida: YES I AM! I LOVE U PATRICK OWEN BREEDING, I WANNA HAVE YO BABY!!! U B*TCH GET OFF MY MAN!
Y/N: I AINT NO B*TCH!

She was just about to punch Ladida right in her face, but some other girl stopped her.

Girl: Hey wassup, I'm Naomi, come with me. *pulling Y/N away* *yelling at Ladida* Stupid wh*re!
Ladida: F*ck u!

*Back to the Girl and Y/N*
Y/N: *confused* Umm...why u pull me away.
Naomi: As much as I wanted you too whoop that tr*ck, I couldn't let that go down cuz u are new. But don't worry, you gon get yo chance.
Y/N: *laughing* Thanx.

Naomi looked like this:


Y/N: I'm Y/N by the way...
Naomi: Yeah, I know. *laughing*....hey...umm...I saw what happened between you and Carnell.
Y/N: *blushing* Oh, I guess I made a bad scene. He's so mad at me.
Naomi: It's ok gurl, I always though he was cute...but I got my eyes for Patrick.
Y/N: *laughing* Patrick *flashbacks of the rape and she becomes silent* Oh.
Naomi: You cool girl?
Y/N: *snaps out of it* YEAH, yeah I'm fine.
Naomi: Cool gurl.. We got 10 minutes til lunch is over. Wanna sit with me.
Y/N: Umm...yeah.

They go into the lunch room. Carnell is sitting with Kelly and Patrick. They saw Y/N come in and Kelly was the only on that spoke. Carnell was too mad to talk to her and Patrick was too confused.

Kelly: *yelling across the lunchroom* AY Y/N! COME SIT WITH US!
Y/N: *looks at Naomi* NO THANX, I'M GONNA SIT WITH MY NEW FRIEND.

They sit down together and there's a silence, until...
Naomi: Hey Y/N, here comes Patrick.
Patrick: Uhh...hey Naomi, hey Y/N.
Naomi: *blushing* Hey Pat!
Y/N: *feeling slightly embarrassed* Hi Patrick.
Patrick: Can I talk to you for a sec?
Y/N: Uhh...sure. *gets up and walks away with him. Carnell just looks at them*

*~*~*~With Patrick and Y/N*~*~*~*
Patrick: Imma be upfront with you, why you kiss me?
Y/N: Cuz...
Patrick: Cuz what?
Y/N: I dunno.
Patrick: Aw...I know you lyin.
Y/N: *laughs a little cuz he sounds like Carnell* Ok fine, I did it to get Carnell mad.
Patrick: Aw...I thought u were interested...
Y/N: No offense but I don't like you like that. Even now I'm just starting to like you as a friend after what you did to me.
Patrick: *a little disappointed* Oh... *smiles* It's cool cuz I got other chicks, baby i'm a pimp.
Y/N: *laughing* Yeah right, a pimp in yo own mind...but anywayz...I know sumbody who got a crush on u...*smiles*
Patrick: Naomi?
Y/N: d**n how u know?
Patrick: Cuz I'm a pimp!
Y/N: Whateva...too much Kelly around you.*silence*
Patrick: You need to go talk to Carnell.
Y/N: Psh, yeah right.
Patrick: Aw, well I'll see u later.
Y/N: Bye Skittles!
Patrick: *smiling* I haven't heard that name in a long time. *frowning* I am sooooooo sorry for what I did to you. Everytime I see you, you look so hurt.
Y/N: *frowns then starts to cry* I...I...I don't know! I am hurt in a way because of you.
Patrick: I apologize from the bottom of my heart, I don't kno what came over me. That was the old Pat, this is the new. But I really gotta go. I'm sorry and I'll see ya.
Y/N: *wiping tears* Bye.

Y/N goes back into the lunchroom with Naomi. They talk for a couple of minutes until lunch is over.

*~*~*~*At home after school*~*~*~*
Jeremy: I'm glad Dad's not home.
Y/N:...
Jeremy: What?
Y/N: The night I came here, I saw Dad hitting you.
Jeremy: Aw...Uh...yeah
Y/N: *hugs Jeremy and starts crying* I'm scared here, I miss my mama Jeremy, I miss her! And I;m terrified of Dad.
Jeremy: *kisses her forehead* It's gon be ok lil sis, I'll protect you. Yo mama loves you and she gon keep you safe.
Y/N: Ok big bro. *wipes tears away* I got homework to do.
Jeremy: Alright.

*~*~*~*~*The next month*~*~*~*~(sorry to skip ahead so far, but nothing interesting had happened)
Let me update you: Y/N and Naomi are just as close as ever, like they knew each other forever. Y/N and Carnell haven't talk to each other since they broke up, even though Y/N's pride won't let her call him. Patrick is tryna talking to Naomi. Jeremy got a girlfriend named Letta who is hella cool. Ladida is still obsessed wit Pat. Kelly and Shayla still go together, you try to talk to her every chance you get. Dustin isn't really in college cuz he's always on the road with B5. Bryan is SOOOOOO in love with Serrica, as he says. Dad has been more aggressive than normal, he's more controlling and he's been bringing a new chickenhead h*e home every night.

Y/N: *calling Naomi* Wassup Naomi!
Naomi: Nothing gurl, I'm on the other line playin mind tricks with Patrick.
Y/N: *laughing* You got that boy sprung.
They both start singing, "i'm sprung, got me doing things I'd never do..., then they start laughing.
Y/N: You wanna go to the mall wit me in like an hour.
Naomi: Yeah that's cool, I'll be ready! Jeremy takin us?
Y/N: Yeah.
Naomi: Alright, see ya then.
Y/N: Bye chica!

Y/N hurries up to get dressed. She puts on this:





Then she ran downstairs and Jeremy picked up Naomi. They went to the mall, Jeremy went back home. Once they got there, the first thing they went to was Foot Locker.

Naomi: d**n GURL, Look at those shoes. Those are hella hot!
Y/N: Yeah, I want some of them.
Salesman: Can I help u?
Y/N: Yeah, can I have these shoes in a 4 1/2 in boys, to try on please.
Salesman: Ok. *he got the shoes, gave them to her, and walked off*
Y/N: *lacing up the shoes* WOOOOOO! This are hella hot, I gotta get em.
Naomi: If u get the blue ones, then I'll get the pink ones.
Y/N: *modeling the shoes in the mirror* DEAL!

They go to the check out and buy the shoes. Naomi gets hungry to they go to the food court. Y/N wasn't hungry, she just watched Naomi eat.
Naomi: *laughing* STOP LOOKING AT ME EAT!
Y/N: my bad, my bad.

Y/N the other direction. Then, she felt like her heart had been stepped on...

Naomi: Earth to Y/N, hello, anyone in there?
Y/N: OMG, Naomi is that Carnell?
Naomi: *looking* Oh snapz, that is...You miss him?
Y/N: *looking at her like "no sh*t sherlock*
Naomi: My bad, my bad.

Y/N keeps looking at him and the girl he is with. Then, he pulls the girl to him and they start kissing. Y/N's heart sank and she felt like crying a river. Naomi saw it too.

Naomi: DAYUMMMMMMM!!!!!!
Y/N: *hits Naomi* Ni Ni!!!!(nickname she calls Naomi sometimes) You are hella loud.

I guess Carnell heard her and looked over there. Y/N blushed and put her head down on the table, like that would do any good, he already sees her. Naomi starts laughing a little, then realizes its not funny.
Y/N: Shut up Ni Ni! Now he thinks I was looking at him!
Naomi: YOU WERE! I know u can't help it, you still love him!
Y/N: *tearing up a little bit* I wish I didn't. *pulls out cellphone and calls Jeremy* Hey can u pick us up, I'm ready to go home...nothing...NOTHING!...i kno it's early but i'm ready...ok, i'll be waiting...bye.
Naomi: What the hell! We haven't even been here for an hour.
Y/N: Please Naomi, I really need to leave.
Naomi: I understand, your heart needs to heal.

Carnell is wathcing the whole thing, but he's too far away to understand what they are saying. He figures they're talking about him because occasionally they would look at him really quickly.

~*~*~*With Carnell*~*~*~*
F/V: You ok?
Carnell: Yeah I'm ok baby, you ok?
F/V: Yeah! I'm the one who asked you that...hey I gotta go to the bathroom.
Carnell: Alright.

She leaves for the bathroom and Carnell walks over towards Y/N and Naomi. Naomi sees him coming.

Naomi: Oh shyt, here comes Carnell.
Y/N: *turns around* D*MN! I don't wanna talk to him right now!
Carnell: Hey.
Y/N: *fighting back tears*....
Naomi: Sup Nell!
Carnell: Hi Y/N.
Y/N: *stares down at the ground* Uh...hi.
Carnell: Umm...yea. So how ya'll been doing?
Y/N: *mumbling* Like you care, I ain't talked to you in months.
Carnell: *heard her but wanted her to say it louder* What?
Naomi: We've been fine.
Y/N: *glares at Naomi then puts her head back down*
Carnell: That's cool...well...
F/V: CARNELL BABY!!!!!!!!
Carnell: *turns around* Hey baby gurl.
Y/N: *felt as if her tears were burning her insides* Thinking: OMG, that's what he used to call me...
Carnell: This is my girlfriend, May.
This is May:


Naomi & Y/N: Hi. *uninterested*
Naomi: I'm Naomi and this is Y/N.
May: OH! Your Y/N! I heard about you!
Y/N: *a little upset* WHAT!? *calms down* Funny...cuz I ain't heard nuthin about u....

IS IT GON BE A GIRLFIGHT? WHATS GON HAPPEN? BUMPPPPPPPPPPPPPP IT UP ALOT TO FIND OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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May: *rolls her eyes* Whateva.
Y/N: U betta keep your head while you still have them!
May: *puts her finger in Y/N’s face* You just mad cuz you still want Carnell! But you can’t have him, he my man, and he…
Y/N: *punches her dead in the face* SHUT THE HELL UP, I DON’T WANT HIM!
May: *holds her eye* OMG, you s*ut!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT’S WHY YOU DESERVED GETTING RAPED!

Y/N was SOOOOOOOOOOO heated. Not even Naomi knew that she was raped! D*mn, this gurl wanted to get her a$$ beat by Y/N. Y/N looked over at Carnell and his face was turning red.

Y/N P.O.V: OMG, I flippin hate Carnell! How could he go out and tell my business! BASTARD!

Y/N: *tackles May and starts beating her a$$* DON’T YOU EVER SAY THAT AGAIN! I DIDN”T DESERVE IT! B*TCH!

While May was knocked out, Y/N pulled May’s weave out and laid it on her chest, cuz after you whoop sumbody a$$, you gotta complete it by letting them lay there and u put they weave on them. (I’m laughing my a$$ off right now)

Naomi: *laughing and shocked* HELL YEAH GURL! THAT’S HOW U DO IT 4REAL THOUGH!!!!!!!!!! *remembering* We gotta talk when we leave, too.
Y/N: Fine.
May: *to Carnell* Baby, help me up.
Carnell: *to May* Okay. *to Y/N* What the f*ck is ur problem???!!! Why you fight my gurl!
Y/N: Don’t start this ish with me Carnell! You heard what that 10 cent h*e said to me! I can’t believe you told her that! We used to be like this *puts her hand up and crosses her fingers*, but we don’t even talk anymore. And we broke up cuz of me! Well I’m sorry I jumped to conclusions, BUT I DON’T CARE ANYMORE! You act like I don’t even have feelings, going around spreading my business. I know what else you probably spreading…a disease from the trick b*tch from awhile ago!

FLASHBACK:
Y/N: CARNELL FREDRICK BREEDING! *starts cursing in Spanish*
Carnell: Ay don't be sayin my government name like that chick!
Y/N: Excuse me, I'm not just some random chick! Remember me, YO GIRLFRIEND!
G/V: B!TCH PLEASE! This my man!
Shayla: AY YOU THE GURL WHO HAIR I PULLED OUT *starts laughing cuz she notices a spot in her hair where the weave was*
Weavie Wonder: W/E, don't hate. Carnell my man!
Y/N: *laughing* You just a fan, whatever. *starts walking away*
Weavie Wonder: YEAH! THAT'S CUZ I FU(KED YO MAN!
Y/N: *aggrevated* WHAT U SAY?!
Weavie Wonder: Yeah, and it was good...
Y/N: *looks at Carnell and he's pretending not to be paying attention* Carnell, tell her she just a groupie!
Carnell: *scratching his shoulder* Umm...yeah a groupie.
Y/N: *tearing up* U liar! You scratch your shoulder when you lie! What happened, tell me now!
Carnell: Can you wait!
Y/N: You know what, forget it. IT'S OVER! I miss the old Carnell anyway!
END FLASHBACK

Carnell: AW, SO I GOT AN STD NOW???!!!
Y/N: I ain’t say that. I could have meant mono, or pneumonia, or…
Carnell: But you didn’t mean those. So I guess since you think I got an STD, you didn’t care the day we f*cked! I AINT GOT A D*MN STD, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH U!
Y/N: Whateva. *to Naomi* Let’s go home gurl.
Naomi: Right behind you.
Carnell: Y/N!
Y/N: *keeps walking*

Y/N and Naomi leave the mall, Jeremy is in the parking lot. You all get home (Naomi comes over your house) and ya’ll head to your room. Your bedroom:


Ya’ll start talking for awhile and Naomi forgot about asking you about the rape thing (you were happy she forgot). Then your phone goes off…Ye ain’t ridin ye ain’t ridin ye ain’t bumpin like I’m bumpin you ain’t fresh azimiz…It’s an private caller so u answer it.

Y/N: Hello?
M/V:…
Y/N: HELLO!!!
M/V: Y/N.
Y/N: Who is this?
M/V: Carnell…*angry sounding*BUT WAIT BEFORE U HANG UP ON ME, I NEED TO LET U KNO SUMTHIN RIGHT NOW B4 U BEAT MY GIRLFRIEND AGAIN…Y/N….

Carnell:...Y/N I STILL LOVE YOU.
Y/N: *shocked* I'm not falling for that b.s Carnell!
Carnell: But I do, what ever made u think that I don't.
Y/N: Well let's see...I haven't talked to you in over a month, you don't associate with me at school, you have a new girlfriend that you didn't tell me about, she dissed me at the mall and u didn't say anything...AND U TOLD HER THAT PATRICK RAPED ME! THERE U GO!
Carnell: I didn't talk to you because I was mad the you kissed Patrick and u were trippin on me messin wit other gurls. I wouldn't even mess with other girls, why would I anyway? I didn't even tell May that Patrick raped you, me and Patrick were talking and my mom let May come upstairs, I didn't know it she was here. Me and Pat had the door cracked and she was listening in.
Y/N:....
Carnell: So I broke up with her after we left the mall.
Y/N: So u expect me to be sorry for you?
Carnell: No, I ain't askin that. I just want us to be close like we used to be...cuz u know what?
Y/N: What?
Carnell: *starts singing All I Do* All I do is think of you, day and night that's all i do, I can't get u off my mind, think about u all the time...

Y/N P.O.V: AWWWWW I THINK MY HEART JUST MELTED. I don't know what he does to me, but I just can't stay mad at him. He's only done me wrong a couple of times, but it feels like alot. Maybe I'm sprung, I'm head over heels or sumthin. WHY CAN'T I STAY MAD AT HIM??!!!

Y/N: awwww Carnell! I don't know what to say...
Carnell: Do u still have my promise ring?
Y/N: *looks down at her hand and she had totally forgot about it* Yeah.
Carnell: Just promise me you'll keep it forever...and...
Y/N: Ok. And what?
Carnell: Promise me you'll be my gurl again? I'm sorry for how I acted, I know it was stupid. I don't know what I got with May, but I swear we never did anything but kiss.
Y/N: I promise I'll be your girl. *smiles and looks over at Naomi who is confused as hell*
Carnell: Alright baby gurl. 1
Y/N: lol, 2

They hang up and Naomi just stares at Y/N, dazed.

Naomi: So what was that about?
Y/N: Well...*tells her the whole story, even about Patrick raping you*
Naomi: OMG, this is alot to take in! I CANT BELIEVE PATRICK, THAT...THAT..
Y/N: Don't trip about it, he's changed now. He changed for good, I can tell. AND HE'S SPRUNG OVER YOU!
Naomi: But that don't change the fact that he raped my best friend.
Y/N: Listen Naomi, I want you to be with Patrick and I know you want to. I've become a little closer with Patrick and he talks about you. Now I know he raped me, I know he won't do it again, and I know he wants to be with you.
Naomi: *laughing* Okay, so I do want him...Are you sure that's okay with you?
Y/N: HELL YEAH THAT'S OKAY WITH ME! I GOT A MAN, U DON'T!
Naomi: AW HELL NAW, HOW U GON DISS ME LIKE THAT *hits y/n with a pillow*
Y/N: Uh huh, whatever!

They start hitting each other with pillows and they hear something. It was coming from downstairs, sounded like it was in the kitchen. They knew it couldn't have been Jeremy because he left on a date with Letta like half an hour ago.

Y/N: You hear that?
Naomi: Yeah, what the hell was it?
Y/N: I dunno.
Naomi: Sh*t, I'm scared.

Then they heard a loud crash. They were too scared to come check it out. They hurried up to lock Y/N's door.
Y/N: I'm scared, what was that.
Naomi: I'm hiding!
Y/N: Where the hell u gon hide at?
Naomi: The closet!
Y/N: TRAPPED IN THE CLOSET *starts singing Trapped in the Closet*
Naomi: Shut up, this is no time to joke around. Someone could be here, a robber, or sumthin.
Y/N: *got scared again* Ok, Imma call Carnell. *takes out phone and calls him*

Carnell: Wassup baby gurl.
Y/N: Hey Nell...uhh...
Carnell: *could sense the she was scared* What, what's wrong?
Y/N: Well um...I think someone is in our house. I know it's not Jeremy.
Carnell: Are you home alone?
Y/N: No, Naomi's dumb ass is over here with me.
Naomi: HEY!!!!!!!!
Carnell: I'll be over in a couple of minutes. Imma bring my brothers.
Y/N: Okay, hurry, up.
Carnell: Alright *hangs up*
Y/N: *to Naomi* They're on their way.

About 5 minutes laster, they heard other things crashing downstairs. Their hearts start racing faster. Naomi screamed. Then they heard footsteps coming up the stairs.

Naomi: OH SH*T! I'm so scared!
Y/N: ME TOO! WHERE'S CARNELL!!!!

They heard the footsteps getting closer to the door, closer and closer and then, the doorknob twisted, but the door was locked. Naomi and Y/N screamed, they were terrified. Then someone started hitting the door, then they heard someone talking to them.

M/V: OPEN THE DOOR!
Y/N & Naomi: NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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M/V: It’s Kelly, open the door!
Naomi: OH HELL YES, THANK BOB!
Y/N: *opening the door looking terrified* What happened Kellz? *Kelly, Patrick, and Carnell come in the room and shut the door*
Kelly: It was your dad downstairs. He was, umm…drunk.
Y/N: Drunk?
Kelly: Yeah, he was stumbling and sh*t.
Naomi: What ya’ll do to him?
Patrick: We had to fight him off. He was still drinking when we came in. Dustin is downstairs holding him down, call the police!

Y/N takes her phone and calls the police. Kelly, Patrick, Carnell and Dustin are holding your dad down. The police get there within 5 minutes and they just take him to the police car to chill out. He’s fine within an hour, so it seems. The boys leave back to their house and Naomi spends the night with you. She goes home the next afternoon.

~*~*~*The Next Night*~*~*~*
Jeremy isn’t at home. Y/N is in her room listening to her iPod and laying down facing her window. She doesn’t hear her dad come in her room. She looks behind her and sees her dad looking straight at her, with a look of evil in his eyes.

Y/N: *scared as hell* Hey..umm…daddy. What’s up?
Dad: Hello Y/N….no need for stalling…you know what I want.*he grabs her and pins her to the bed*
Y/N: DAD! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!
Dad: What do you think! Pull off your pants baby, get comfortable.
Y/N: NO! *crying* WHAT ARE YOU DOING YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE MY DAD! *fighting back*
Dad: B*TCH DON’T HIT ME! *punches her in the face* Now let’s see, I can make this hurt or I can make this easy. Scream again and it’ll hurt.
Y/N: AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

He takes a pillow and puts it over her mouth.
Dad: SHUT UP U SL*T! I know you’re a virgin, so it might hurt a little more! *laughing evilly*
Y/N: *she was too scared of what he might do if she said she wasn’t a virgin, so she kept quiet*

Everytime she screamed he would slap her. He pulled off her clothes until she was naked. He pulled off his pants and underwear. This made her think of the night she was raped by Patrick. Then her dad put on a condom and “began”. He would go fast and keep hitting her and tell her to shut up. The pain became unbearable so she passed out. Even though she wasn’t a virgin, it hurt like hell. She woke up the next morning and thought it was a nightmare. She looked down and there was blood all over her covers. She started to cry and she saw a note on her door. It said:

Y/N Baby,
You were good last night. I haven’t had p*ssy that good since your mom, but the b*tch had to leave me! So I have you now. Tell anyone, and I’ll do it again, over and over again, and make it hurt even more. I ain’t home, I’ll be back at 9:00 tonight.

She started to cry harder, she felt so helpless. She tried to go to sleep, but she couldn’t. She went in the living room to try and watch T.V, but this was all that was on:
Oprah: Today we will be talking about young women being raped.
Dr. Phil: Teens being sexually harassed by their fathers.
Tyra: Young girls being raped and abused by their fathers.

Y/N felt like she had to get out of the house. She threw on some sweat pants, a t-shirt and threw her hair in a messy bun. She didn’t know who to call because Naomi had left out of town yesterday afternoon. She had no clue where to go, and she was still kinda new in town so she didn’t know where to go. She walked around until she found a park. She sat there for awhile and cried, nobody was there, she felt free. She decided to try and call Carnell.
ring….ring…ring….ring….sumone picked up the phone.

f/v: Ooh Carnell, you so sexy, I wanna be wit u forever!
Y/N: WHAT THE HELL?
f/v: OOH BABY I LOVE YOU!
Y/N: OMG *she was about to hang up until she heard Carnell’s voice in the background*
Carnell: MAN PATRICK QUIT TALKIN LIKE THAT AND QUIT PLAYIN ON MY PHONE U F*CKIN f*g!
Patrick: *laughing* My bad lil man, here the phone, haha. *hands Carnell the phone*
Y/N: *giggling a little*
Carnell: Hello?
Y/N: Hello!
Carnell: Hello?
Y/N: Hello!
Carnell: *knowing it’s Y/N* Helloooooooooooooooooo?
Y/N: Boy shut up!
Carnell: What’s up baby girl?
Y/N: *for a second she forgot why she called him* Nuthin.
Carnell: Yeah right, obviously you called me for sumthin.
Y/N: *trying not to cry* What are you doing, are you busy?
Carnell: Umm…no not right now. You okay, what’s wrong baby?
Y/N: *voice cracking* Umm…I just wanna be with you right now, if that’s ok?
Carnell: Yeah, yeah that’s cool. Where you at?
Y/N: *looking around* Actually…I don’t know. I went walking and I’m at some park I guess.
Carnell: *thinking* Do you see a big blue slide with yellow writing on it?
Y/N: *looking* Yeah.
Carnell: I used to go there when I was younger, I’ll be there in a bit.
Y/N: Ok, love you.
Carnell: Love you too. *hangs up*

About 15 minutes later, he calls you back.
Y/N: Hello?
Carnell: Umm…yeah, Y/N? I can’t get there. There’s this wild mob of girls trying to chase me down. Imma try to be there in like 10 minutes. If I can’t, then I am so sorry.
Y/N:*about to cry* It’s ok.
Carnell: I love you though baby gurl.
Y/N: Ok. *hangs up*

Y/N puts her head down on her lap. She felt so alone in the world. Where was Jeremy come to think about it? Y/N was just about to leave when…

Someone came over to you and put their hand on your shoulder. Your first thought was your dad, but you turned about and saw Carnell looking like this:


Y/N jumped up and gave him a big hug.

Carnell: *laughing* D*mn gurl, haha. You missed me or sumthin?
Y/N: I thought you weren’t gonna come.
Carnell: I miss a chance to see my baby gurl, naw. *he sits down on the bench with you and could tell something was bothering you*
Carnell: You okay, I can tell that sumthin in bothering you? What’s wrong?
Y/N: *eyes watering* I just want you to hold me.

Carnell pulled Y/N over to him a little more and she laid her head on his chest. He kissed her forehead and a single tear slid down his vest.

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Carnell's P.O.V: I really want to know what's wrong, but I don't want to pressure her into telling me....she's so beautiful. Her hazel eyes are so mesmerizing. I swear if anything happened to her I would...i would....I don't even wanna think about that. I love being here with her, I don't want to ever let her go.
Then Carnell's phone rings.

Carnell: Sh*t, can't we get some alone time.
Y/N doesn't even move, she's sleeping. Carnell looks down and smiles. He answers his phone.

Dustin: Man where u at?
Carnell: I'm wit my gurl? What u want?
Dustin: I gotta pick you up, Ma needs us home 4 awhile to watch Bryan and clean the house. Y/N can come over it she wants, cuz my gurl is comin over.
Carnell: Alright, we at the park...the one we used to go to all the time.
Dustin: ALright, I'll be there soon. 1
Carnell: 1 *he hangs up and shakes Y/N softly to wake her up*

Y/N: Huh? What's happening?
Carnell: You wana come over my house, I gotta get home.
Y/N: That's fine.

Y/N and Carnell get up and Dustin pulls up. They get in the back because Dustin's new girlfriend is in the front.

Dustin: Wassup you 2 love birds? This my gurl Yesenia.
Yesenia: *says friendly* Hey.
Carnell and Y/N: Hi.
Yesenia looked like this:


They pulled up to the Breeding's house. Patrick and Kelly were there watching a movie with Bryan. Then a girl came out from the bathroom. It was that gurl u remember Carnell was supposedly flirting with.

FLASHBACK:
Y/N: I saw you flirting with that gurl.
Carnell: What gurl, who u talkin...*remembers* You mean Josie?
Y/N: I guess.
Carnell: I wasn't flirting wit that gurl, you got me all wrong.
Y/N: Aw...then what were you doing?
Carnell: Talking. d**n, I can't talk 2 any gurls anymore?
Y/N: Nope.
END FLASHBACK

Y/N felt rage come over her, but she let it go and thought nothing of it. The girl sat on Patrick’s lap. Y/N and Carnell sat on the other couch while Yesenia and Dustin sat on the couch Patrick and that gurl Josie were sitting on. You say hi to everyone and Josie starts to mean mug u, then she starts to make out with Patrick. You don’t really care, but when they stop kissing, she looks at Carnell and licks her lips. You got pissed off, so you started making out with Carnell. Josie kisses Patrick the same way.

Y/N: *thinking to herself* Ha, this b*tch tryna make it a game. Ok, I got her!

Y/N starts to passionately kiss Carnell and she starts lifting up his shirt a little. Dustin looks at her and Carnell stops her.

Dustin: WOAH! Take that to a room, I don’t wanna see all that, and I’m sure they don’t either.

When Y/N and Carnell were heading to his room, Josie watched them while they walked. Y/N stuck her tongue out at Josie, gave her the middle finger, and shut Carnell’s door. Carnell got up and locked it. You were sitting on the bed and he laid you down.

Carnell: *smiling* Now, where were we?

He starts kissing Y/N and pulling up her shirt. She starts pulling at his. Then she thought of her dad and she almost threw up.

Y/N: STOP!
Carnell: *confused* What?
Y/N: STOP, I CAN’T DO THIS!
Carnell: *gets off of her* You ok? I knew sumthin was wrong? What’s bothering you?
Y/N: *puts her shirt on* Nothing. *she starts to cry*
Carnell: *wipes her tears away* It must be sumthin if u cryin. *holds her chin up* You can tell me anything, remember.
Y/N: *takes a deep breath* Well, umm….last night. My…uhh…my dad raped me. *starts crying hysterically* and it hurt so bad and it was so nasty doing that with him, and he punched me in my face and it hurts “down there”.
Carnell: *seriously pissed off* WHAT!?! YO OWN DAD! OH HELL NAW!!!!!!!!!! *gets up and starts punching the wall*
Y/N: *runs up to him and grabs his fists* STOP IT CARNELL! *quietly* And he told me not to tell or he’ll do it again.

He starts punching the wall again, in frustration. Y/N sits on the bed and cries, she knows she can’t overpower him. He sees the fear in her eyes and he stops. He sits down next to her.

Carnell: *pats his lap* Some sit here.
Y/N: *sits on his lap and cries into his chest, while he rubs through her hair*

She sits on his lap for awhile and he moves her to sit on the bed. He is sitting next to her now, and looking straight into her eyes.

Carnell: You have been raped by Patrick and your Dad, I have hurt you many times, I can’t imagine what you’re going though. As much as I would love to kill your dad, I need to tell you sumthin.
Y/N: What?
Carnell: You promise not to hate me or change your views on me?
Y/N: I promise…tell me, you’re scaring me.

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By the way, these r the ages:


--Y/N- 15
--Naomi (Y/N's Best friend in Atlanta)- 16
--Shayla (Y/N's Best friend from L.A/Kelly's GF)- 15
--Tricia- 16
--Serica (Shayla's Lil sista/Bryan's GF)- 11
--Bryan- 12
--Carnell- 15
--Patrick- 16
--Kelly- 17
--Dustin- 19
--Yesenia (Dustin's GF)- 18
--Jeremy (Y/N's brother)- 17
--Letta (Jeremy's GF)- 17
--Josie (school h*e/Patrick's GF)- 16

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Carnell took a deep breath and started with what he had to tell her...

Carnell: Do u remember when I told you I was out in the streets?

FLASHBACK:
Y/N: Growing up without you, it was like I was missing my other half. My better half. Without you, I felt like nothing. I was sad all the time and I had no other "real" friends.
Carnell: I'm sorry Y/N. We had just been so busy and everything, I don't know what I was thinking. I went through many phases though, at one point I was out on the streets, messin with the wrong crowd of people.
Y/N: *covers mouth in shock* OMG Carnell...
Carnell: *lifts up his shirt and reveals a long scratch mark on his side* I was stabbed there.
Y/N: *crying* Carnell...I...I... *touches his scar and starts crying harder*
Carnell: *pulls her into his arms* shhh...it's ok. *he lifts up her chin and gazes into her eyes* You know I still love you, I never stopped thinking about you.
END FLASHBACK

Y/N: Yeah?
Carnell: Well...growing up, our dad started to "sexually" mess wit us. To get away from it all, I started to hang around the wrong people. I did bad in school, skipped all of the time, fought constantly, sold drugs, and worst of all....

FLASHBACK:
Antonio: Wassup C-Nelizzle?
Carnell: Man don't call me that, that's hella gay.
Antonio: My bad man, my bad. Anywayz, you got my sh*t?
Carnell: *pulls out a bag from his coat pocket* Yeah. Here. You got my money?
Antonio: Yeah, gimme my sh*t. *snatches the bag from Carnell and runs*

Carnell catches up to him and they start fighting. Antonio starts to get balance and punches Carnell in the face over and over. Carnell slams Antonio onto the ground and starts beating the daylight out of him.

Antonio: AT LEAST MY DAD AIN'T F*CKIN ME!
Carnell got so furious he pulled out a gun and pointed it at Antonio. Antonio began to fear for life, but he still began to yell at Carnell.

Carnell: GIVE ME MY D*MN MONEY!
Antonio: HELL NAW N*GGA! U AIN'T GON DO NUTHIN, U TOO WEAK TO PULL THAT TRIGGER.

Carnell looked at him, smiled, then pulled the trigger.
Antonio: Sh*t! *screaming in pain*

Carnell ran but the police got him.
END FLASHBACK

Y/N: OMG U KILLED HIM!!! *getting up away from Carnell*
Carnell: *walking towards Y/N* No I didn't kill him. I shot him in the stomach but he recovered. I was in juvenile for 3 years...that had to be the biggest mistake of my life.
Y/N: *still in shock* I can't believe u did that! The little Carnell I used to know would never have been so violent. U STILL VIOLENT NOW!
Carnell: CUZ I'M NOT THE SAME CARNELL I USED TO BE DAMMIT!
Y/N: DON'T YELL AT ME! U MIGHT TURN AROUND AND SHOOT ME!
Carnell: *kicks the wall* DAMMIT Y/N! I KNEW U WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND, I SHOULD'NT HAVE EVEN TOLD U!
Y/N: *calming down* I'm sorry, i'm sorry.
Carnell: MAN WHATEVER! *calming down* It's cool ,I kno it's alot to take in...
Y/N: Yeah...*smiling* But I still love you.
Carnell: *smiling* I love you too.

*~*~*DoWnStAiRs WiTh EvErYoNe eLsE*~*~*

Yesenia: I wonder what they doing?
Dustin: Don't wonder, cuz I sure don't wanna kno. Little freaks.
Yesenia: Speaking of freaks...*points to Patrick and Josie who are STILL kissing like their life depended on it*
Dustin: Ya'll are the ones who need to get a room now!
Josie & Patrick: Shut up!
Dustin: *to Yesenia* So...what u wanna do baby?
Yesenia: I don't care.
Dustin: Alright *starts kissing her then she stops him*
Yesenia: Wait, wait!
Dustin: What?
Yesenia: *smiles* Let's go to ur room...
Dustin: *laughs* I like yo mind gurl.
Dustin and Yesenia go to Dustin's room.

~*~*WiTh KeLLy AnD BrYaN~*~*~
Bryan: Hey Kelly?
Kelly: Wassup lil man?
Bryan: I was just thinking, don't u still go with Shayla?
Kelly: Yeah, why?
Bryan: Cuz...what if ya'll get married? Then Serica would be my sister in law...meaning that we couldn't date anymore.
Kelly: Shut up man.
Bryan: U should break up with Shayla so I can be wit my woman.
Kelly: Whatever lil man!
Bryan: FINE *under his breath* B*tch.
Kelly: *slaps Bryan in the back of his head* Watch yo language n*gga.

*~*~*Patrick and Josie*~*~*
Josie: Hey Pat baby?
Patrick: Huh?
Josie: You wanna go to ur room? *starts pulling at his zipper*
Patrick: Yeah.

They go into his room and do "you kow what". After they finished, Josie hurries up to put her clothes on.

Patrick: What u rushing for?
Josie: I..uhh...gotta get home before my mom does. I gotta clean the house?
Patrick: Want me to come with you?
Josie: NO! I..uhh..mean no.
Patrick: Oh..uhh...ok.

Patrick puts on his clothes and walks Josie down to the front door. They kiss and then she leaves. He thinks nothing of her rushing out, he just goes and watches the movie with Bryan and Kelly. Then Kelly's cell phone rings.

Kelly: Hello?
Shayla: Hey!
Kelly: Hey Shay, wassup?
Shayla: Nutthin. Uhh...Kelly?
Kelly: Wassup?
Shayla: I uhh..I umm...I'm breaking up with you.
Kelly: What! WHY?
Shayla: Well, cuz I can't handle these long distance relationship things. Knowing I can't be wit u, in ur arms,, then I see all these fine dudes out here who I can be with. *thinking: oops, maybe I shouldn't have said that*
Kelly: So what u tryna say? I was holdin u back? *a little mad*
Shayla: NO. I was just sayin, umm...I dunno. Can't we just be friends.
Kelly: Whatever, that's fine. I'm KTP, I move on quicker than the wind.
Shayla: *a little hurt* Oh..ok well I still luv u.
Kelly: Yeah, whatever. *hangs up*
Patrick: Who was that?
Kelly: Shayla...she broke up with me cuz she can't handle a long distance relationship and she see all the "find dudes" out there. Forget that man, I ain't got time for that b.s.
Bryan: DANG! She dropped yo ass like fire. *starts singing Drop it like it's hot by Snoop Dogg then Patrick sings with him*
Kelly: Shut up ya'll f*gs!
Patrick: You kno it's killin u inside. Ay but 4real...
Kelly: What?
Patrick: *yells* CARNELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Carnell: *comes from downstairs* What?
Patrick: Shayla broke up with Kelly *starts singing* I can't even lie I kinda had some feeling
But when she start flipping me she hit the ceiling
And then she ignored me no girl has done me this way Carnell: *joins in singing his part* if I'm a playa then why do I feel this pain
Wish I never fell for her my first heartbreak
Congratulations you stole my heart away
Then Patrick and Carnell both start singing: Never had a heartbreak
No way
Not me
She's officially the first to say
No
Woah
Oh
No

Then Carnell laughs and goes back upstairs with Y/N who is walking around his room.

Carnell: Hey, what u looking at?
Y/N: Just looking at this picture of us.
Carnell: Oh. The good ol times. *laughing*
Y/N: Yeah, good times...
then there is a silence between them...
Carnell: Shayla broke up wit Kelly.
Y/N: WHAT??!!! WHY! THAT LIL HEFFA!
Carnell: * lhao*
Y/N takes out her phone and calls Shayla.

Shayla: Hey gurl!
Y/N: HEY GURL my bum! WHY U BREAK UP WIT MY BROTHER??? U CHEATIN ON HIM OR SUMTHIN? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WIT U!
Shayla: d**n GURL! WHO U TALKIN 2 LIKE THAT, CALM THE F*CK DOWN! *laughs*
Y/N: Nigga pleeze...but 4real, why?
Shayla: Cuz, I can't do long distance relationships like u can. And it's sum sexy ass new neighbors down here, sum Italian and Black guys, muy muy caliente!
Y/N: U BROKE UP WIT MY PLAY BROTHER CUZ OF SUM DUDES?!!!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG....*moves to a corner of Carnell's room and talks quietly* So how sexy are they anyways?
Carnell: WTH! I CAN HEAR U!
Shayla: *lhao* Pretty d**n sexy, if i say so myself.
Y/N: Hey, u wanna come out here next week. Cuz we both got that same break.
Shayla: Alright, cool. That should be ok wit my mom.
Y/N: Alright, call me if u can come.
Shayla: Ok, luv ya gurl.
Y/N: Luv u too, 1 *hangs up*
Carnell just mean mugs her. She laughs and jumps onto his lap.

Y/N: U kno I luv u right? lol
Carnell: Uh huh...u betta *laughing a little*
Y/N: Okay, whatever.

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Carnell: So, she comin out here?
Y/N: Yeah
Carnell: How u think Kelly gon handle that?
Y/N: I dunno.
Carnell: Alright. *walks out of the room*
They both go downstairs and see Kelly in the kitchen, eating.

Kelly P.O.V: Pat is right, it's killin me. I thought she loved me, I never to her...but I did love her. WAIT! I still love her. I guess I gotta get over her. Man, what can get any worse?

Carnell: Wassup man?
Kelly: Nuthin. What ya'll been doing? *laughing*
Carnell: Nothin that u need to kno. *lol*
Kelly: d**n freaks!
Y/N: *rolls her eyes and laughs* We ain't do nuthin, Carnell just tryna make ur imagination wonder.
Kelly: Yeah right.
Y/N: Shayla's coming here.
Kelly: *choking on his cereal* Wha..what?!
Carnell: SHAYLA COMIN!
Y/N: *laughing then stops* Yeah, I heard about ur break up. Umm...sorry. But i gotta get my gurl out to ATL.
Kelly: It's cool... *thinking: AWWWWWWW HELL!!!!!!!!*
Y/N and Carnell go into the living room with Patrick and Bryan. Patrick stares long and hard at Carnell and Y/N.
Carnell: N*gga what u lookin at???!!
Patrick: *laughing* Nuthin, I was just tryna make u mad.
Y/N: *laughing* U stupid Nell, haha.
Carnell: Aw, so i'm stupid now? Huh! *looking angry* GET OUT!
Y/N & Patrick: *confused* What!?
Carnell: U HEARD ME, GET OUT!!!
Y/N gets up and makes her way to the door with Carnell following her. He opens the door.
Carnell: GET OUT! *he pushes her out and shuts the door*
Y/N P.O.V: What the hell is his problem, why he...I'm so confused. It's cold out here, I'm not about to stand out here.

Carnell opens the door.
Carnell: Baby gurl I was just kiddin, I would never...*looks around and doesn't see Y/N* Y/N? Y/N?!!
He starts to walk towards his front yard looking for her. All of a sudden, he hears.

Y/N: HAHA! *she runs into the house and locks the door*
Carnell: *turning around* Y/N!!

~*~*Inside the house*~*~*
Kelly, Patrick, and Bryan are laughing their asses off.
Kelly: How u gon lock him out his own house?
Y/N: *looks at the door* Like that...
Patrick: *laughing hard* That's ashame.
Y/N walks back into the living room, then Bryan stops laughing.
Bryan: U kno he got a key.
Everyone except Bryan:
Y/N: d**n! *she goes back to the door and sees it wide open* OH SKITTLES!
Patrick: WHERE!
Carnell grabs Y/N and carries her to him room and starts tickling her.

Carnell: THIS WILL TEACH U TO NOT LOCK ME OUT OF MY HOUSE!
Y/N: *laughing* No, No, haha, stop, haha, it! HAHAHAHA, AHHHHHH!!!
Carnell: *lhao*

~*~*~ThE NeXt WeEk~*~*~
Shayla is coming today, you and Naomi pick her up from the airport.
Y/N: Shayla is cool people. SHe got a little sister named Serica, she go wit Bryan. Serica comin too.
Naomi: Cool.
Y/N: How are u?
Naomi: Fine.
Y/N: What's wrong?
Naomi: Nuthin.
Y/N: SUMTHIN IS WRONG! DON'T LIE!
Naomi: : I HATE PATRICK! HE GOES WITH THAT TRICK B*TCH JOSIE! GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y/N: Aww...babe. I told u that u need to get wit him.
Naomi:
Y/N: But I'm not gon start any i told u so's.

They get to the airport and Y/N spots Shayla and Serica. Y/N runs up to them and gives them a hug.

Y/N: OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!
Shayla: GURL I MISSED U!!!!!!!!!!
Y/N: lol, sayin OMG that much, I sound like u when u first met Kelly. *laughing*
Shayla: Oh. *looks down*
Y/N: My bad...*looks at Serica* What's up ma?
Serica: Nuthin much, just big pimpin spendin g's!!
Y/N: HELLLLLLLLL NAW!!!!!!!!!! OH! Ya'll this my friend Naomi.
Naomi: Wassup wit ya'll?
Shayla: Nuthin, nice to meet u gurl.
Serica: Wassup pimpin! U seem cool, ain't no chickenhead is u?!! If u are, imma bust a cap in yo a-
Shayla: SERICA DANIELLE KARTEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They get in Naomi's car and go to Y/N's house, Serica and Shayla are gonna stay wit her for a week.

Shayla: So, u kno the Breeding boys?
Naomi: Yeah.
Shayla: U like any of them?
Naomi: Uhh...Patrick
Shayla: OOOOOOO....GET WIT HIM!
Naomi: HE WIT SUM TRICK H*E GURL NAMED JOSIE!
Shayla: d**n...I was wit Kelly, but I broke it off cuz I'm stupid.
Naomi: Aww...sorry.
Y/N: UH HUH, DUMB ASS!
Shayla: Y/N *looking down* I gotta tell u sumthin.
Y/N: What?
Shayla: I'm uhh...i'm uhh...pregnant.
Y/N & Naomi: WTF??!!!
Y/N: THAT'S WHY U BROKE UP WIT MY BROTHER!!! CUZ U WUZ PREGNANT BY ANOTHER DUDE! U CHEATED ON HIM!!!!
Shayla: *crying* YES YES, I can't handle it!
Y/N: *calms down* I'm gon be mad at u, but u my girl, we gon get thru this together.
Naomi: Yeah, I'll help u too gurl.
Serica: Me too.
Bob: Me too.
Brooke Valentine: Me too.
Shayla: WHAT THE HELL? WHERE YA'LL COME FROM!??
Bob: OOPS...wrong story. Come on Brooke.
Y/N: U need to tell Kelly.
Shayla: *takes a deep breath* I...I...ok.

They all take Naomi's car to the Breeding's house. Patrick answers the door.

Patrick: Wassup sexy ladiez!!!!!
Naomi:...
Y/N: Wassup skittlez.
Shayla: Hi.
Serica: Wassup my nig!!!!!!!!!
Everyone laughs and they walk in. They see Kelly on the couch and everyone else was in their rooms.

Kelly: Hey wassup ya'll *notices Shayla * Hi Shayla.
Shayla: Hi Kelly *tearing up*

Everyone sits down. Shayla sits next to Y/N and Serica. Naomi sits next to Patrick. The room seemed uncomfortable.

Serica: Where my boo at? I sense a tension in the air.
Kelly: In his room. Upstairs, first door to the right.
Y/N: I'm going up there wit her, Imma go see Carnell.

There a long silence, because now it's just Kelly, Patrick, Naomi, Yesenia, Dustin, and Shayla.

Kelly:We need to talk Shayla.
Shayla: I was gon say the same thing...
They go to Kelly's room.

Kelly: So...
Shayla: So...umm...Kelly i need to tell u sumthin.
Kelly: Wait before u say anything....I love you gurl, more than life itself, I would give anything for you. I missed you so much but all was business.
Shayla: *tearing up* Wait Kelly...I...
Kelly cuts her off with a kiss and it gets more passionate. He lays her down on the bed. He slowly starts to pulls of her clothes and she pulls of his. Before u kno it, they had sex. *dun dun DUN* lol
They just lay there, then Kelly says:

Kelly: I love you.
Shayla: I love you too Kelly, but I shouldn't have done that wit u.
Kelly: *confused* Why?
Shayla: Because...uhh...Kelly...i'm uhh....

[carnellschica07]

RECAP:
Kelly: I love you.
Shayla: I love you too Kelly, but I shouldn't have done that wit u.
Kelly: *confused* Why?
Shayla: Because...uhh...Kelly...i'm uhh....
END RECAP

Shayla: Kelly I'm pregnant...
Kelly: *shocked* Ur what?
Shayla: I'm sorry Kelly, I'm pregnant...
Kelly: So...you were cheating on me! That's why u broke up with me, u couldn't take it!
Shayla: I'm sorry Kelly. I love-
Kelly: *frustrated* SAVE IT! Obviously u don't love me if u cheated with me on with another guy! WHAT THE HELL??? I thought u loved me, I guess f*ckin not. I don't want an apology, i just wanna know why.
Shayla: Well, umm....I don't know why. I just did it, and I hadn't seen you for a long time and I, I...
Kelly: Alright.
Shayla: I still do love you.

Kelly shakes his head and walks out of the room and slams the door, leaving Shayla alone in his room crying.

*~*~*With Patrick and Naomi*~*~*
Dustin: U hungry baby?
Yesenia: *in a baby voice* Yes...
Dustin: Alright come on, let's go out to eat.
Yesenia: Okay!

They leave and there is a long silence between Naomi and Patrick until Patrick breaks it.

Patrick: So, what's been up wit u?
Naomi: Nothing.
Patrick: Why u gotta roll ur eyes?
Naomi:
Patrick: What's ur problem!?
Naomi: Pa--- (interrupted by Patrick's cell phone)
Patrick: Hold on. *Answers the phone* Hello? ...Hey baby...nothing...why u need to know...OOOOH...ok...u got me anxious now *looks over at Naomi then leaves the room*...naw baby...yeah I got sum condoms... alright, I'll see you soon...Bye baby. *hangs up*

Little did Patrick kno, Naomi heard the conversation and assumed what it was about.

Naomi: Who was that?
Patrick: My girl.
Naomi: *soundin sad* Oh.
Patrick: Back wit what I was sayin...what's ur problem?
Naomi: I don't have a problem.
Patrick: Obviously u do!
Naomi: PATRICK ARE U F*CKING BLIND! I LIKE U! I'VE ALWAYS LIKED U! I NEVER STOPPED! I LIKE U SO MUCH...NO I LOVE U! BUT THEN U GO FOR THAT D*CK SUCKING B*TCH AND--
Patrick: *angry* AY DON'T EVER F*CKIN TALK ABOUT MY GIRL LIKE THAT!
Naomi: I CAN SAY WHATEVER SH*T I PLEASE!
Patrick: NO U CAN'T! DON'T SAY NUTHIN ABOUT HER!
Naomi: PATRICK SHUT THE HELL UP! U ONLY WIT HER CUZ SHE SUCK YO D*CK! SHE NUTHIN BUT A 2 TIMING-
Patrick: stop!
Naomi: D*ck suckin-
Patrick: Stop!
Naomi: H*E WHO DON'T GIVE A d**n ABOUT U OR WHAT U CARE ABOUT AND-
Patrick: *super angry* SHUT THE F*CK UP NAOMI!!!!!
Naomi: *shocked* WHO THE F*CK U TALKIN TO PATRICK OWEN BREEDING! U NOT F*CKIN TALKIN TO ME!!!

Patrick raises his hand to her and she looks so terrified.

Patrick: SHUT THE F*CK UP!!! *Then he punches the wall right past her*

Naomi: *silent*
Patrick: DAMMIT NAOMI! COULD U JUST SHUT THE HELL UP, STOP TALKING, OR DO U NOT UNDERSTAND ENGLISH DAMMIT!
Naomi: *she never seen him so angry*
Patrick: I love you too. But u never wanted to be my girlfriend so I figured I'd have to move on. I have a life, and I wasn't about to spend all of my free time trying to get with a girl who won't even be with me! Don't u understand?!! I can't be with u, I have a girlfriend. *puts her chin back down*
Naomi: But...but Patrick.
Patrick: I'm sorry Naomi, I'll always love you and have a place for you in my heart...but right now my heart is with my girlfriend.
Patrick walked out of the room and went into his room, leaving Naomi speechless on th couch. She felt like her heart was broken into a billion pieces and thrown into the ocean, never to be found again. Yes it hurt, but at least she knew Patrick loved her. She learned that it is better to love and have lost, than to never have loved at all...Ain't that the truth...

~*~*~*With Dustin and Yesenia*~*~*
Dustin is driving and he makes a detour.

Yesenia: Where we going?
Dustin: To take u home.
Yesenia: I thought we were getting sumthin to eat.
Dustin: We are, I want u to change into sumthin different. We're going to Caviello's.
Yesenia: OMG Dizzy, okay!

Yesenia gets dressed and she wears this:






Dustin: d**n baby, u look good.
Yesenia: *folds her arms* SO WHAT U TRYNA SAY, I'M UGLY ALL THE TIME?
Dustin: Hell nooooooo...u fine all the time.
Yesenia: *blushes* Thanks
Dustin: Come on let's go.

They finally arrive at Caviello's and they order their food. They eat and are just about ready to pay and leave, then Dustin says:

Dustin: Umm...I think I left my money in the car, could u go get it for me?
Yesenia: ME?
Dustin: Naw, the woman behind u...yeah u!
Yesenia: Ok, fine.

She get's up and goes out to the car and she couldn't find any money anywhere. She was searching for awhile, then she comes back to see that the table and the resturant changed. The lights are very dim and there are candles lit on her and Dustin's table. The music is very very low and Dustin is nowhere in sight.

Yesenia: *thinking* Where's Dustin, I kno he didn't leave me to pay for this!

Then Dustin comes out from the back with a microphone. Everyone looks his way. He sings "Lately" by Tyrese (if u never heard the song, the lyrics are at the beginning of the story) Yesenia starts to tear up.

Dustin: Yesenia, I have loved you ever since I met you. You were go kind and sweet, easy to talk to and be around. You are the perfect gurl for me...will you be my one and only perfect gurl forever?
Yesenia: Wha...what..what???
Dustin: *pulls out this ring : * Will u marry me?
Yesenia: I..I...YES!!!!!!! *she squeals and jumps into Dustin's arms*
Dustin: I love you baby.
Yesenia: I love you too!

~*~*~*~With Carnell and Y/N*~*~*~
Carnell: So...what's been up with Shayla?
Y/N: *laughing* Why don't u ask her?
Carnell: Why ask her when I can ask u, the gurl who is sitting in front of me?
Y/N: Cuz...*hears Kelly's door slam* I guess she must have told him.
Carnell: Told him what?
Y/N: Umm...ahh...Shayla's pregnant.
Carnell: WHAT?? IMMA BE AN UNCLE?
Y/N: Uhh..no! It's not his dumbass!
Carnell: Oh d**n! Well...I guess he's gonna need his space.
Y/N: I'll go check on her.

Y/N is on her way to Kelly's room when she sees Naomi on the couch crying.
Y/N: Ni Ni baby what's wrong?
Naomi: *sniffing* I...I...
Y/N: Wait, come with me. We can talk about everything at my house.

They head to Kelly's room to get Shayla. She looks so depressed and her eyes are red. Then they cross the hall to Bryan's room. They open the door and...


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[carnellcrazy]

yay! the story came back! but you arent only gonna post it on your site after a while are you? im a member of that site too but for some reason i can never find the story again once i get back on the site. but that could just be cause im stupid.

[carnellschica07]

RECAP:
Y/N is on her way to Kelly's room when she sees Naomi on the couch crying.
Y/N: Ni Ni baby what's wrong?
Naomi: *sniffing* I...I...
Y/N: Wait, come with me. We can talk about everything at my house.

They head to Kelly's room to get Shayla. She looks so depressed and her eyes are red. Then they cross the hall to Bryan's room. They open the door and...
END RECAP

They see Serica and Bryan sleeping, Serica has her head on Bryan's chest.

E/B: AWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!
Serica: *wakes up* Huh what...U GUYS??!?
Y/N: Get up gurl, we about to leave.
Serica: AWWWWWWW...ok...*gives Bryan a quick peck on the cheek*

They all walk out of the house and go to Y/N's house. Nobody says anything for awhile, until...

Y/N: So what happened with ya'll and the boys today?
*silence*
Y/N: HELLOOOOOOO?
Shayla: I told Kelly I was pregnant.
Y/N: *hugs her* Aww baby, what he say?
Shayla: He said...he said...*starts crying**tells her the whole story*
Y/N: I kno he still loves you, he's just hurting inside. Maybe he will forgive you...I can talk to him.
Shayla: *unsure* Um...ok, u can try.
Y/N: Alright...Naomi what about u?
Naomi: Me and Patrick got in a big fight and...*tells her the whole story*
Y/N: d**n! That's all I gotta say. Give him some space, then he gon be thinking about u, even when he with that trick Josie.
E/B: HELL YEAH!

About 2 hours later, the girls go home. Then Y/N hears a knock at her door. It's raining outside too.

Y/N: *to herself* Who the hell would be out here in this weather.
SHe opens the door to see a soaking wet Kelly standing there. She hurries up and pulls him in.

Y/N: OMG Kelly! Did u walk here?
Kelly: Yeah, I needed to talk to you.
Y/N: You could've called me and u wouldn't have to be in the rain.
Kelly: It's cool...so. You got time for us to talk?
Y/N: Yeah yeah!

They sit down on the couch.

Kelly: Y/N, I really thought I loved Shayla, how could she do this to me?
Y/N: I don't understand either, but she's feeling bad right now too.
Kelly: GOOD!
Y/N: COme on Kelly. I'm not gonan sit here and lie, saying she didn't kno what she was doing. But she knew it, now she has a life inside of her. The baby daddy doesn't even wanna provide for her and the baby.
Kelly: I didn't kno the dude wasn't gon support her.
Y/N: Yeah, he threatened to kill her if she didn't have an abortion.
Kelly: *angry* OH HELL NO!
Y/N: Yeah, that's how I feel....that's why I want her to move out here, in case he tries sumthin.
Kelly: *silent for a moment* I kno this isn't my baby, but she is, i mean was my gurl. Imma treat that baby like it's mine. I love her, and I kno she still loves me. I gotta call her. *pulls out his phone*

ringggggggggg....ringggggggggg...ringgggggggggggg...
Shayla: *sniffing* Hello?
Kelly: Hey Shayla.
Shayla: Kelly?
Kelly: Yeah.
Shayla: *silent*
Kelly: Stop crying baby, I wanna be here for you.
Shayla: Really?
Kelly: Yeah. Imma treat that baby like my own. The nigga who got u pregnant gon get his!
Shayla: OMG, Kelly u don't have to.
Kelly: Come on, u my gurl.
Shayla: *Blushing* I'm still ur gurl???
Kelly: *smiling* Hell yeah. I'm sorry for flippin out, I just...
Shayla: I LOVE U KELLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kelly:I love you too. *hangs up*

SORRY THAT WAS SO BORING, GONNA ADD MORE TOMORROW OR LATER, I'M NOT FEELING GOOD RIGHT NOW! GIMME LOTS OF BUMP IT UPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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