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Post by (:~Nicia~:) on Nov 15, 2005 18:38:17 GMT -5
BUMPIES!!!!!!!
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Post by carnellswifey on Nov 16, 2005 16:45:52 GMT -5
Eh Gurl!!
Wats takin so long write mo'
Its good real good
Bump It Up
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Post by kelly1baby on Nov 16, 2005 17:41:44 GMT -5
recap
~*~*~*~*~*Kelly pov~*~*~*~*~*
I got home to see y/n asleep she was pretty when she sleeps. I do love this girl but she needes to know her place. well all i came for was my other shoes . I searched and searched every where couldn't find it. then i check under the bed. not only did I find my shoes I found a shirt a boy **** and I know its not mine. THEN WHO THE HE!! IS IT
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~*~*~*~*~*y/n pov~*~*~*~*~*
I woke up and not to well i threw up in the bathroom for a while and whip my mouth. I didn't think much of it cause i didn't get a chance to eat dinner last night at all so that could be the only sense. I wonder if Kelly still here. I walked down stairs to see him on the couch watching t.v. I went in the kitchen to get breakfast started but he stopped me.
kelly:y/n
y/n:yes
kelly:whats this
he said holding up a shirt i looked at it real closely at didn't recongized it at first but when i got a better look my heart dropped It was dustin! he forgot it here and I guess kelly found it o no should i lie well yeah if i want to make it out alive.
y/n:I don't know
kelly:u don't know or u are just not telling me
y/n:no its the truth it could of been one of my mom old boyfriend who left it here
kelly:fine w/e but if I find out ur lying not only u going to get it but so is the guy who owns it2. i got to bounce i'll be back by 8:00 i want the house an dinner ready by the time i get home.
he left the house. I was sacred of what he is going to do to me or dustin if he finds out. I'm lucky he didin't hit me at all.well I better start. I started to clean the house inch by inch. Then i heard a knock on the door I went to go see who it was it was missy. not surprise she looked pale I wonder why?well i'm not going to be rude so I open the door
y/n:hey missy
missy:hey
y/n:ru u okay u look a little pale
missy:I'm okay so can i come in
y/n:sure come in the kitchen i'm cooking dinner
missy:so he got u cooken for him now
y/n:hahaha u got jokes no
missy:i'm playing so he stil treating u right
y/n:its whatever I just don't know why he is even that why?
missy:well I see he didn't tell u
y/n:tell me what
missy:well kelly wasn't always that why he was one of the sweetes romatic man I ever meet in my life. taking walks outside at night just to count the stars. ditching school just to hang out with each other. O was he the love of my life and it all change when his dad died. At of all of them kelly loved his dad the most. His dad wasn't the greatest role model but he was still a dad. His dad was a husler he hustle on the streets of Atl. Then one day the streets took him. kelly and his dad were walking in the park a guy role up in a black suv he told kelly to go. kelly did he hide behide a tree, and right then and there he saw his dad get shot. Every since then the streets were calling kelly. Kelly took it the hardest he felt no one understand so he became a hustler just like his daddy. I told him it was either the streets or me. He choose the streets and I told him i was gone but he wasn't to let me go and that was the first time he hit me that night. I remeber I cried all night.Kelly hate grews and do did the beatings to the point were I was going insane. He got sacred that I would tell so he left me, but I would get this frantic attack whenever he came near me or other people. thats when they put me in the nut house. I'll be leaving soon , but the memories won't.
missy began to cry and I felt bad I gave her a hug.
missy: I got to go but promise me that u leave him just promise
I couldn't nodded there was still a part of me that still love him.
missy:i understand
it seem she read my mind. she just left without a word. once she left I felt sick and threw up in the bathroom. once i did I looked at myslef in the mirros and I saw all the scars he gave me. I looked like a lost girl who don't know where to turn. what sacred me the most there is a chance i'm pregnant and not with kelly child. That sarced me the most. All that keeps playing in my head was ashanti song Rain on me like it was haunting me playing over and over again.
I’m lookin’ in the mirror
At this woman down and out
She’s internally dyin’
I know this was not what love’s about
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Post by kelly1baby on Nov 16, 2005 17:42:44 GMT -5
recap
missy: I got to go but promise me that u leave him just promise
I couldn't nodded there was still a part of me that still love him.
missy:i understand
it seem she read my mind. she just left without a word. once she left I felt sick and threw up in the bathroom. once i did I looked at myslef in the mirros and I saw all the scars he gave me. I looked like a lost girl who don't know where to turn. what sacred me the most there is a chance i'm pregnant and not with kelly child. That sarced me the most. All that keeps playing in my head was ashanti song Rain on me like it was haunting me playing over and over again.
I’m lookin’ in the mirror
At this woman down and out
She’s internally dyin’
I know this was not what love’s aboutrecap
end recap
~*~*~*~*~*y/n pov~*~*~*~*~*
I finished making dinner first ,then walked to walgreens. I was walking up and down the rows looking for the pregnacy test. I finally found it. I got up to the register and rang it up and left. I was nervous whats going happend if I am pregnant what am I going to tell kelly that i'm pregnant and the kid is not urs or tell him I'm pregnant and not say he is not the father. I'm nervous. I should get it started. Now what does the direction say. Okay pee on the stick then wait 30 mins. 30 mins is a long time I can't wait that long. just breath y/n ur probley not pregnant. Once i did the thing I waited 30 mins the longest 30 mins in my life. were is my mom when I need her. She never called since that whole secret. What about school summer almost over school starts in august around here.
I looked at my clock and 30 mins is up. I walked into the bathroom. I picked up the test and I gasped I was......................................PREGNANT no no this can't be I dropped the test and cried I didn't know what to do no no no. I walked out the bathroom to see if kelly home and he was he seem angry. he walked in the door slaming the door.
y/n:ru okay
he looked at me with so much hate
kelly:what kind of question is that
y/n: I-I just wanted to know
kelly: well why are u in my business, u need to be taking care of the house thats ur business and the house doesn't look clean
y/n: bu-but I tried my best
kelly:ur best thats not could enough*slap*
O no this n*gga didn't slap me I had enough
y/n: Wht is ur problem*and I hit himslap* don't f*ckin hit me like that*slap*
I saw rage in his eyes. Yeah I might have been crazy but he needs to know I'm not going to stand for this, but he took me off guard he punch. O know he didn't. I tried to hit him but he grab my arm and threw me. He started kicking. I wasn't thinking about the pain all I was thinking about was the baby. I cried but he didn't care
kelly:b*tch don't*kick* u ever*kick* hit me againg*kick* like that
then he left I got the enought strenght to get upstairs. I locked the door and I did what I only knew how I packed my things I am so gone.
~*~*~*~*~*Dustin pov~*~*~*~*~*
well today is my 18th b-day. Bryan made me a macroon card,carnell got me socks,and patrick got me a new phone since I broke mine and like every year kelly gives me nothing not surprise. Keke called to wish me a happy b-day but I told her I didn't want here it were over. Even if today was a special day I still thought about y/n. Wondering how she doing I was going back down stairs to get more cake as I did my mom stopped me.
mrs.b:dustin I got another surprise
Dustin: okay first let me get cake
I ran into the kitchen got me some cake and ran back
Dustin:yeah
mrs.b:well here
she hand him a check dustine I had never seen so many zeros in his life
mrs.b: this is for ur apt for 3 monts rent and furniture
dustin: for real thanks mom
I was about to hug her but she put her hand
mrs.B:I got another one go outside
I walked out side and I dropped my cake she brought me a new car an suv I looke at it. It was nice I hugged my mom I was so happy. The only thing that would make things better is if I had y/n.
I don’t wanna be this woman
The second time around
‘Cause I’m wakin’ up screamin’, no longer believin’
That I’m gonna be around
2bc is y/n really going to leave and whats going to happen to dustin int the furture
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Post by *~ash042692~* on Nov 16, 2005 18:01:48 GMT -5
BUMP!! BUMP!!! BUMP!!!  |
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Post by carnellswifey on Nov 16, 2005 19:00:35 GMT -5
Gurl you know yo stuff is good
Bump it up!!!!!!
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Post by (:~Nicia~:) on Nov 17, 2005 18:38:46 GMT -5
BUMPIES!!!!
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Post by kelly1baby on Nov 17, 2005 19:14:21 GMT -5
here is more
recap
ran into the kitchen got me some cake and ran back
Dustin:yeah
mrs.b:well here
she hand him a check dustine I had never seen so many zeros in his life
mrs.b: this is for ur apt for 3 months rent and furniture
dustin: for real thanks mom
I was about to hug her but she put her hand
mrs.B:I got another one go outside
I walked out side and I dropped my cake she brought me a new car an suv I looke at it. It was nice I hugged my mom I was so happy. The only thing that would make things better is if I had y/n.
I don’t wanna be this woman
The second time around
‘Cause I’m wakin’ up screamin’, no longer believin’
That I’m gonna be around
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~*~*~*~*~*y/n pov~*~*~*~*~*
I'm tired of him trying to rule my life who does he think he is. Where am I going to do where am I going to live,or should I just stay. u sat on the bed crying. I think I should just stay. Its the only answer I can think of. SO what am I going to do. I am so lost in this whole thing. I never love someone like him. I can't just leave I just can't what should I so I would call jasmine but kelly downstairs and I so don't want run into him. Today is dustin b-day sure ain't going to ruin that with my problems. The one time I really need God but he not here to walk me threw my troubles.
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~*~*~*~*~*Dustin pov~*~*~*~*~*
I decided to drive around in my new car. I needed time to think. Should I just give up on y/n or no,but again I just turn 18 an she 16. Its against the law aroun here excpet in other states but I wouldn't think she be up with that. I know she not willing to give me her heart but I am willing to give mine to her but all she ever do is rip it apart. Kelly o I can't even call him my brother this is not how u should treat a lady. by abusing her. I guess the rumor about him hitting missy is true it has to be it all make sense. you know what I'm older then him I shoouldn't be sacred of him. I'm turning back amd I am going to face him man to man
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~*~*~*~*~*kelly pov~*~*~*~*~*
I swear people this day get on my nerves. How dare she hit me. She is so lucky I didn't do worse , and eww this food is cold I don't want it. I need to take a shower and clear my thoughts cause this is a bunch of bull. I went into the bathroom I walked over to the tub to turn on the water but on my way I step on something. Damn what did I tell y/n about leaving things on the floor. I went to pick up what was on the floor and I picked up a pregnancy test I was shock it read pregnant. I-I can't believe it y/n pregnant with my kid and I been hitting her. I got to talk to her. I walked out the bathroom,and went upstairs. I went to open the door but it was locked. I was banging on it but she wouldn't open. I searched for the keys in my pocket I got them but I dropped them by an accident. I bend down and picked it up. I put the key in and unlocked the door. I walked in the room and looked around to see that she was GONE!
Rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
Baby, just rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe, tell ya just
See, I don't want to hug my pillow late at night no more
I'm tossin' and turnin' and thinkin' 'bout burnin' down these walls
I-I don't wanna fuel this fire no more, no more, no more
See, I made up my mind 'cause I've wasted my time
Ain't nothin' here to keep me warm
2bc where did y/n go and what going to happen once dustin face kelly bump this
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Post by carnellswifey on Nov 17, 2005 20:05:03 GMT -5
Bump It Up!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by (:~Nicia~:) on Nov 17, 2005 20:15:48 GMT -5
BUMPIES!!!!
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ILove Carnell
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Post by b5hunni on Nov 17, 2005 21:20:39 GMT -5
bump bump bump bump it ^^^^^^!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by *~ash042692~* on Nov 18, 2005 15:55:20 GMT -5
Bump!!!
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Post by dizzybaby on Nov 18, 2005 21:04:38 GMT -5
Bump it
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Post by *Dustin's~Boo~Tajah* on Nov 18, 2005 22:28:38 GMT -5
Bump
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Post by carnellswifey on Nov 19, 2005 2:26:32 GMT -5
Bump It Up!!!
Rain on me thats my song
I feel said for Y/N
I just feel sad for her I would
be scared to man if Kelly was beatin me
then I decide hey lets cheat then
dont kno who the babydaddy is
I hope it is Dustin though well ne wayz you need
to write mo'
BUMP IT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by *Dustin's~Boo~Tajah* on Nov 19, 2005 13:07:46 GMT -5
Bump
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Post by giggles on Nov 19, 2005 17:51:58 GMT -5
Bump this up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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Post by *Dustin's~Boo~Tajah* on Nov 20, 2005 0:47:52 GMT -5
bump plez
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Post by bryanslilmamma on Nov 20, 2005 13:42:31 GMT -5
bump
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Post by kellyzkandy4liyfe on Nov 20, 2005 13:49:22 GMT -5
DARN IT!!! i hate when people do this to me!! stop writing at the exciting part!!!!! but anyway bump it up
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Post by kelly1baby on Nov 20, 2005 15:26:59 GMT -5
here is more
recap
~*~*~*~*~*kelly pov~*~*~*~*~*
I went to open the door but it was locked. I was banging on it but she wouldn't open. I searched for the keys in my pocket I got them but I dropped them by an accident. I bend down and picked it up. I put the key in and unlocked the door. I walked in the room and looked around to see that she was GONE!
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~*~*~*~*~y/n pov~*~*~*~
As soon as I hear foot steps all the anger came back so I just started running running where I don't know. I know I can't just stay there in the house and be abused. Its to late now he probably figur out that I left and if I go back he be even madder. SO where do I go from now I'm pregnant I only I have a little money. as I was walking I ended up in the park.Its dark out where am I going to sleep I might as well sleep on the park bench. I got a pillow and a blanket that has to do ,but what an I 'm going to do if he finds me i don't even want to think about it. Tomorrow I just leave maybe I should go to jasmine house tomorrow she let me stay but right now its 2 late. I can't even sleep I just sacred what can happen,but damn f*ck kelly he don't desever me its not like he gonna care now he can f*ck any girl without worrying bout me.
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~*~*~*~*~kelly pov~*~*~*~*~
I can't believe this is true she actually left me. I never told her I love her I messed up. When i think about it by me hitting her wasn't showing her that I loved her. Now that she is gone I just figure that out it can't be true she has to be here. I started screaming her name out I checked in all rooms and the more I didn't find her in there or heard her I started to break down the first time in my life. I started to get weak tears started to stream down my face chocking on them but once I checked the whole house it just hit me that I lost the only thing that really needed me or to be real i lost the one thing that I needed but she didn't.
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~*~*~*~*~ Dustin pov~*~*~*~*~
I was driving trying to get to y/n it was time that kelly gets what he deserve. I parked behind the house so my mom wouldn't see me. I knock on the door but no answer I knock on the door one more time. I see some one hoping was y/n but instead it was kelly. As soon As I saw him his eyes were red why I didn't care the only thing that was on my mine was y/n
Dustin:were is she
kelly: who
Dustin: who else y/n I know she here
kelly looked away in shamed: I don't know
Dusitn: what do u mean u don't know
kelly:the way is sound I DON'T KNOW she left
Dustin: she left just like that see I knew it
kelly:knew what
Dustin:that she u don't know how to treat I girl and this is what happens
kelly:treat a lady maybe if u didn't spend time worrying about me girl then thing that happend between u keke wouldn't happen
Dustin:how do u know
kelly:when u called the guy in the backround was me yeah I cheated on y/n but it was a mistake if u spend time with keke she wouldn't have came on to me and this mess wouldn't happen
then next thing u know it kelly pushes him
Kelly: if u had mind ur own buisness *push*and hadn't poisn my girl mind she wouldn't have left*push* for me on my own*push*
then I saw something I never seen before kelly started to cry
kelly:if I hadn't been such and jackass she wouldn't left me and the baby
Dustin:baby
kelly: i found a test a pregnancy test today and it said pregnant. u know what dustin get out i don't want to see u get out
and with that I left to go and search y/n for myslef. I had to find her before kelly does.
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~*~*~*~*~y/n~*~*~*~*~
I finally have feel asleep. When I don't know,but it ws cut short when I felt movement. I woke up to find out I wasn't on the park bench anymore I was in a car and it was moving i froze for I didn't know where I was going
end pov
And over and over I tried
Yet over and over you lied
Gettin’ over and over my pride, yeah
I don’t know why
And over and over I tried
Yet over and over you lied
Gettin’ over and over my pride, yeah
I cried, I cried, I cried, I cried, I cried
2bc where is y/n going and I think its good for kelly a** now he knows how it feels
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Post by kelly1baby on Nov 20, 2005 15:27:32 GMT -5
recap
~*~*~*~*~y/n~*~*~*~*~
I finally have feel asleep. When I don't know,but it ws cut short when I felt movement. I woke up to find out I wasn't on the park bench anymore I was in a car and it was moving i froze for I didn't know where I was going
end pov
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~*~*~*~*~y/npov~*~*~*~*~
I was sacred I moved slowy. The first thing that came to my mind was jump out of the car but it was going pretty fast,but I have to know who it is I lifted my head and I sighed in relief it was Dustin but how did he find me and I was about to find out
y/n: so how did u find me ?
I almost gave him a heartattack
dustin: u sarced the sh*t out of me don't do that
y/n: so sorry but how did u find me
dustin: y/n i don't know how many times I can tell u I love u with all my heart that I stopped by ur house to take u with me and I wanted u to be with me but when I got there kelly told me how u left. So I went looking for u I was going to stop by the park to think and thats when I saw u sleeping I put u in the car its 2:00am in the morning I know u been a lot but just say with me. Today I'm moving into my apartment and I want u to stay with me.
y/n: dustin and I told u i can't say that I'm not saying the night I slept with u ment nothing is that after what I have been through I can't love anyone cause I don't know what it means anymore. Cause if Love is all about pain and stuggle then thats not something I looking right now in my life. I would stay with u in ur apartment cause its not like kelly cares about me
Dustin: so u think I saw kelly cry something I never seen before he does
y/n: well I need time and time to think. If its okay I don't want to invade ur home so I sleep in the car just incase kelly sees me
Dustin:fine
~*~*~*~*~ kelly pov ~*~*~*~*~
Its 2:01 in the morning and I don't know where my baby girl is. I need a smoke but I don't feel like somking. Even thought she gone I still got to hustle. I don't want to live if I don't got my girl. I don't think she understands how much I miss her. I need a razor I know I hardly ever cut but its the only thing that relieves my pain. I took the razor carefully placed the razor on my arm making sure I didn't touch a vein and sliced my arm. The pain rushed in my body the intensity it may have relieved my pain but not my sorrow. I just stayed on the floor rocking my body back and forth. Just backed and forth holding my arm. I think I'm going to go crazy I can't do this thing life without her here with me. Yeah I treated u like sh*t but I want her to know I that I love her and I always will.
~*~*~*~*~7:30am in the morning ~*~*~*~*~
y/n pov
I woke up the backseat of the car was a nice place to sleep. I looked in the back of the car and noticed bags I guess Dustin leaving now. I looked out the window and I noticed kelly leaving my heart dropped. He looked like he didn't take a shower and he is wearing the same clothes the day I left him, but I still didn't feel any compasion for him it's like all the emotion the feeling of compassion,love, was taking away from. I just looked at him drive off in his car and I just stared at it until I couldn't see it any longer. I turned around I soon as I saw dustin enter the car
dustin: u ready to go
y/n: yup
at that time I didn't no that at this very moment I couldn't turn back as soon as I said yup the res of my future was sealed more drama more heartace that would think my heart couldn't take will happen the more I was away from kelly the more his future will grow dark.
Rain on me
Lord, won’t you take this pain from me
I don’t wanna live, I don’t wanna breathe
till ya, just rain on me
Lord, won’t you take this pain from me
I don’t wanna live, I don’t wanna breathe, no
2bc bump this what will happen in the future only I know
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Life's not a garden, so stop bein' such a HOE!
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Post by librachic9215 on Nov 20, 2005 15:36:14 GMT -5
BUMP GURL!
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Post by dizzybaby on Nov 20, 2005 15:59:57 GMT -5
Bump it
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Post by (:~Nicia~:) on Nov 20, 2005 16:00:39 GMT -5
BUMPIES!!!
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