*~*~Is This What I Want?*~*~*

[carnellschica07]

YAY, I AM STARTING IT BUT I'M GONNA CONTINUE WITH LOVE YOU MORE. This story is gonna start off kinda slow tho, just because i'm still working with my other story.


--Y/n (Age:17)
--Oceana (Age:15)

??-Mahogany (Age:13)

--Anastasia aka Ana (Age:11)
--Kandise (Age:17)
--Naira aka Nai (Age:16)
--Kiara aka Ki Ki (Age:15)

?-Ellarie (Age:16)

--Bow Wow aka Shad (Age:18)
--Jonathan (Age:16)
(on the right)--Tamia (Age: 17)

--B5
Dustin: 18
Kelly: 16
Patrick: 15
Carnell: 14
Bryan: 11


BEFORE I START, I GOTTA GET A NEW PICTURE FOR A COUPLE OF THE PEOPLE, I SHOULD HAVE THE STORY UP SOON THO, THEN I'LL POST THEIR PICTURES

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INTRO:
I get so sick and tired of being bossed around. I'm not a d**n slave, this woman is so mean. Seriously, I would be in the middle of washing the dishes and she would tell me to take out the trash and do all of this other sh*t. It makes me so mad because I would tell her that I am doing something, and she would hit me. I hate her, I hope she rots (sp?) in hell! I know that's a mean thing to say about my mom, but she doesn't claim me anyways. Technically she is not my mom. I am mixed with Korean and black. Before I was born, my mom put Charlotte Fisher in her will for when she dies I live with Charlotte. Well let me tell you, Ms. Fisher is a b*tch, no wonder she has no husband. She's so strict I can't stand it. Charlotte is white and since I'm mixed with black, she is hella racist against me. I wish my mom wouldn't have passed away, I miss her so much. My dad on the other hand, he was a dead beat anyway. For real, he was never there. He was never around when I was little. He was always "trapped in the game with no way out" as I remember him telling mama when he came home late a night, or should I say hella early in the morning, like 3:00 a.m. Anyway, I think Ms. Fisher is plotting against me, wanting to kill me or something, I don't know. We are moving away to Atlanta, she thinks she can get more "work" down there. In my opinion, you can get more "work" anywhere other than Wisconsin which is where we live currently. Did I mention I have a sister? Yep, my little sister Oceana who is 15. She is treated better than me by Ms. Fisher, just because she is mixed with white and Korean. Now ain't that some bullsh*t? But Oceana, I love her to death. She helps me out anyway she can when Ms. Fisher isn't looking. That's why I can't wait to move out of this hell hole when I'm 18 or something, and I'm taking Oceana with me...

Today is the day we are moving....


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By the way, This is Ellarie:


This is Mahogany:


This is Charlotte/Ms. F/The Evil Biotch (she may be pretty but she still a biotch:

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Chapter 1[/color]:

Charlotte/Ms. F: Y/N, get your scrawny ass down here!
Y/N: :runs down the stairs: Yes ma’am?

When Y/N gets down the stairs, Charlotte walks over to Y/N. She takes a long puff of her cigarette and blows the smoke in her face. Y/N starts to cough.

Charlotte: Oh no, don’t cough trick.
Y/N: But…but I need my inhaler. You know I’m allergic to smoke like that, it makes it hard for me to breathe.
Charlotte: Bullsh*t! There’s no such thing as being allergic to smoke! Now, go take those boxes over there :points: and load those in the van!
Y/N: Yes ma’am.

Y/N takes the big heavy boxes and loads them on the van. Oceana comes downstairs.

Oceana: Hey Y/N!
Y/N: Hey babe.
Oceana: Here, let me help you with that.
Y/N: Than-
Charlotte: Oh no no no no, there will be none of that. Oceana, I don’t want you to hurt your pretty little self. Let that smut over there do it. Continue on Y/N.
Y/N: :rolls her eyes and walks out:
Oceana: You know, you don’t have to be so mean. She’s just as much as your “daughter” as I am.
Charlotte: But that b*tch is black, and she has a cop cold attitude. :spits:
Oceana: Well she’s my sister! I love her and I want to help her! And if you have a problem with that, then stop me.

Oceana gives her an evil glare and she walks into the living room and starts taking boxes to the van. Charlotte doesn’t even bother to follow her, she just stands there and continues to smoke.

Charlotte: Dammit, out of cigs. :yells: Hey Y/N, GET YOUR ASS IN HERE!
Y/N: What?
Charlotte: WHAT?!?!
Y/N: I mean, yes ma’am?
Charlotte: Go to the corner store and get me a pack of cigs. I want the Kool brand and-
Y/N: I can’t get it I’m too young.

Charlotte looks at her with disgust. Then she nearly smacks the taste out of Y/N’s mouth. Y/N just held her cheek, she didn’t want to do anything or she would risk being away from Oceana, or worse…her life.

Charlotte: What did you interrupt me for you smut! Anyways, go get me a pack of cigs and a beer. Make sure Joey is there to ring you up, he’s got it covered. He knows me like that, let’s just say he “owes” me.

Ew…too much information.

Y/N: Yes ma’am.

Charlotte gives me a 10 dollar bill.

Charlotte: You better get me what I want, or else.
Y/N: Okay.

I walked out of the house and right past Oceana. Oceana knew I was mad about something, so she decided not to get in my way. She went ahead with loading boxes. Y/N got to the corner store and got the stuff. But as she left out, Joey stopped her.

Joey: Ay, I know you all are moving. Give this to Char. (Charlotte)

He hands me what looks to be a used condom and inside was a phone number. I wanted to throw up right then in there. I didn’t want to hold that nasty thing, so I decided to throw it in the bag with the beer and the cigarettes. She got back to the house and Oceana had finished packing the van. The house was empty because the furniture was already sent to the new house in Atlanta.

Charlotte: :snatches the bag: What took you so long?
Y/N: Joey put something in there.
Charlotte: :pulls out the condom: Psh, I’m not calling him! Go get in the van, Oceana is already in there.
Y/N: Hold up.

I run upstairs and goes to get my raggedy purse. I run back out to the van and sits in the back. Oceana and Charlotte sit in the front. On the ride to Atlanta, yes we are driving, Charlotte puts on some country music. It drives me and Oceana crazy.

Oceana: Charlotte, do you think I can put in my cd?
Charlotte: Sure baby, anything for you.

Oceana pulls out this CD I never seen her have before. It was B5, oh my gosh how I love them! I guess Charlotte must have bought it for Oceana. Charlotte never buys me anything, I always get the ripped sh*t. Oceana’s clothes aren’t the greatest either, but they are far better than mines.

Oceana: :singing: I can’t wait to get to school each day, and wait for you to pass my way…
Y/N: And bells start to ring, an angel starts to sing.
Charlotte: Shut up Y/N, I didn’t tell you that you can sing. Your singing is horrible, you sound like a crackhead.
Y/N: :mumbles: I don’t sound as bad as you.
Charlotte: What was that?
Y/N: I said I don’t sound nearly as good as you.
Charlotte: That’s what I thought.

I couldn’t take being in a van with Charlotte for so many hours, so she decided to go to sleep. Oceana went to sleep about 3 hours later. After many more hours, we finally got to Atlanta. I was excited to get here, I heard about so many celebrities living here! Especially black people! Shoot, how many black people live in Wisconsin...EXACTLY!

Charlotte: Get up girls, we are here!

We looked out of the window. The house was kind of decent, but my guess...it was maybe a 2 bedroom house. That means that I would have to sleep in the basement and Oceana gets her own room. D*mn I really hate that biotch Charlotte. We all take the stuff from the van and load it into the house. The house looked liked crap, but I guess that's all Ms. F could afford, whatever. The furniture van pulled up. We finished unpacking hours later. I was right too, I had to sleep in the basement. I gasped when I saw Oceana's room, it was so pretty. And I had to sleep in that dingy old dusty basement, those are the perfect words to describe Charlotte "the hooker" Fisher. Yeah, she's a hooker...that's how she gets her money. Why do you think we moved here, she wanted better "work". Most of the people in Wisconsin want nothing to do with Charlotte, sh*t, I wouldn't either, she hella dusty.

Anyway, I retreated to my "dungeon" as I call it. I put up my B5 and Bow Wow posters. I was in love with Dustin, he makes my heart beat triple time and I never even met him. When I finished, Charlotte came downstairs.

Charlotte: Hey nice posters, those boys are fine.
Y/N: Yeah, one day I'm gonna marry him. :points to Dustin:
Charlotte: HAHA, you marry that fine ass boy. Yeah right, in another lifetime. Look at you, you are ugly! Your clothes are ugly, your appearance is ugly, so is your d*mn personality. You will never meet him, so I advise you to not get your dreams up.

What she said, that sh*t broke my heart into a million pieces. Look at me, my clothes and in rags and I am ugly. I hate her, she always points out my flaws. I tried to fight back my tears.

Y/N: Do I get a bed?
Charlotte: F*ck no! Here! :throws her a raggedy blanket with holes: You can have this. You sleep on the floor. You better be glad I even give you covers!

With that said, Charlotte walks up the stairs. I wanted so bad to knock her the f*ck out, but I had to resist. I had to resist at least until I move out and take Oceana with me. If I never get out of this hell hole, I'll spit on her grave when she dies. I know that sounds so harsh, but you don't have it like me. Try living with her for 14 f*cking years! Yes, 14 years. My mom died when Oceana was 1. You wondering what happened to Oceana's dad? Well he was a one night stand. He hit it and quit it if you know what I mean...d**n I'm hungry!

I make my way upstairs and see Oceana in the kitchen eating a sandwich. I was about to make me one too, until Charlotte comes in.

Charlotte: What are you doing?
Y/N: About to make me a sandwich.
Charlotte: :snatches the stuff from Y/N's hands: Nope, that won't work. Oceana never eats her edges on her sandwich, you can have that.
Y/N: But I'm-
Charlotte: :slaps her: DO AS I SAY TRICK!

As soon as Charlotte walks out of the kitchen Oceana jumps over to me and holds my face.

Oceana: Oh my gosh, I can't believe she just slapped you! That's b*tch!
Y/N: Why are you calling her a b*tch, she's nice to you.
Oceana: So, but you're my sister and I love you so much.
Y/N: I hate her, she treats me like Cinderella!

Oceana pulls out a wet rag and lightly holds it against my face. I don't know what I would do without my little sister.

Oceana: Tu es bonita! (You are pretty)
Y/N: Gracias. (Thank you)
Oceana: De nada. (You're welcome)

Oceana gets up and reaches for her sandwich. She gives me the rest of it and makes her another sandwich. We eat our sandwiches. Oceana invites me to sleep in her room with her. As we make our way to the room, Charlotte stops us, again.

Charlotte: Where are you going? Your room is that way Y/N. :points to the basement:
Oceana: But I want her to sleep in my room tonight, tomorrow is the first day of school.
Charlotte: NO! She sleeps in the basement, just like dogs do! :points downstairs: GO!

A DOG!?!?! HOLD THE F*CK UP! I know this b*tch did not just call me a dog! I hurried and went to the basement before I went off on her. Within 1 hour of complaining to myself, I went to sleep. I was so cold down there, I thought I was gonna get pneumonia by time I woke up, shocker that I didn't.

I went upstairs and took a shower. I could still see a big red imprint on my face from where she slapped me. That sh*t still stings! When I was finished, I put on my ugly clothes and went to the kitchen where Oceana was eating cereal.

Oceana: :pats a chair: Here, sit down here.
Y/N: :smiles: Okay.
Oceana: :passes the Fruit Loops to me: So, how was your sleep?
Y/N: :gives her a cold stare:
Oceana: Whoops, sorry.

There's a long silence until Ms. B*tch comes and breaks it. She just tells us to leave for the bus. Then a man calls out from her bedroom "Come on baby!"

Y/N: Wow, her first customer in Atlanta.
Oceana: Haha, yep. Time to go.

We head out to where the bus is supposed to pick us up. It pulls up about 5 minutes later. I sit in the seat across from Oceana. The bus ride was fine until come girl started talking sh*t about me.

F/V: Haha, look at that girls clothes! My grandma can sew better than that!
Friends: Haha, d*mn that's f*cked up!
Y/N: Why the hell are you talking about me? I didn't even start sh*t with you. Now I wouldn't mind if you closed your f*cking mouth and didn't say sh*t the whole ride, thank you.
M/V: Ooh she told you!
F/V: Shut up Jonathan! Why are you even on the bus?
Jonathan: My car is in the shop.
F/V: Anywayz, :looks at me: I can say anything I want about you!
Y/N: I don't have time for this sh*t! Now be daddy's angel and sit down, you preppy b*tch.
Jonathan: HAHAHAHA
F/V: At least I got a daddy. From your looks, I'm guessing you're poor trailer trash.
Y/N: F*CK YOU!

I was about to whoop her ass on the spot, but Oceana gave me that "stop it" look. We got to school


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Chapter 2:

We pulled up to the school and got off of the bus. I didn't want to be near that girl that was messing with me, but it beats being with Charlotte the nasty skeezer all day. Oceana grabbed my hand, smiled, and we walking into the school. I think she was more nervous than I was. We walked around the school for a little bit and then the bell rang

Oceana: Have a good day big sis!
Y/N: You too.

With that said, we went our seperate ways. I had to walk all the way around the school just to get to my class. Hmm...room 124? That's...right here!


When I walked in, I saw someone I didn't want to see, the girl that was making fun of me. She rolled her eyes when I came in. She was sitting in the back of the classroom with some other people. Let me tell you, 2 of them back there were FINE!

Mrs. Grant: Ah, Y/N Williams?
Y/N: Yes.
Mrs. Grant: Your seat is back there. :points to the chair in front of that girl:
Y/N: Are you serious?
Mrs. Grant: Yes, go sit there now.

I slowly made my journey back there. Dammit, why did I have to sit right in front of her? I was going to be quiet until she started sh*t with me, again.

F/V: Well look who it is, Miss Trailer Trash!
Friends except 1: Haha.
Y/N:...
F/V: What, are you afraid to talk? You think mommy's gonna beat you and light your ass on fire?

I wanted to cave her face in so bad with my fist, but it was only the first day. Wait Y/N, that's what I had to keep telling myself.

F/V: Come on trailer trash, what's up?
M/V: Come on leave her alone Tamia.
Tamia: It's not my fault her clothes smell like the sewer.

That was it, I couldn't take it any longer. She was getting on my nerves, I just had to do it.

Y/N: :Raising hand: Mrs. Grant can I go to the bathroom?
Mrs. Grant: Umm, sure.

Y/N got up and went out into the hallway. She went into the bathroom and started massaging her temples to calm her down. It was working until...

Tamia: Hey Trailer Trash! You can't run away from me.
Y/N: Get the f*ck away from me, DAMN STALKER!
Tamia: You should call people that actually have mother's names. I mean I have a mom and dad that-

At that point I grabbed her head and slammed it into the mirror. She fell down and I walked out of the bathroom like nothing happened and with a smile on my face. I got back to class and sat down. About 5 minutes later, the principal came down to the door or the classroom.

Principal: Mrs. Grant, may I please see Y/N Williams?
Y/N: Why?
Tamia: :shows herself at the door and is crying: Look what you did to me!
Boys: DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y/N: Psh, I didn't do that.
Principal: Y/N, come here now!
Y/N: :gets up: Fine!

We start to walk to the office and I was smiling the whole way there. We got into the principal's office and we all sat down. The principal was looking pissed while the nurse was cleaning the cuts on Tamia's head and wrapping it with bandages.

Y/N: Keep wrapping and she'll look like the mummy.
Tamia: :crying: SEE, SHE IS SO MEAN!
Y/N: ME?!? I'M MEAN!?
Tamia: Yes, I didn't even do anything to you.
Y/N: Are you f*cking serious?
Principal: Y/N, watch your language! Tell me what happened.
Tamia: Well I was on my way to the bathroom and Y/N called me out and she slammed my head against the mirror. She called me all these bad names and :crying: and it hurt me so much.
Y/N: Oh my gosh, are you serious!? I swear to God he will strike me down and I will die a slow death, that did not happen!
Principal: Oh, then what is your story?
Y/N: Well, it all started on the bus. :tells him the whole story:
Principal: Hmm...ok. Well, I am going to suspend you Y/N.
Y/N: WHAT!
Tamia: :evil smile:
Y/N: Why!
Principal: You injured a fellow student, she could have been critically hurt. Now go get your bookbag and I will call your mother.
Y/N: MY MOM IS DEAD!

I was so pissed off I didn't know what to do. Charlotte was going to kick my ass when I get home. Damn, and Oceana can't save me this time. I walked into the classroom and started to reach towards my bookbag until one of the guys in the back of the classroom stopped me. He noticed that I had been crying.

M/V: Hey, are you ok?
Y/N: Why do you care!
M/V: Hey hey, I was just asking.
Y/N: Well if you want to know, I don't think you would want to listen and care. Now if you excuse me, I have to go get suspended for some sh*t that I didn't even start.

I walked out of the room and didn't even bother to turn around. When I got more down the hallway, the boy ran up to me.

M/V: Wait, wait!
Y/N: D*MN! What do you want? Is everyone out to get me? Are you all trying to make my life hell! I already live in hell!
M/V: I'm not trying to make life bad for you. I have time for you to tell me your life story. :hands me a paper:
Y/N: Your name is Dustin?
Dustin: Yeah. Call me tonight, if you can.
Y/N: :balls up paper and puts it in pocket: Whatever.

I just kept walking to go to the office. I wonder, was that guy Dustin just trying to be nice to me? I don't think so. He look to good to want to associate with me. I can't set myself up for another let down. I finally got to the office. Charlotte was already there.

Charlotte: :evil smile: Hello Y/N.
Y/N: Char. :looks at principal: How long am I suspended for?
Principal: Since this is your first offense, 2 days.
Y/N: TWO DAYS!? Fine.

I made me slow journey to Charlotte's van. She just smiled the whole way home, it was scaring the sh*t out of me to be honest. We pulled up to the house and as soon as we got in, her smile went away and she locked the door.

Charlotte: WHAT THE F*CK IS UP WITH YOU! WHY DID YOU BEAT THAT POOR GIRL LIKE THAT!?
Y/N: :looks away: I don't know.
Charlotte: SHUT UP B*TCH! CLOSE YOUR EYES!

I did as I was told. When she told me to open my eyes, she had a gun in her hand and beside her were 3 men. I didn't know what was going on, but I was scared for my life.

Charlotte grabbed my hand and took me to the basement with the men following behind her.

Charlotte: If she screams or make a sound, blow her damn head off.
Men: Ok.

Then is suddenly occured to me, they were going to rape me! I didn't know what to do, I surely didn't want to die.

Man 1: So baby, have you ever had sex before?
Y/N:...
Man 2: :slaps her in the face with the gun: ANSWER HIM DAMMIT!
Y/N: :crying: No.
Man 1: That's cool. When I'm finished, they're just gonna get their turns, ok?
Man 3: Quit talking to her man, I'm ready to tear this sh*t up!
Man 2: Let's get it!

They put tape on her mouth so she couldn't make a sound, its not like she wouldn't anyway. Or else she would die. When the first man started, it hurt so bad, she felt so degrading. Charlotte was getting paid for this too, big money. Then the second guy went and did his thing and the third guy went. (not gonna get specific) By the time they were finished, Y/N had been passed out from the pain.

Man 2: Damn girl, wake up! :hits her with the gun in the face:
Man 1: That was good, real good.
Man: Yeah, Charlotte is gonna have to hook us up with that again.

They all give each other dap and start walking up the stairs. Then one of the men turn around and say...

Man 3: Tell anyone about this, and we blow your f*cking brains out.

When they got up the stairs, I cried silently to myself. I couldn't take this torture, it was so horribly. I felt so dirty. I still had the tape on my mouth when I fell asleep. Charlotte had left for "work" so she would be gone for some hours, usually the whole night. Oceana came home, but I was too sore to even go up there. I looked down and my body was bruised and I had dried blood on me. I needed a bath, but I couldn't catch myself and I fell back down on the concrete as I tried to get up. Oceana came downstairs, she noticed I had tape on my mouth.

Oceana: OMG Y/N, WHAT HAPPENED? :takes tape off of her mouth:
Y/N: Nothing baby.
Oceana: :crying: What did she do to you! I heard you got suspended, what did she do!?
Y/N: :crying but yelling: NOTHING OCEANA, DAMMIT! LEAVE ME ALONE!

I shocked my sister, that was the first time I ever yelled at her. She gave me one last sympathetic look and went back upstairs. About an hour later, I finally gathered up strength to get upstairs and take a bath. When I did, I felt much cleaner. Then, something dropped out of my pocket. I looked at it for awhile and I grabbed the phone and went downstairs. I sat in a corner, deciding whether or not I should call the number....What harm could one call do? I dialed Dustin's number.


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Chapter 3:



To be perfectly honest, this was the first guy I've ever talked to on the phone. I was so scared. Maybe he just gave me his phone number because he felt bad for me. Maybe I should hang up?

M/V: Hello?
Y/N:...
M/V: Um...Helloooooo?
Y/N: H-h-hi.
M/V: Yeah, who's this?
Y/N: Y/N. Is Dustin there?
Dustin: Yeah, this is me. Wassup Y/N?
Y/N: Nothing...Listen, I'm gonna be straight forward with you. Did you just give me your number because you felt bad for me?
Dustin: :laughing a little: NO! That would be hella rude, why would I do that?
Y/N: Because not alot of guys want to talk to me.
Dustin: Like who? They must be out of their minds, you are fine!
Y/N :laughing hard: HAHA, yeah right! Who are you talking to? I know you're not talking to me!
Dustin: What are you laughing for? I am definitely talking to you.
Y/N: :stopped laughing: Uh huh.

They start talking and laughing for hours. Then she asks what he wants to be when he gets older.

Dustin: :laughing: Umm...have you ever heard of B5?
Y/N: OMG yeah I love them! I've never seen them besides my posters.
Dustin: :still laughing:
Y/N: What's so funny?
Dustin: :starts singing his part in U Got Me:

Y/N starts singing the part with him and then he stops and laughs while she goes on to sing the chorus.

Y/N: Hey you sound just like the guy who sings that!
Dustin: :laughing: I am the guy who sings that.
Y/N: :Thinks back on what Dustin looks like and her eyes nearly pop out of her head: WOAH WHAT!?
Dustin: Yeah, I'm Dustin from B5, lol!
Y/N: OMG OMG OMG!
Dustin: Breath, just breath, lol.

About 3 hours later, she hears somebody opening the basement door. Y/N tries to listen for a voice...it's Charlotte. She hurries to hang up and puts the phone under her raggedy blanket.

Charlotte: Who were you talking to?
Y/N: Nobody.
Charlotte: :looks her up and down: Alright.

I let out a deep sigh as Charlotte walked up the stairs. As soon as she reached the top of the stairs, the phone rang. DAMMIT, I'M CAUGHT!

Charlotte: :going back downstairs: WTF? Why is the phone down here? Give me it.
Y/N: :hesitant: Uh, ok.

I started walking really slowly to the phone, hoping whoever it was would hang up. Charlotte saw that I was walking slow so she pushed me to the floor and I busted my lip. She answered the phone.

Charlotte: Hello...Who is this...Y/N!...WTF!...BOY DON'T YOU EVER CALL THIS HOUSE ASKING FOR Y/N AGAIN! :hangs up:
Charlotte: WHO THE F*CK IS DUSTIN?!
Y/N: I don't know...
Charlotte: Yes you do!
Y/N: No I don't!
Charlotte: :slaps her: Don't raise your voice at me!
Y/N: I CAN IF I WANT! :punches her in the face:

Charlotte stand there shocked for a minute. Then she snaps back to reality and gives me a hard blow to the jaw. I could've swore my neck cracked and my jaw snapped. It hurt like hell. But I fought back. I kept punching her and kicking her, then she finally regained control because she was heavier and stronger. She pinned me to the ground and punched me all over. Then she kicked me like 5 times in my ribs, now I know that sh*t cracked. She got up and smiled. I had a bloody lip, I was bruised up, black eye, and I know I was bleeding in other places.

Charlotte: Now get the f*ck out of my house!
Y/N: NO!
Charlotte: :kicks her in the rib again: OUT!
Y/N: :shouting from the pain: SH*T! FINE!

Y/N struggles to get up from the cold concrete basement floor. She didn't have anything or anyone, where could she go. She hurried up the basement stairs with Charlotte following close behind her. Y/N looked at her then pushed her down the stairs, making Charlotte land on her back. Then Y/N walked out of the house.

Y/N: :thinking to herself: It's kind of creepy out here, really dark. I have nowhere to go, dammit. I wonder if there is a park around here.

She starts to walk down the street to try and find a park. In almost every neighborhood there is a park. She keeps walking and it feels like she had been walking for eternity. Her clothes were messed up, she was weak from getting beat up, she was lost, AND she hadn't had any food in so many hours. She passes out in the middle of the street and wakes up a couple of hours later in a room she has never been in...It's the hospital. She looks over and sees Dustin sleeping in a chair. She can only speak in a whisper when she wakes up. She's too weak to move or yell, so she picks up some change on the table by the hospital bed and throws a nickel at him. He wakes up.

Dustin: Huh, what?
Y/N: :trying not to laugh because it hurts: Where am I?
Dustin: Y/N :hugging her: Thank God you're okay!
Y/N: :gasping: Ah! Dustin let go, my ribs!
Dustin: :let's go: Oh sh*t, I'm sorry.
Y/N: It's ok...why am I in here? I can't afford this.
Dustin: :caresses her cheek: It's cool, I already got it covered.
Y/N: :unsure: Hmm...ok then.

Y/N starts to shift in her bed a little.

Dustin: Am I making you uncomfortable or something?
Y/N: No, it's just that I'm...ahh!
Dustin: SH*T!

Y/N's side started to bleed. Dustin ran to go get the doctor. Y/N woke back up, this time she was in another room she never seen before. Nobody was in there, but she was in a comfortable bed. The room was absolutely GORGEOUS.

Y/N: Damn, where the hell am I now? Shaq's mansion?!
M/V: :coming through the door: More like our house.
Y/N: Wait, wait. Let me guess...you are...Patrick?
M/V: PSH! HELL NAW I'M NOT PATRICK! That little wimp, I'm Kelly.
Y/N: Oh...:starts rapping: I'm clean from my feet up, check my jeans and my sneakers fleeing from the scene like a cheetah. Then I come right back with love on a mattress to back you up it's not a act so don't try to act like you don't wanna act right looking 4 me in the daytime with a flashlight. I'm not a half pint more like a liter I'll leave her with no draws on the floors with a fever! More-
Kelly: AY AY! Where did you learn the unedited version?
Y/N: Hehe, a website. I like that version better.
Kelly: Yeah I do to, but Diddy said we have to be kid appropriate. BULLSH*T!
Y/N: :laughing then stops: Ouch!
Kelly: Oh my bad, I didn't mean to make you laugh.
Y/N: It's ok, I haven't really laughed in a long time.
Kelly: Why?
Y/N: Nothing really to laugh at.
Kelly: Oh. I'll be back.

Kelly walked out of the room. Oceana would kill to be here. I said and looked out of the window. They had a beautiful garden that was lit, I wish I could walk down there. My thoughts were interrupted. It was Dustin.

Dustin: Hey.
Y/N: Hey.
Dustin: So how long have you been up?
Y/N: I dunno. I started talking to Ashley.
Dustin: Ashley?
Y/N: Yeah, light skinned guy...braids?
Dustin: :laughing hard: KELLY?!
Y/N: YEAH, That's it! Kelly, Ashley, same difference.
Dustin: :still laughing: So, you like the garden out there?
Y/N: Yup, it's so beautiful.
Dustin: Just like you.
Y/N: :blushing really hard:
Dustin: :laughing: Aww, I made you blush.
Y/N: Whatever! :laughing:
Dustin: So...back on to other things. :silence: What happened to you?
Y/N: :says quickly: Nothing.
Dustin: :voice is serious: Y/N, tell me what happened to you.
Y/N: :looking away trying not to cry: Nothing happened, I fell.

WOW! What a great lie Y/N!

Dustin: You didn't fall! What happened Y/N, I want to know.
Y/N: :sigh and looks into his eyes: Well, um. It's a long story.
Dustin: I have time. :sits on the side of the bed and looks her in her eyes:
Y/N: Well, my I am black and Korean. My daddy was a dead beat and my mama died years ago. I have a sister who is white and Korean, different daddy's. In the will for our mom, when she died we have to live with her old friend Charlotte Fisher who is the devil! Well anyway, she always beats me. She is hella racist because I'm black.
Dustin: Does she beat your sister?
Y/N: No, she loves her. She even has B5's CD. :laughs a little: Anyway, she always hits me, starves me, makes me her slave, her little Cinderella. I have to sleep in this cold ass basement with a ripped up blanket. Well, when I got suspended, she, she :starting to cry:
Dustin: :rubbing her back: Y/N what happened, what did she do?
Y/N: She had these 3 guys rape me...AT THE SAME TIME. :crying harder: Then today, we got into a big fight, it was the first time I ever hit her back. She pretty much caught me talking to you when you called back.
Dustin: OMG I am so sorry, I didn't mean-
Y/N: It's cool, I've been wanting to hit the b*tch back for so long! Well we started fighting and she overpowered me and started punching and kicking me. Then she told me to get the f*ck out of the house. So I pushed her ALL the way down the basement stairs and left the house. That's when you found me in the streets. I was trying to find the park.
Dustin: You could have come over here.
Y/N: First, I don't know where you live. Second, if I did know where you lived, I would'nt impose on you with my problems.
Dustin: You are welcome anytime though, I care for you.
Y/N: Wow, that's the first time anyone besides my sister ever said that. Sometimes I can't believe when people say it today, I am just setting myself up for another let down. :looks back out the window:
Dustin: :pulls her chin gently towards him: I mean that, and I will never let you down.

He looks into her eyes and kisses her. They kiss for about a minute until she pulls away.

Dustin: What I do?
Y/N: Do you actually care for me?
Dustin: Yeah. I mean the things that I say to you girl, don't ever doubt that.
Y/N: Oh.

They start to kiss again but Y/N pulls back...again.

Dustin: What did I do wrong now?
Y/N: :blushing: I'm kinda hungry.
Dustin: :laughing: Okay, I'll fix you something. I'll be back.
Y/N: Okay.

Dustin walks out of the room and about 10 minutes later 3 other people come in. It's a woman and 2 boys.

F/V: Hey, how you doing sweetie?
Y/N: Fine. But if you don't mind me asking, who are you?
F/V: I'm their mom, but you can call me Adrian.
M/V: I'm Bryan.
M/V: I'm Carnell.
Y/N: OH! The youngest one's of B5, you all are cute.
Carnell: I'm not cute, I'm sexy.
Bryan: Yeah right, you're not sexy. You even fart in your sleep.
Carnell: NO I DON'T! I do it when I'm concious! (FYI- Carnell said that in an interview if some of you don't get it, lol)
Adrian: That's enough boys. Anyways, :looks at Y/N: my son must really like you.
Carnell: Yeah, he doesn't cook for his girlfriends or girls.
Bryan: He only cooks for mama.
Y/N: :blushing: I'm not his girlfriend.
Carnell: But you will be. :laughs and walks out the room with Bryan:
Adrian: Oh baby, don't mind them...So...Dustin told me what happened.
Y/N: :looks down: Oh.
Adrian: It's ok baby, I won't tell anyone and Dustin won't either.
Y/N: Thanks, I really appreciate it.
Adrian: So, where is your sister?
Y/N: She's still with Charlotte.
Adrian: Oh.
Y/N: Yeah. I can't wait until I get a job. I'm going to save up and when I turn 18 I'm moving out and talking Oceana with me.
Adrian: That's great honey, good that you have your plans mapped out.
Y/N: Yep, and I can't wait until that day.

Dustin comes in with some soup and some other food. Adrian and Y/N look at each other and smile.

Adrian: I guess I'll leave you guys alone. :walks out of the room:
Y/N: Mmm...looks good.
Dustin: Better be! :laughs:
Y/N: :laughs: Yeah, because I heard you don't cook for girls beside your mom.
Dustin: Yeah.

Y/N starts to eat and they just sit there and talk. Time flies by and it is already 3 in the morning. They have school in a couple of hours.

Dustin: You need to be going to sleep.
Y/N: Yeah...I hate school. :getting up:
Dustin: Woah woah, where are you going?
Y/N: Um, home?
Dustin: Why?
Y/N: So I can go to sleep.
Dustin: Just stay here, stay the night.
Y/N: I couldn't impose.
Dustin: Come on, it's already 3 in the morning.
Y/N: :thinks: Okay, fine.
Dustin: Alright, well I'll be on the couch.
Y/N: You're sleeping on the couch, why?
Dustin: :laughing: Uh, because you're sleeping in my bed.
Y/N: Oh, I'm sorry! Here you can-
Dustin: :cuts her off with a kiss: Good night.
Y/N: :dazed by this kiss: Night night good good. lol

Dustin just laughs and walks out of the room. The next moring, aka 3 hours later, Dustin goes up to his room to see Y/N gone.


WHERE DID SHE GO?


























Sorry this part was boring but I promist it gets more interesting. Sooo..bump it up!!!!!!!

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Here's more-------------------

By the way, this is B5's house:





Chapter 4:

Dustin: : calling out : Y/N? Y/N?
Adrian: Why in the world are you yelling like that in my house?
Dustin: Sorry mama. Do you know where Y/N went?
Adrian: Umm...no. Sorry baby.

About a minute later Y/N walks out of the bathroom. She walks back into Dustin's room and doesn't notice him standing by the door.

Dustin: Hello?
Y/N: OMG DUSTIN! You scared me!
Dustin: : laughing : Sorry. Where did you go?
Y/N: To the bathroom. Dang, can't I go to the bathroom?
Dustin: LOL, yeah you can go to the bathroom. But why didn't you just use mines?
Y/N: : looks over : I thought it was a closet so I didn't want to be bold and go looking over there. I walked out of the room and saw Kelly. He took me to his bathroom I guess.
Dustin: Oh, my bad.
Y/N: Yeah...So I think I better be leaving now.
Dustin: Why, school doesn't start for another hour and a half?
Y/N: I'm going "home", duh!
Dustin: No, I can't let you go home yet.
Y/N: : crosses arms : And why not?
Dustin: Look what that woman did to you! Why are you so persistant on going home?
Y/N: Because my little sister is there with that b*tch, they don't know where I am, and I promised my sister I would always be there for her.
Dustin: She knows that you care for her. But in your condition, you need to wait a little while before you go home. If another fight were to break out between you and Charlotte, it would be a bigger disadvantage for you because of your condition.
Y/N: : thinks for a minute : Well, I guess you're right. Can I ask you a question?
Dustin: Sure.
Y/N: Could I possibly stay here just for today?
Dustin: Yeah, that's fine. You don't need to go to school anyway, you are in bad condition.
Y/N: Besides that, I'm suspended.
Dustin: Oh yeah, I forgot about that.

There's a long silence between them. Dustin keeps looking at Y/N. When he does, she looks down and starts fiddling with her fingers to keep her distracted. Then she finally looks up.

Y/N: Why don't you have a girlfriend?
Dustin: : laughing : D*mn, you kinda caught me off guard with that question.
Y/N: Oh, sorry.
Dustin: It's cool. Well, I don't have a girlfriend because most of these girls just care about my money and fame, they are gold diggers.
Y/N: : singing : Now I ain't saying she a gold digga, but she ain't messing with no broke n*gga.
Dustin: : laughing : Exactly. Some girls just act like money is everything. I had some girlfriends before I got famous, but whatever with them. Then I had a girlfriend after we got famous, but I broke up with her.
Y/N: Why did you two break up?
Dustin: : singing : Now I ain't saying she a gold digga, but she ain't messing with no broke n*gga.
Y/N: : laughing : I see.
Dustin: Yeah. She acted like she wanted no part of me until we got famous. I was too blind to see it. So we went together and she tried to make me buy the most expensive things for her. I had finally caught on to it when she was wanted me to buy her a Lexus.
Y/N: D*MN! Talk about obvious gold digger.
Dustin: Haha, yeah. So anyways, what about your love life?
Y/N: Haha, you sound like Miss Cleo. CALL NOW!
Dustin: lol, but really?
Y/N: There's nothing to be said about mines. I never had a love life. I've had one boyfriend who wasn't really my boyfriend. He just wanted me to give it up to him, but I didn't. We were only together for 2 days anyway. I never had any friends except for my little sister Oceana, who understands where I am coming from because she knows me the best.
Dustin: Oh, d*mn. : looks at his watch : Are you hungry, I'm about to make some breakfast before me, Kelly, and Patrick go to school?
Y/N: Umm...sure. What are you making?
Dustin: That's for me to know and you to find out.
Y/N: : laughing : Ok Dustin.
Dustin: : laughs and goes downstairs :

That boy is fine, I don't know what he does to me! This is the first guy I think I have ever had feelings for. Wait, what am I talking about. I barely know him! But it feels like I've know him forever.

Y/N gets up from Dustin's room and starts walking around upstairs. She sees a door that has "Patrick" on it. She keeps walking and at the end of the hallway, she sees a door that's cracked opened. She looks inside and sees this: And Adrian was sitting on the bed. Y/N accidently hits the door and causes it to open. Adrian sees her and just smiles. She motions for her to come in.

Y/N: I am so sorry. I wasn't spying on you I was just looking around the house.
Adrian: Oh sweetie it's ok, I know. So, what's going on?
Y/N: Nothing much. Dustin is downstairs cooking.
Adrian: : laughing : Oh, my little Dizzy is cooking again. You must have him sprung.
Y/N: : laughing and blushing : No ma'am. But can I tell you something.
Adrian: Sure baby.
Y/N: Umm...I think I'm starting to have feelings for him.
Adrian: Oh.
Y/N: Yeah. I mean, it's very new to me. I don't think I've ever had feelings for a guy.
Adrian: Well I think you should tell him.
Y/N: ME? Oh no I can't, I'll get nervous and panic!
Adrian: Don't worry baby, just do what your heart tells you.
Y/N: Thanks.

I gave her a big hug and walked downstairs and saw Dustin cooking. He was singing "All I Do" to himself. It looked he was making bacon, sausage, eggs, pancakes, the works! I slowly snuck up behind him. As soon as I was about to scare him...

Dustin: : without turning around : Hey Y/N.
Y/N: Dammit! How did you know it was me?
Dustin: I saw your shadow and : points to the stairs : the 3rd step creeks.
Y/N: Haha, loser.
Dustin: Whatever. :yelling: PATRICK, KELLY, FOOD IS READY!!!!!
Y/N: : laughing : Could you be any louder?
Dustin: Yeah. : louder : KE-
Y/N: : covers his mouth : Be quiet, I was just kidding.

Within 2 minutes, Kelly and Patrick come running down the stairs. Kelly nearly trips trying to fix his shirt. They go and sit at the table.

Patrick: : looks over at Y/N : Hey you're that girl that was in my first hour class. Mrs. Grant?
Y/N: Yeah. Hey, you're Patrick right?
Patrick: Yep, the one and only!
Y/N: Ok, I got the names down.
Dustin: : laughing : Yeah Kellz, she called you Ashley last night.
Kelly: What? For real?!
Y/N: :hitting Dustin and blushing : I'm sorry.
Kelly: It's cool.
Patrick: So, do you like our group?
Y/N: What group? : thinks : OH B5! YEAH, I LOVE YA'LL! My sister has your CD.
Patrick: Why don't you have our CD?
Y/N: Well, um, because-
Dustin: : cuts her off : Because I'm gonna give her a copy.
Patrick: : jokingly: GIVE?! You better make her pay for it!
Dustin: Patrick shut the f*ck up! It's too early in the morning!
Patrick: D*MN D, I was just kidding. Learn to take a joke. Now give me some of that food.
Dustin: : rolls eyes : Here.
Kelly: Ooh, do I sense a litte tension?
Patrick and Dustin: NO.

Y/N starts to eat with them. Kelly, Patrick, and Dustin are mainly talking the whole time while Y/N is just eating silently. Patrick looks over and her but doesn't say anything. The doorbell rings and Kelly gets up to answer it.

Kelly: Hey baby! Wassup Kiara.
Naira: Hey Kellz. : kisses him : How's your morning?
Kelly: Better now that I've seen you.
Kiara: What Patrick, you can't say hi to your girlfriend?
Patrick: D*mn, I was just finishing my juice.
Kiara: Oh, well sorry then!
Patrick: : kisses her : Hi baby gurl.
Kiara: That's better. : whispers to Patrick : Who's that?
Patrick: Oh, that's Y/N.
Kiara: : talking to Y/N : Hey! Don't be shy girl, come over here.

Y/N looks at Dustin as if to ask permission to see if she should go over there. He laughs a little a nods. Y/N slowly walks over there, afraid of what they'll think of her.

Naira: Hey girl, I'm Naira but everyone calls me Nai.
Kiara: Yeah, I'm Kiara aka Ki Ki.
Y/N: Hi, I'm Y/N.
Naira: Oh, that's a pretty name.
Y/N: Thanks.
Kelly: Dustin you ready?
Dustin: Yeah, I was just coming. : grabs his keys :
Dustin, Kelly, Patrick: yells : BYE MAMA!!!!!!!!!!!
Dustin: Aight, peace out Y/N. : gives her a peck on the cheek :
Kiara: Ooh, do you two go together?
Dustin: No.
Patrick: But they will be soon. : laughs :

They walk out of the door and Y/N just stands there for a minute, then she goes back to Dustin's room. Dustin drives them to school today. Him and Kelly alternate because they both have cars.

~*~*~AT SCHOOL~*~*~

F/V: Hey Dustin baby.
Dustin: : turns around : Tamia, for the last time. WE ARE OVER! I AM NOT YOUR BABY! YOU ARE A GOLD DIGGER AND A TRIFLIN H*E!
Tamia: I'm sorry that you feel that way...but I know how to make you feel good. : starts to rub on him "down there" :
Dustin: : looks her right in the eyes : Get the f*ck away from me. :he moves her hand and walks away :
Tamia: You know you want this! : hits her butt :
Dustin: Whatever.

After school is over, Kiara and Naira go over their house. Y/N is upstairs talking and laughing with Adrian when they get back. He goes upstairs to see her.

Dustin: Hey Mama, hey Y/N, we're back.
Adrian: Hey baby.
Y/N: Hi.

Dustin goes back in his room and puts his book bag and stuff away. He is about to go downstairs until his cell phone rings. It's a private number.

Dustin: Hello?
F/V: Hey baby.
Dustin: Who is this?
F/V: Who do you think?!
Dustin: TAMIA!
Tamia: The one and only!

Y/N was about to go see what Dustin was up to, but he had his door shut and she kinda listened in on his phone conversation, lol.

Dustin: TAMIA WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT!?
Tamia: Dustin baby I want you.
Dustin: You are so damn persistant. Get it thought your head, we are OVER! Our relationship was based on money, I was like your damn bank.
Tamia: And I was your personal sex toy. We could go back to how things were baby.
Dustin: : sighs : Tamia, do me a favor please?
Tamia: Anything.
Dustin: DON'T F*CKING CALL ME BACK! : hangs up :

Oh sh*t! TAMIA THAT STUPID TRICK WAS HIS X-GIRLFRIEND? OOOH, he's coming to the door. I better pretend I was coming to his room!

Y/N: : knocking on the door :
Dustin: : angry : WHAT!?
Y/N: Dang, I'm sorry! : goes downstairs and sits on the couch :
Dustin: : opens the door and goes downstairs: Y/N? I'm sorry.
Y/N: Uh huh.
Dustin: I didn't mean to yell at you.
Y/N: Can I use your house phone?
Dustin: Uh, yeah why? : gives her the phone :
Y/N: Just cause.

Y/N walked off into the kitchen and Dustin just stood there confused. Y/N dialed *67 first so it could be a private number, then she called her "house".











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